Tag: Violence Women

1999-2019- 20 year cycle of overt Abuse Ends

A new decade , Thankfully the veil is being lifted from many

horrific , #erasingfamlies influences , including the parent

who must win at all cost.

Walked away Dec 27th 1998

Feb 28 th 1999, I had an *induced* suicide attempt .

* He still prefers to think I wanted to die over loosing him.

Fact : Shrink prescribed 3600 mg of an opiate per day *inducing suicide

My Mom died April 9th 1999, after 5 years of heart disease .

Our middle son graduated from high school in 1999.

I was removed from our family home , which he held on to for 2 more

years , so our youngest had a home base to finish high school , and not

live with him in his new gals place ..( one fact that never came up )

I agreed to a condo, to avoid a rental apartment . Stating there was no

equity from our home , denying me a home of my own , I settled for 4

levels , and mourned in deep medicated grief until 2003 , when our 1st

grandson was born ..Red flags , began to assail me…I had to wake

from the chemical straight jacket , and abuse .

In 1999, our Christmas was drastically altered , 21 years of tradition

of which due to my very ill state , I missed the last 5 years . Celebration

with my adult abusers just did not resonate in any form of Christianity

that I knew to be just.

He chose to spend his Christmas with his new gal and her children..

Much like a wake, our grief tangible , our 3 sons and I were guest

via my younger sister , for a buffet . Normal was blown .. in addition

to my medicated toxic state , the experience was a trauma revisited

from my childhood , when age 11/12 my parents , split at Christmas.

He was aware of this but , determined to be happy , after putting a roof

over my head for 21 years and 3 sons , I was disposed of , like the Persian

cat , he dumped a few years before .. on top of my mountain.

The mountain , we visited 20 years ago , in such shadow , has been

my home for 9 solid years .. I have grown in an environment that allows

me the freedom of not being followed or watched .. I’m a possession,

a threat to his past , that he chooses to keep skipping out of …a life’s work.

Bankrupting me , encouraging by demise , utilizing our sons/family

shame, finances , law, he contractually made promises ..The facts are clear

and still present danger that he has no intention of stopping his

party ever waiting , his happiness , his awakening or not .

Holidays were met by silence ….While my personal grief is real

I am shown , I am defiantly on my own , little more than a surrogate

a mother long since dead to her sons ..

I’m left to complete this cycle on my own as well, as I expose the

many reasons , why I have been forced , induced by my abuser

to stay quiet until I had enough , which Thankfully has been exposed

in this finale of ChildAbuse , Domestic Abuse , being excused

and supported ..

So there is no party, only acceptance that my very survival depends on

stepping out of this triangulation, still supported by Mother/Son partners

till infinity.. pushing I am not family for 43 years , I was allowed to

marry him that he could better fit in …

#NotMyCircusNotMyMonkey

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Prince 1999

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Narcissist Are Sexual Energy Demons

The imbalance is augmented by acceptance of the male

sexuality, ignoring the core or soul of masculine in

lieu of scoring , controlling , dominating , competing

that adapted in masking unknowing , or effects of

trauma .

www.youtube.com/watch

Spiritual Health Side Effects of Drinking Alcohol

Separation from self and higher powers . Sugar addiction ?

Genetic ?

Trauma?

I have no interest in alcohol, nor did either of my parents

as well as siblings to my knowledge , to the point of addiction .

Dad called a cab for an uncle who was intoxicated. Uncle

was a vet, had PTDS severely which cost him a very lovely

wife and life … Dad had not tolerance , which I suspect

came from seeing his Dad out of control , enhanced by

drink..

Addictions as well as control and abuse were not apparent

at I DOs, which became more pronounced ..

Currently targeted , I am the addiction ..the depository for

all his trials and tribulations .. Fear prevents surrender

to looking within, to rising past experiences, healing

with Divine forgiveness and Divine Love ❤️, which

is your wounded healer mothering you, as you require

according to your codes , your needs now …which can

release pain towards parents , when Father Sun Mother

Moon are our parents ..human experiences , shame

religion , education , Gov , money have tried to

addict us to and take us away from Nature (Father )

and Nurture (Mother) , of safe foundations ..

I choose to be addicted to love , reciprocal,

honoring , sacred love 💕.

©️🥰

Doña Luna

Any amount of alcohol has a spiritually detrimental side effects on us, and consuming it even increases our risk of being possessed by negative entities.
— Read on www.spiritualresearchfoundation.org/spiritual-living/health-effects-of-food-and-drinks/spiritual-side-effects-of-alcohol-drinking/

Angry Sadistic Silent Abuses-Alienators are Malignant

Do I ever know this , especially during the trauma

of the holidays, it’s a given that he’s gonna stoke

up the divisive , shame , blockage as he always has

covertly holding him self apart , separate, unless he

was in his honored brother’s mode , in family

where alcohol or anger or blank silence was the norm.

Locked and Loaded , never has he owned his abuse

never will ..

Unfortunate that too many fall into this illusion

in house and trauma freezes the scream….

©️

Blessings & Peace,

Doña Luna ♐️☮️💟

www.parental-alienation.info/publications/83 – Angry_Sadistic_Alienators.htm

What A Narcissist will never give , Closure .

Adore this lady and her approach , is direct and born of experience

and facts .

It was noted that our timelines correspond , 11-12 years of marriage

that is not balanced to say the least . We each had 3 children

we each have officially been divorced for 20 years .

Realized long ago I did not have a marriage , only

a mask , a surrogate , normalizer ….

More over , I knew the lack of self love and self worth

as shadow that exploded, with no warning …it only

became more intense , as he worked out of town

unavailability was normal even if in house .

Detached , withdrawn silent

Death

I felt the oppression 3 months

in , but had brothers and a society/religion that is a brotherhood

that allows a feminine to serve , with minimal support ..As a caregiver

from age 14 months , which is part of my character , as I was induced

to have experiences to forge my education .

The non responsive , non responsible deeply traumatized figure , knows

deep shame , rage from cumulative sources , but targets his spouse , thus

children and will never own it …regrets will stated , always the victims

always projecting . Lacking the support, ability , desire , in denial , missing

any and all signs from Divine , that stepping from the shadow , laying

burdens down begins with truth/light …It’s an inner job , and as I witnessed

the regressive , depressive , silence for 20 years , it has intensified with my

departure from a fabricated life of smoke and mirrors ..

Completion has long since occurred , for I am not bound in twinning our sons

as he does, bound to his trauma and secrets and abuses , as too often

occurs … it is so complete that despite attempts to keep the old cycle

are ongoing , often recycling the trauma of past , has no effect .

Only attesting to the closure at hand , in matters of business , which

will clarify the intent for the Abuse continued was and is financial ..

calculating , vengeful and locked in a maze of never ending anger

rage ….I let go of any connection in 2006…over ex.

Get over our sons ? Not happening Nor is the abuse of holding them

in shadow with the poison fed them , in order to win.

However , it is their choice , mine is to step out of a matrix

of brothers and sisters who feel I am unworthy , from

their shadow perspective of self preservation above all

Nope , I was induced into energies that have denied

my place at the table , doing much harm ; I have long

since delved into my shadow , heard extensive versions

of why I didn’t deserve to live ..

Fear , anger ..being bound , silent …death of spirit ..

I have noted that , recycling until finally other

experiences brought me to review …

I did, now weary … Freed to be me ..

Respect for that energy was chipped away, as my consciousness

and fear , inherent in loosing my life , did happen .

Making sure that happened , augmented by a brother MD

I was induced into submission , witnessed by 3 young men

who deserve , as I do , to be liberated from the falsehoods

and brotherhoods that wish to have us bound forever in

trauma .. repeating this in matters of finances , veiling

some pretty deep offenses , will not carry into 2020.

Of course , there is no response but silence , negational

approaches lost , the force that demands clarity will not

be denied …©️

Thy Will Be Done ♐️👁🌏✊

Blessings & Peace 🌈🎁

Doña Luna 🥰

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Jimmy Carter: Why I believe the mistreatment of women is the number one human rights abuse  | TED Talk

With his signature resolve, former US President Jimmy Carter dives into three unexpected reasons why the mistreatment of women and girls continues in so many manifestations in so many parts of the world, both developed and developing. The final reason he gives? “In general, men don’t give a damn.”
— Read on www.ted.com/talks/jimmy_carter_why_i_believe_the_mistreatment_of_women_is_the_number_one_human_rights_abuse/up-next

Tina Turner Hits Broadway

I have deep respect for this iconic Dame , survivor ,victor

and Buddhist who could still heal from the ravages of dis ease

as she has in Times Past.

How beautiful the care given her in assistance , her fragility

facial bloat , and tongue licking pointing to the side effects

of medications …and or organ failure .

I am deep with emotion , feeling pride along with her , that

as Buddhist , how transformation is real … Should she exit

her Karmic light is so bright , so pure for her deep soul

work , kindness , humanity etc , that she will return

quickly ..to light our New Earth .

Her son passed, and her health became dire , in short – time .

She has graced us with so much ❤️🤩…

Let’s lift her on high , radiate that love light back at her , and she

can flash it as she chooses …

#InfinatelyEternalFlashingPrivateDancerTinaTurner💕😍🥳🤩

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Broadway opening of TINA Turner

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Parental Alienation…it should be a crime | Insiders | tullahomanews.com

I strongly envision legal codes/law , enacted in the United

States , as it is in the United Kingdom .. Mim Of 5 years .

Non gender specific .

I plan to stand for this legislation in my home state of Virginia .

Parental alienation has been defined as the process and the end result of psychological manipulation of a child into showing, unwarranted fear, disrespect, hostility and even hatred towards a parent,
— Read on www.tullahomanews.com/content/tncms/live/

Why psychopaths can’t love their children, according to a psychologist – Business Insider

Weaponized Children , can and does #eraseFamiles , in the competing

of winner take all, secrets , lies , financial issues and adultery normalized

until now ..

Children deserve much better ..

Narcissists see their children as possessions rather than people, according to a psychologist.
— Read on www.businessinsider.com/narcissists-cannot-love-their-children-2017-7

Colorado mother tried for 15 months to protect murdered son from ex, but ‘nobody wanted to investigate’

Heartbreaking outcome for a protective Mom in Colorado this week. It’s good to see the Governor’s office paying attention to this investigation. Prayers up for Jing Tesoriero who fought hard in the courts for 15 months to protect her child from his violent father who repeatedly violated his protective order against the Mom without consequence. Her 10 yo son Ty was just murdered by his father in a vengeful murder suicide that took place less than one day AFTER the family court judge granted custody of Ty to his mother. COME ON people. Why can’t these judges get some f’ing common sense, and yes, some actual training to become “trauma- informed” in their judging.

In what parallel universe is it ever smart to hand a child over for the weekend to a grieving, violent, abusive father who just lost custody of his child? Douglas Co, Colorado Family Court has some serious ‘splaining to do. Our hearts go out to Jing and all who loved Ty. This was a CLEARLY preventable homicide if child safety had been the top priority in the judge’s decision-making. Rest in peace, sweet Ty. Another senseless tragedy, when will it ever cease?

Jing Tesoriero and her attorney had tried for more than a year to alert authorities that her husband was violating court orders over the custody of their son, according to new emails obtained by Denver7 on Thursday.
— Read on http://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/local-news/colorado-mother-tried-for-15-months-to-protect-murdered-son-from-ex-but-nobody-wanted-to-investigate