Personality disorders are sets of behaviors, thoughts, and feelings that impair functioning. Here are 8 traits of someone with a personality disorder…
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The Spiritual Within The Narcissist Experience Of Abuse
Anxiety denotes the awakening of spirit .
My anxiety born of abuse was medicated with Xanax .
Xanax allowed me to become an addict very quickly due
to my extreme sensitivity ..
5 per day for 2 weeks created a chemically induced
nervous breakdown.
On that day in April , and in my incarceration in a mental
ward( Hell on earth for 17 days ) , I was shown signs of spirit .
*The nurse who rushed a fellow patient who was going
to choke me , whispering in my ear ” honey you don’t belong
here”!
My eventual Christian room mate who had such peace
that helped me to calm down enough to know I had to
go home , to Mother our sons , for there was nothing to
heal me me there .. I knew the truth of who I was married
to and how vicious he’d be in a divorce , and so I surrendered
to trying to work things out .
I am not discounting my behaviors , The betrayal of many years
was suspected , behaviors were abusive and horrific , when
the mask was fully revealed 3 months in 24 legal years
of marriage to a stranger ..My concern and compassion
my fears and tears and love were not enough , and I understand
that fully now.
Narcissist are Dark Angels , Survivors Of Trauma ; unhealed .
I have been trying to step out of this shadow , and spiritually
have deepened my faith…in myself …in my efforts and so many
who strive to push through Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .
Some find my journey inspiring , Some back off as if it’s catching,
Some are triggered and catalyzed to heal their own families.
Some are fearful of actions they are not sorry for , only
sorry to be found out..exposed . Part of why I had the
negative experience , a partner who wasn’t …
Others are overwhelmed with my varied negative experiences
and my ability to continue to move forward …That does get
more difficult in repeated attempts to impede my progress
and guidance tells me , more positive energy awaits , and
I may have to endure abuse to get there .
Thy Will Is Done
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna 🎄🎁
A Scientific Measure of Emotional Values –
A Scientific Measure of Emotional Values: Years ago, psychologists in American universities began offering advice on how to enhance emotional well-being.
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Narcissistic Personality plus, described Spiritually Intuitively
A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required
in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me
to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level
that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to
our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,
and I had faith .
Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off
my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the
splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored
in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those
last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking
empathy , compassion or humanity …
Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as
I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as
they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and
all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to
be a part of it …😍
The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,
the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,
there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished
my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow
a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .
Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…
Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Looking deeper into NPD
Spiritual Health Side Effects of Drinking Alcohol
Separation from self and higher powers . Sugar addiction ?
Genetic ?
Trauma?
I have no interest in alcohol, nor did either of my parents
as well as siblings to my knowledge , to the point of addiction .
Dad called a cab for an uncle who was intoxicated. Uncle
was a vet, had PTDS severely which cost him a very lovely
wife and life … Dad had not tolerance , which I suspect
came from seeing his Dad out of control , enhanced by
drink..
Addictions as well as control and abuse were not apparent
at I DOs, which became more pronounced ..
Currently targeted , I am the addiction ..the depository for
all his trials and tribulations .. Fear prevents surrender
to looking within, to rising past experiences, healing
with Divine forgiveness and Divine Love ❤️, which
is your wounded healer mothering you, as you require
according to your codes , your needs now …which can
release pain towards parents , when Father Sun Mother
Moon are our parents ..human experiences , shame
religion , education , Gov , money have tried to
addict us to and take us away from Nature (Father )
and Nurture (Mother) , of safe foundations ..
I choose to be addicted to love , reciprocal,
honoring , sacred love 💕.
©️🥰
Doña Luna
Any amount of alcohol has a spiritually detrimental side effects on us, and consuming it even increases our risk of being possessed by negative entities.
— Read on www.spiritualresearchfoundation.org/spiritual-living/health-effects-of-food-and-drinks/spiritual-side-effects-of-alcohol-drinking/
‘Want to reduce mental illness? Address trauma. Want to save the world? Address trauma.’ by Laura K Kerr PhD — Recovery Stories
Currently writing books , based on deep work on issues
close to our soul needs , Laura Kerr, PhD has been a light
for me , for many years ..
“Want to reduce mental illness? Address trauma. Want to save the world? Address trauma.’ by Laura K Kerr PhD — Recovery Stories
— Read on www.recoverystories.info/want-to-reduce-mental-illness-address-trauma-want-to-save-the-world-address-trauma-by-laura-k-kerr-phd/
Family Photos Vital for Children Of Divorce
All pictures were placed with me , as the main photographer
99% were taken by me …
In 2005/6, after hearing much grief and emotional pain
as trauma was triggered with each of us 4, I had plenty
of pictures to share .
I sent many photos , and then I bagged 3 bags of family
photos , some I don’t have copies of unfortunately
and dropped them off at son’s house 2 blocks from
mine at the time ..
I was told that 1 son threw his in the trash .
Pictures showed up in wedding photos of bridal couples
childhood ..Weddings I was not allowed to attend
that it might be a reality that I was alive …
exposing the partner who could not stand my name
being mentioned , much less my physical presence.
Allowed actions of abuse , doing the nasty work
of a partner who utilizes others to do the deeds
out of love , protection, and fear …
©️
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Kramer vs Kramer at 40: a flawed film that remains a deserving classic | Film | The Guardian
To me this film depicted the harsh kick back from
the masculine energy of fear from women’s liberation
in bras and workplaces while holding their own
adverse childhood traumas , seldom voiced ..
It shows up in matters of power , money , and control.
Transforming this to Unity …Peace
Hold Faith ❤️
Blessings & Peace ☮️
Doña Luna
Dustin Hoffman and Meryl Streep brought divorce to the masses with an imperfect yet sensitive portrayal of a difficult scenario
— Read on www.theguardian.com/film/2019/dec/11/kramer-vs-kramer-film-classic
U.S. has world’s highest rate of children living in single-parent households | Pew Research Center
Endangered :
Children and Elders .
It’s a cash cow, for all Corps and many
branches of behavioral health , which has adversely influenced
our laws, our society …
Purging this for review , due transforming, as a consciousness
and sanity replace this hell on earth for heaven in New Earth
Reality ….
©️
Blessings & Peace ✌️
Doña Luna
Almost a quarter of U.S. children under 18 live with one parent and no other adults, more than three times the share of children around the world who do so.
— Read on www.pewresearch.org/fact-tank/2019/12/12/u-s-children-more-likely-than-children-in-other-countries-to-live-with-just-one-parent/
F*ck Minimalism. F*ck Modern. Give me Joyously Cluttered, Antique, Upcycled, Repurposed. | elephant journal
In my many moves , lots of paperwork has been involved
as I move an office and a house it has been arduous, costly
and draining ..At some point I can burn these legal papers
and research , as years of documents are saved can be utilized
and deleted ..
I am not spartan , I enjoy my things , but certainly can downsize
or replace things , I’m not invested in . My home feels like home
and usually takes 18 months or longer to settle into.
Thus I always have projects .. The homes I have rented
require attention , challenges that slow me down or impede
forward movement and are totally avoidable .
It’s repetitive, and closing/clearing , very similar to the shaky
ground of past …
I give things to folks and don’t hold tight to many things .
Having had the experience of 2 or 3 adults , go through my
things and decide what to keep , and what to allow me .
Including our sons ….
I believe in abundance , sharing as much as possible , receiving
support and blessings from many sources , as I surrendered
to my life purpose …I AM HOME 🏠🌈🌝☮️🎁🎅🏼🤶🏼❤️🎄 ©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Every 2 year moves , mainly for reasons of personal health
and safety
I am not a minimalist. I don’t value empty rooms. I don’t like clutter, either. I like a cozy, spacious, bright, cheerful home. I do not care for the modern fad
— Read on www.elephantjournal.com/2019/09/fck-modern-in-defense-of-antique/
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