As I review my long to do list, my body aches from
a variety of things , and my heart and soul are singing .
Feeling higher has a peace filled and easy feeling ..
No more riddle me this on life’s most important
adverse lessons 👍🏼💕©️
Blessing and Peace ,
Doña Luna
Higher Ground
A Brave and Startling Truth: Astrophysicist Janna Levin Reads Maya Angelou’s Stunning Humanist Poem That Flew to Space, Inspired by Carl Sagan – Brain Pickings
— Read on www.brainpickings.org/2018/05/09/a-brave-and-startling-truth-maya-angelou/
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This song came to mind , upon an update from a deserving
soul , who is liberating themselves today …
In homage to those who have been empowered to remove
themselves from harms way , and those who deserve support
derived from this soul who had to do it the hard way
but today feels nothing but independence from generations
of abuse .. Supported by spirit , by ancestors who did not
fare well in matters of children and marriage , finances
home , and AMA APA …socially …clearing this is amazing .
My intent was for a clearing for my earth family , each
unique son Divine graced me with , as well as myself .
I mourned for what I missed, what I lost , what was abused
and Bless my former self , whose fragments are less tragic
in lieu of the many gifts I have received and many of those
are intangible .
I would have never knowingly married anyone who was
masking trauma, addiction, etc who would harm me
or our children . My deepest , darkest pain has been
transformed , resulting in a purity of love and promise
the life I dreamed of , on my own with Beloved’s
love and respect ..new year , new beginnings ..
Truth is Light that is Love
©️
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Honoring a very long goodbye 👋
Independence Day ,
Guidance has explained that the ascending is dependent on the narcissist
lesson.
My take is for partners to heal , and grow , which regrettably has not
happened in lieu of his continued brutal abuse .. I battled that non growth
personally , and have now accepted the many blocks in my spiritual
growth were necessary to end generations of abuse that’s been ignored
and silenced . He has used our sons in a mind and heart abuse , a completion
that he has won, on the ashes of their mom.. They all seem to be happy there
and still act in unison towards keeping this abuse in play ..
I don’t know too many folks who don’t have abandonment issues .
That is the universal trauma , we heal as a collective as we awaken ..
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
The Nark and your Awakening
Anxiety denotes the awakening of spirit .
My anxiety born of abuse was medicated with Xanax .
Xanax allowed me to become an addict very quickly due
to my extreme sensitivity ..
5 per day for 2 weeks created a chemically induced
nervous breakdown.
On that day in April , and in my incarceration in a mental
ward( Hell on earth for 17 days ) , I was shown signs of spirit .
*The nurse who rushed a fellow patient who was going
to choke me , whispering in my ear ” honey you don’t belong
here”!
My eventual Christian room mate who had such peace
that helped me to calm down enough to know I had to
go home , to Mother our sons , for there was nothing to
heal me me there .. I knew the truth of who I was married
to and how vicious he’d be in a divorce , and so I surrendered
to trying to work things out .
I am not discounting my behaviors , The betrayal of many years
was suspected , behaviors were abusive and horrific , when
the mask was fully revealed 3 months in 24 legal years
of marriage to a stranger ..My concern and compassion
my fears and tears and love were not enough , and I understand
that fully now.
Narcissist are Dark Angels , Survivors Of Trauma ; unhealed .
I have been trying to step out of this shadow , and spiritually
have deepened my faith…in myself …in my efforts and so many
who strive to push through Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .
Some find my journey inspiring , Some back off as if it’s catching,
Some are triggered and catalyzed to heal their own families.
Some are fearful of actions they are not sorry for , only
sorry to be found out..exposed . Part of why I had the
negative experience , a partner who wasn’t …
Others are overwhelmed with my varied negative experiences
and my ability to continue to move forward …That does get
more difficult in repeated attempts to impede my progress
and guidance tells me , more positive energy awaits , and
I may have to endure abuse to get there .
Thy Will Is Done
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna 🎄🎁
Job well done Ram, and impeccable timing #ConsciousnessRaisedandRising🥰🤩
Ram Dass – born Richard Alpert – the beloved spiritual teacher, counterculture icon, and Be Here Now author, dies . He was 88.
— Read on tricycle.org/trikedaily/ram-dass-dies/
A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required
in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me
to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level
that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to
our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,
and I had faith .
Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off
my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the
splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored
in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those
last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking
empathy , compassion or humanity …
Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as
I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as
they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and
all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to
be a part of it …😍
The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,
the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,
there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished
my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow
a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .
Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…
Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Looking deeper into NPD
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