A marriage , a grandson , were weaponized to block me after I failed to be able to help with childcare ; I was DOA .
It’s very sad to know and accept that our sons would prefer my death and that hasn’t changed in 20 years .
It’s easier
Tag: bad medicine
Xanax is a M Fer
I totally concur with this man’s conclusions on Xanax , which I was given off label for IBS . IBS and marital difficulties were Axis or code used in the DSM which has a code for everything so it can be billed with insurance .
Xanax was deadly ; I had no idea what it was , only that my IBS calmed now somewhat . I wasn’t able to sleep đ´ which had been intensified in marriage but was life long .
When I had the chemically induced nervous breakdown , by counting the RX ; I had taken 5 Xanax per day for about 12 days .
Our eldest son , 11 years old stayed home that day from school and subjected to my induced mental state and never discussed, healed or put this horrible experience to rest .
Prescribed Drugs , especially benzodiazepines are deadly in many ways especially families.
Relationships collapse as the busyness of our world encourages us to move on ….
This is too generational , ancestral and so much information exist that just as this video exposes the reality, the truth , so must the past injustices be healed and in accepting guidance from ancestors, assurance and support are not questioned .
I have great faith in concluding old business and surrendering to creation of New Earth and my home within it as my place in this world solidifies !
I am very Thankful to my teachers , each and every one and as I rest and reenergize , I quietly celebrate with knowledge that much lie ahead .
So I rest ; using only natural supplements and methods and accept I’m long out of the illusions of the matrix that is modern human generated medicine . I remember well my life’s journey in what I consider “toxic soup” and all that it cost me and our children as it fed the shadow of a partner who wished to exit the hero and keeper of all he had amassed , especially his sons , his money and his family reputation.
Xanax brought crushing reality as I did my 17 days in a psychiatric unit … our marriage was dying , I fought to be normal for our kids but I can assure you that nothing was normal after that which took me to the place of knowing the presence of evil and knowing the presence of angelic love …, shadow had a death grip on my life as I took the entire responsibility for a mental disorder and breakdown that was Xanax induced and of course having no one grasp the opportunity for healing change . Instead I cleaved towards what he wanted and regrettably our sons experienced many abused and forced responsibilities that were not fair . Of course projected that it was my choice and my responsibility.
I failed him , by not doing my job ….
And I could not in the end accept his distorted self war that has no end …
My last realtor was a major Xanax user and as he described her death ” yep she blew her brains out ” 3 years ago .
Sadly she ignored my warnings đ
I suggest that anyone who wishes to quit benzodiazepines that a long period of tapering off ( decreasing the dosage is best ) I personally tried 3 days cold Turkey and it was horrific . 05
Blessings & Peace đâŽď¸
Dona Luna đ
Pfizer Confesses : Jab doesnât prevent COVID
No Science to Psychiatry
Psychiatryâs Nightmarish 2022 & Its Hysterical Defense Against Criticism, by Bruce Levine, PhD
Psychiatry’s defenders claim to be open to criticism, as long as it doesn’t acknowledge the reality that psychiatry lacks scientific merit.
www.madinamerica.com/2022/10/psychiatrys-hysterical-defense/
What is Poison?
“What is poison?
– Anything beyond what we need is poison.
It can be power, laziness, food, ego, ambition, vanity, fear, anger, or whatever.
– What is fear?
Non-acceptance of uncertainty
If we accept uncertainty, it becomes adventure.
What is envy?
– No acceptance of good in the other.
If we accept good, it becomes inspiration.
What is anger?
– No acceptance of what is beyond our control.
If we accept, it becomes tolerance.
What is hate?
– Non-acceptance of people as they are
If we accept unconditionally, it becomes love. ”
7 Arrows~ by
Hyemeyohsts Storm (pub 1972)
America ; Land of the Dying
Tossing COVID 19 4kids : lack of Demand Kudos Parents !!!!
The Myth of Chemical Imbalance
From my book âAntidepressedâ. By means of the careful scripted pharmaceutical marketing campaigns of the 1990s and pushed by psychiatry, our doctors learned to quickly attribute mental illness to faulty brain biochemistryâŚdefects of dopamineâŚshortages of serotoninâŚ.The covert DSM has been cleverly and unceremoniously drilled into our psyche and until very recently we have generally accepted it without question.â
Human Experiments: Tuskegee 50 year anniversary
This info came to me via my studies through CCHR .
CCHR puts out excellent video
education on chemical RX
and intake individual
experiences that go
unreported by AMA .
Shove Ins ( body snatchers )
I was evaluated by a woman in 07 by phone appointment , as being a 1st Wave Indigo . She explained that while I was in the hospital , after birthing our 3rd son , ” Jessica” was brought to my hospital after a suicidal act . She shoved her soul which was in a state of addiction with me .
She had lost her precious daughter and felt she could not go on .
I became more aware with our 3rd son how distorted our world really was . I became a shell of myself , realizing I was not valued as a partner , as a wife and there was little I could do but hang in and try hard for normalcy for our sons . It wasn’t ; I simply could not ignore the facts … it only got worse .
I conquered Jessica’s implants and her addictions which were by force by a doctor , compliant by a husband and accepted by every hint of support I had .
Jessica soul retrieval allowed her spiritual reunification with her precious daughters spirit and they walked in fields of gold for eternity.
I am better informed , trust my ancestors , angels and spirit guides of benevolent intent and accept my blessings for my the trust and faith and guidance that has allowed healing and clearing of ancient bloodlines .
As such it is a brand new world , co creating with honor and respect for all that got me here as New Earth births ; I am aware of the totality of losses and I grieve .
All is well with my soul
#Acceptance
GreatCosmicMothersUnite 