Between Here & Gone – Mary Chaplin Carpenter

Mary has a home in Virginia , in fact born here ,

and as her unique artist self exhibits her deep

sensitivity , and was diagnosed as Bipolar

Manic Depressive, as many creative folks are .

As I was ..lights out .

Lights back and one thing I realized early on

I would connect with artist , musicians,

as I have in delicious ways for 9 years .

I wear sunglasses , for many reasons , other

than hiding . I am a writer, an observer , not

in judgement , but it aides me in my understanding

of human nature . It shakes some folks up , and

2 recently brought it up . One figured out given

my separation from our children , the other

asked me to remove them . She prefers to see eye

to eye , as do I , and I adore her authenticity.

Eyes are the window to the soul , and I can dig

that , however when triggered , or sensitive to the

situation , or need to just chill , I like my sunglasses .

I do have sensitive eyes , and wear sunglasses over

transition lenses .

I haven’t traditionally been a joiner , and avoided

being a leader though I have been encouraged to

speak , YouTube and write a book , by Carole

Carbon , my mentor/councilor/family , from 2010

until 2017 . Her home town experienced , what she

said was horror from fires , and I haven’t had extra

funds for counseling. She was a major liberator

and Certified me as a Intuitive Councilor

in 2013 .. I have not charged anyone yet.

I am no longer Between Here and Gone ,

nor do I not know where I belong .

All is perfect order , Angels 👼🏼 and so much

more , has given light that speaks of alchemy

and an ever after , that are the stuff dreams are

made of..holding dreams of a life time , centered

in my faith and my hope ..

Weak with this , giddy, weepy , laughing ,

sleeping deeply as heaven in all it’s beauty

and renewal , come to earth ..

I intend to see here this year 2019.

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Between Here & Gone

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Senator states that nurses “probably play cards for a considerable amount of the day” in amending rest breaks bill | Washington State Nurses Association

Reality Check Required ASAP

I find this very scary, in professionals

who make law ..or have any contact

with citizens .

©️

Blessings& Peace ,

Doña Luna

Senator states that nurses “probably play cards for a considerable amount of the day” in amending rest breaks bill | Washington State Nurses Association
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Scientists Explain that You Need to Nap More: It Boosts Heart and Brain Health, Reduces Stress and Much More! – Healthy Food House

Totally Get This 🤩🌈🎁

Scientists Explain that You Need to Nap More: It Boosts Heart and Brain Health, Reduces Stress and Much More! – Healthy Food House
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If You Don’t KnowMe By Now – Simply Red

This song when current , was true and to the

degree that our marriage had never been

and was never going to be healthy .

How could he know me , as I had to know

why his hatred towards me ran so deep

as to withhold himself.

The rabbit hole was far deeper and darker

than any nightmare I had in my life .

Including my brief drug experimentation

illegally . I did not realized the many

inducted dis-eases with addictive “side effects”.

I have come to realize that both Grandmothers

had adverse side effects , of Valium, the mother

of Xanax to which I subsumed.

I do not know my Mother’s drug regimens due

to my own induced addiction state of hell.

There was much grief , shame and anger

as I healed , in being unavailable in these

passages that are often vulgar displays of

the lowest of vibrating energy . Former showed

up flanked my his parents in 99 when Mom

exited . Flagrantly showing his love , outside

our home , openly before , I was to discover

I saw the as a Christian’s , affirmation.

I was not allowed to participate when his

Dad exited, and have not been abled to

locate a grave site . A Beloved nephew , who

exited be for him , catalyzed his decline ,

his addiction to Paxil , which he handed out

to anyone who wanted to be happy , and

his fat laden diet aided in an aneurism

in a kidney .

( * my understanding of what was told to me

may or not be true.)

No lawsuit was chosen , a million dollar bill

for hospital care , (1 year) , and his being

kept alive by sheer will.

Her diet attempts , saw him run an errand

after dinner for a fast food burger 🍔!

A kindly man , he stayed in the flow , Docile

Domestication .

So I had no idea of the trauma and rages

exhibited without warning , that sadly

have no end toward me. Nor with the

most recent supply that escaped near dead …

There was nothing in shallow Hal, that

is missable , grieves me, shame me ,

haunts me, angers me , or I can attach love

to. The years , decades long of concern

for his soul growth, long acknowledged,

accepted , and surrendered him to Divine.

He certainly deserves the healing , and

I expect his continue supported effort at

protecting himself financially , and skimming

self healing .. socially acceptable.

Of all I know change has adverse effects on

him, until all’s in perfect order . Perfect doesn’t

exist .

I found myself actualizing a mirror , when

raging , in privacy in my home , alone

by saying the words , I could not say one

on one , and I scared myself ! Not yet grasping

how much I had mirrored former , my inner

child , so much rage induced by trauma

unhealed , unacknowledged , fired up

by prescription medications .

My left arm throbbed enough to signal

backing down , getting chiller .

Buddhism helped, and yet I allowed

myself to be triggered and responding

in trauma induced situations , until

my edification of Domestic Abuse / Child

Abuse , PharmaAbuse Legal Abuse ,

Medical Abuse , in a culture of suicide

are .

I tried then to be more aware , less toxic , and

kinder to myself .

I am considering carrying a hand mirror to

energy vampires , gone mad , as was my recent

attack by a busy man in a parking lot .

Bam , here see what I see?

Not your best choice.

Suicide rates , and violence escalates in

such transitional, times as we now find

our world in. No New World Order , No

End Days as many are signaling.

Heaven is pulling to Earth ,Earth is pulling

Heaven that will require change .

I exit the matrix of lack , and own my

light of love ❤️, that will never , ever feel

unworthy or unloved or alone .

©️

Blessings & Peace .

Doña Luna

Simply Red – Holding On

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BSO offers pizza to child protectors who cut caseload | Miami Herald

How very low of any boss .. disgusting

The Broward Sheriff’s Office wanted to reduce caseloads in its child abuse unit. But how to incentivize? The department brass offered a pizza party for whoever could close the most cases.
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A Dr I network in Germany Info on CF & ME

Anesthesia Recommendations For Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & Myalgic Encephalomyelitis

Anesthesia-Recommendations-for-ME-CFS

By Erica Verrillo*

Having Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME/CFS) does not exempt patients from other illnesses and conditions that may involve surgery. Procedures that require anesthesia, such as extraction of wisdom teeth, cataract surgery, or removal of an inflamed appendix or gallbladder are common enough in the general population to predict that you will likely have one or several procedures after contracting ME/CFS. Unlike the general population, patients with ME/CFS have a specific set of sensitivities that require modification of anesthetic drugs.

Avoid Histamine-Releasers

A study conducted by Fred Friedburg, Lucy Dechene, Maggie McKenzie and Robert Fontanetta in 2000 found that nearly 90% of long-term Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & Myalgic Encephalomyelitis patients suffered from allergies. (1, 2) Histamines are part of the inflammatory immune response to infection, and are responsible for some of the weakness, exhaustion, and malaise experienced by normally healthy people when they become ill. As these are symptoms experienced by most ME/CFS patients, an increase in histamine levels will only make them feel worse. In fact, Lucy Dechene, Ph.D., has proposed that histamine overproduction can substantially contribute to the development of the ME/CFS’s most significant effects. (3)

Because so many ME/CFS patients not only have allergies, but are sensitive to histamine itself, anesthesiologist Patrick L. Glass, MD of Reno, Nevada recommends against histamine-releasers. This group includes sodium pentothal, which is a thiobarbituate. In fact, Dr. Glass cautions against any drug in the thiobarbituate family, as they are all histamine-releasers. (These can be identified by the inclusion of “thio” – Thiamylal, Thiobarbital – in the name.)

Patients should also avoid muscle relaxants in the Curare family, such as Curare, Tracrium, and Mevacurium, which are also potent histamine-releasers.

For ME/CFS patients, Dr. Glass recommends Diprivan (propofol) as the induction agent, Versed (midazolam), fentanyl (a short-acting narcotic) and droperidol (an anti-nausea agent) during the anesthetic.

Avoid Epinephrine (Adrenaline)

Epinephrine (adrenaline) is commonly added to anesthetics. As a vasoconstrictor, epinephrine serves to narrow blood vessels, which helps to maintain blood pressure and prevent excessive bleeding. Epinephrine also prolongs the effect of anesthesia, which means not as much needs to be used.

Tilt table testing on Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & Myalgic Encephalomyelitis patients has shown that a majority of long-term patients experience orthostatic intolerance – POTS (postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome), black-outs, and feeling light-headed when standing. All of these can be caused or exacerbated by cathecholamines (epinephrine), sympathomimetics (isoproterenol), and vasodilators (nitric oxide, nitroglycerin, alpha-blockers, and hypotensive agents).

Epinephrine can also produce panic attacks. (8) ME/CFS patients who have had anesthesia with epinephrine have reported sleeplessness, jitters, and anxiety.

Avoid Hepatoxic Agents

Dr. Paul Cheney advises against any agent that might be harmful to the liver (hepatoxins). (4) Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & Myalgic Encephalomyelitis patients are more sensitive to medications than healthy people. Dr. Cheney has proposed that a combination of low blood volume and diastolic heart dysfunction hampers patients’ ability to remove drugs from the bloodstream. If a drug that is toxic to the liver is used, a patient with ME/CFS will not be able to clear the drug from the body efficiently.

In addition to an inability to quickly remove toxins from the body, people with ME/CFS often have reactivated Epstein-Barr virus (EBV), which places a great deal of strain on the liver. An excess burden of hepatoxic drugs could potentially lead to inflammation of the liver (hepatitis).

Halothane and other inhaled anesthetic agents, such as enflurane, isoflurane, sevoflurane, and desflurane are highly hepatoxic, even in the general population, and should be avoided by patients with ME/CFS. (6,7)

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What You Should Do

When asked about allergies, patients with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome & Myalgic Encephalomyelitis should mention sensitivity to epinephrine. This will become part of your medical record, and will be reported to the anesthesiologist.

Patients should hydrate prior to surgery and avoid drugs or supplements that lower blood pressure (vasodilators such as aspirin, nitroglycerin, vitamin E).

Dr. Cheney advises that because intracellular magnesium and potassium levels are often low in ME/CFS patients, anesthesia can cause cardiac arrhythmias. He recommends giving patients Micro-K (potassium) using 10 mEq tablets, 1 tablet, BID and magnesium sulphate 50% solution, 2cc. IM 24 hours prior to surgery. For local anesthesia, Dr. Cheney recommends using Lidocaine sparingly and without epinephrine.

In a Nutshell

Hydrate before surgery to keep your blood volume up

Inform your doctor and surgeon that you are sensitive to epinephrine

Ask your surgeon not to use histamine-releasing agents

Supplement with potassium and magnesium

Stop taking vitamin E and other vasodilators three days prior to surgery

Pass on the above recommendations to your doctor

Wearable Medical Alerts

If you are a patient who is prone to fainting, or have allergies and chemical sensitivities, it may be a good idea to wear a Medic Alert bracelet.

Medical professionals routinely look for a Medic Alert bracelet or necklace. If you arrive at a hospital unconscious, the hospital can call the phone number on your bracelet. Medic Alert will tell the hospital who your doctor is and how to reach them, plus anything critical in your medical history, including allergies and recommendations regarding anesthesia.

* Erica Verrillo is ProHealth’s expert editor for the ME/CFS HealthWatch and Natural Wellness newsletters. She is the author of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome: A Treatment Guide, 2nd Edition, available as an electronic book on Amazon,Barnes & Noble, Kobo and Payhip (PDF file). Her website,CFSTreatmentGuide.com, provides practical resources for patients with ME/CFS. She also writes a blog, Onward Through the Fog, with up-to-date news and information about the illness, as well as the full text of CFS: A Treatment Guide, 1st Edition (available in translation).

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References

Friedberg, Fred et al. Symptom patterns in long-duration chronic fatigue syndrome. J Psychosom Res. 2000; 48: 59-68. http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10750631

Friedberg, Fred, PhD. Characteristics of Long-Duration CFS CFIDS Chronicle, Fall 2001. http://www.cfids.org/archives/2001rr/2001-rr4-article03.asp

Duchene, Lucy. CFS: Influence of Histamine, Hormones and Electrolytes. CFIDS Chronicle, Summer 1993, pp 31-35.

From Doctors, To Doctors and Anesthesiologists. http://www.squidoo.com/anesthesia-with-CFS

Kaplan, Melissa. Surgery, Anesthesia and CFS/FM/MCS. http://www.anapsid.org/cnd/drugs/anesthesia.html#anes

Peralta, Ruben, MD Halothane Hepatotoxicity. Medscape. http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/166232-overview

Desflurane. Drug Record. NIH http://livertox.nih.gov/Desflurane.htm

van Zijderveld GA, Veltman DJ, van Dyck R, van Doornen LJ. Epinephrine-induced panic attacks and hyperventilation.J Psychiatr Res. 1999 Jan-Feb;33(1):73-8.

Narcissists Use Trauma Bonding and Intermittent Reinforcement To Get You Addicted To Them: Why Abuse Survivors Stay

In general not recognized by profession , who

ignore or close their eyes to what trauma bonds

are , as in my case since a Dr had labeled me

despite my honesty from the get go that I was

hit , and targeted by win at all cost , ” family”

in denial that they were not perfect .

Sacrificing their grandchildren and me , was

a piece of cake.. a horrid truth I discovered

adversely affects more folks in hollowed halls

of law and men.

It’s a very good thing to witness healing of

this pick of speed as many wake to the erasure

of families , and the profit by bottom-feeders

whose deserving of being spotlighted , as

poster child’s , abuses that no Hail Mary

Father Forgive Me excuses . Holding this

abuse as excusable, is foolhardy, a higher

power begs surrender , residence puts

abusers , front and center .

I am more that ready , Thy Will Be Done

#FlyingMonkeys

©️

Blessings & Peace,

Doña Luna

Trauma bonds are intense, unshakeable attachments which occur in abusive relationships, making it difficult for abuse survivors to leave. Here are signs you might be trauma bonded to a narcissistic abuser.
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Whitney Houston – I have nothing

There are certain songs that I know will evoke

tears of release , much needed on a full moon .

Same release as laughing ..

The passion of her words , the object of her

love , move me . That said, I know that my

worlds would be altered but not ended with

the Beloved , for I have tempered my heart

to understand the love that does not die

yet the heart does go on .

Perhaps rearranged but not desperate or grief

for life , but cherishing each moment , soul

to soul , that exceeds the physical , transcending

a physical existence , the higher love . I have

only begun to know as factual , has been the vision

of my child self .

To know he exist in human form has been an

affirmation of long ago words from a seer ,

as I now understand all timelines are off,

he would show up later in my life .

Meanwhile I won’t be late for my life

which is also a song lol.

May your wishes bear fruit on this full moon

in Libra ♎️.

#AlwaysReachForTheStars

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Whitney Huston

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420 celebrations spark up Roanoke Valley, Floyd on Saturday | Arts & Entertainment | roanoke.com

My homies

Aren’t they beautiful .

Adore the celebration and spirit of 4/20

In a world where anti-marijuana laws are growing looser, a stoner’s holiday has emerged. Nightspots in Southwest Virginia have planned their own celebrations.
— Read on www.roanoke.com/content/tncms/live/