A knowing , since childhood that negative emotions
were emotionally wounded triggered into acting
a way that lacked empathy. Ie: they were not being
who they are supposed to be . I did not see or feel
it as choice ..Never the less it had a cumulative effect
that was a landslide upon grasping upon announcing
our 1st , any light left him towards me , as he felt
betrayed . He heard this from his true life partner
who failed to note my light or worth to his 3 sons.
Co-Dependency, was the rat wheel, of trying to
maintain , which was fractured by my chemically
induced nervous breakdown, which totally denied
the Domestic Abuse , the RX induced reaction ,
any and all spiritual connection . Sensitivity of
course is noted .
I felt I deserved emotional support , as well as
a roof over my head .The very bound Connection
with his Mom , was never healed, never communicated
deeply ..closeted to be the monster in his closet that
I became the target for , like the sleeping bears that
our Prez has opened to kill, their union, power and money
influenced their win, with psychiatry and chemical companies
along came his Karmic twin , who was treated to the same
behaviors as I, resulting in illness, extremely unprepared
to battle the committee. Admiralty , extremely successful
in her tenure as a member -leader-mastermind of
said committee , consumed with the income I receive
she inferred as his , thus hers , which would allow
luxuries , such as island home, travel , cars , and
stylish cloths…
Jealous and cheap and demanding , a Mom of 2
aided and encourage incoming “family” that I
was not to be included , in the either/or
and of course the mother adored that and gave her
the open lead , as did he , while demurring from
open displays of abuse , which are savage one on
one .
Co-dependent ?
Hardly !
I have a great appreciation for the influence of secretive
relationships, false mask, for the money powered favor
that exist on every level , and a culture of suicide and
abuse accepted , believe what they see.. What was real
was the induction of my walking dead “Stepford”
surrogate , who with out my permission or understanding
was targeted for the simple fact of shutting me up
to not be believed in truth.
Co-Dependent ?
The abuse allowed by legal professionals, who seemingly
enjoy the kill and holding secrets while destroying families
by targeted rulings , indeed , continuing the Domestic
Abuse .
Co-Dependent ? To be considered that I had information
of any truths , or could make informed , intelligent
choices as a mental patient . That I was treated fairly ,
impacting my income by allowing his total control
of my finances , along side his mom whom he represents
now financially .
Co-Dependent ? Expecting a partner , whom would have
my back , as I would have his , became their ever lasting
desire to compete , and win .
Destroying a family by targeting 1 is evil accepted and
normal in the matrix I feel I have exited .
Interdependence, has way more appeal
and part of my mission .
There are far too many who have far too
much ego , which revealed is inclusive of
abuse .. some mask.
Its revelation time folks …
I’m more than ready to put the past 20
to dust , as a way of telling the #Me2WifeMomChildrenErased
for who stands in solidarity for family unity .
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology
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