
Tag: peace
Curing Masculine Toxicity : Acknowledge Sensitively
Awareness was lacking that supported of our sons
sensitivity , as trauma after trauma , and occurred
and never discussed , never healed ..
It’s time , Past time to support the sensitivity in masculine
end the shame
What A Narcissist will never give , Closure .
Adore this lady and her approach , is direct and born of experience
and facts .
It was noted that our timelines correspond , 11-12 years of marriage
that is not balanced to say the least . We each had 3 children
we each have officially been divorced for 20 years .
Realized long ago I did not have a marriage , only
a mask , a surrogate , normalizer ….
More over , I knew the lack of self love and self worth
as shadow that exploded, with no warning …it only
became more intense , as he worked out of town
unavailability was normal even if in house .
Detached , withdrawn silent
Death
I felt the oppression 3 months
in , but had brothers and a society/religion that is a brotherhood
that allows a feminine to serve , with minimal support ..As a caregiver
from age 14 months , which is part of my character , as I was induced
to have experiences to forge my education .
The non responsive , non responsible deeply traumatized figure , knows
deep shame , rage from cumulative sources , but targets his spouse , thus
children and will never own it …regrets will stated , always the victims
always projecting . Lacking the support, ability , desire , in denial , missing
any and all signs from Divine , that stepping from the shadow , laying
burdens down begins with truth/light …It’s an inner job , and as I witnessed
the regressive , depressive , silence for 20 years , it has intensified with my
departure from a fabricated life of smoke and mirrors ..
Completion has long since occurred , for I am not bound in twinning our sons
as he does, bound to his trauma and secrets and abuses , as too often
occurs … it is so complete that despite attempts to keep the old cycle
are ongoing , often recycling the trauma of past , has no effect .
Only attesting to the closure at hand , in matters of business , which
will clarify the intent for the Abuse continued was and is financial ..
calculating , vengeful and locked in a maze of never ending anger
rage ….I let go of any connection in 2006…over ex.
Get over our sons ? Not happening Nor is the abuse of holding them
in shadow with the poison fed them , in order to win.
However , it is their choice , mine is to step out of a matrix
of brothers and sisters who feel I am unworthy , from
their shadow perspective of self preservation above all
Nope , I was induced into energies that have denied
my place at the table , doing much harm ; I have long
since delved into my shadow , heard extensive versions
of why I didn’t deserve to live ..
Fear , anger ..being bound , silent …death of spirit ..
I have noted that , recycling until finally other
experiences brought me to review …
I did, now weary … Freed to be me ..
Respect for that energy was chipped away, as my consciousness
and fear , inherent in loosing my life , did happen .
Making sure that happened , augmented by a brother MD
I was induced into submission , witnessed by 3 young men
who deserve , as I do , to be liberated from the falsehoods
and brotherhoods that wish to have us bound forever in
trauma .. repeating this in matters of finances , veiling
some pretty deep offenses , will not carry into 2020.
Of course , there is no response but silence , negational
approaches lost , the force that demands clarity will not
be denied …ยฉ๏ธ
Thy Will Be Done โ๏ธ๐๐โ
Blessings & Peace ๐๐
Doรฑa Luna ๐ฅฐ
Special Men
Pornography has done women a huge disservice
In teaching men
What they now think women want …
Fast and furious
Disconnected
Minimal foreplay
Genital focused
Goal oriented
Release based
Penetrative
Sex
Nothing could be further from the truth
And to be fair …
Any man can do that
But to make love with a woman
Slowly
Gently
Vulnerably
Connected
Journeying
Exploring
Discovering
Focusing on her whole body
Feeling her soul
Touching her spirit
Penetrating her heart
Well …
That takes a special kind of man
A man who surrenders instead of controls
A man who gives as much as he takes
A man who opens his heart and not just his mind
A man who is not afraid to feel his depths
A man who understands his divine power
To lead her
To open her
To crack open her heart
A man who knows his gift
Is love
~ Karen Star โค

Declaration of the Four Sacred Things
13 Indigenous Grandmothers
Someone Save A Life 2Night …
I was late teens , lying on the floor of Beloved’s ex listening to
Elton John , Yellow Brick Road …Buzzed , and the intensity as
I listened to this new LP, connected me in a way that was scary/good .
Having been friendly all my life , certainly stepping back from what
I did not understand as energy .. I was shy, and did not try to evoke
attention , unless I wanted to…not often ..certainly tired of challenges
to be heard and understood .
Smiling , especially with the eyes is a gift to me and I hope I give it out
plenty…acceptance …
I hoped to be an instrument during these challenging times and I am
as clear , my own … Mind over body …Body seems weary .
9 hours sleep last night ***
Solar Plexus
Gut Reactions
Center of our intuitive power .
Pancreas Represents the Sweetness of Life
Pancreatitis Rejection Anger Frustration, because life seems
to have lost its sweetness.
Lymph A warning that the mind needs to be recentered
on the essentials of life . Love & Joy
I was a Bird , Mary Chapin Carpenter
Hibernation is natural: I slept 9 hours last night ๐๐
The winter solstice time is no longer celebrated as it once was, with the understanding that this is a period of descent and rest, of going within our homes, within ourselves and taking in all that we have been through, all that has passed in this full year which is coming to a close… like nature and the animal kingdom around us, this time of hibernation is so necessary for our tired limbs, our burdened minds.
Our modern culture teaches avoidance at a max at this time; alcohol, lights, shopping, overworking, over spending, comfort food and consumerism.
…and yet the natural tug to go inwards as nearly all creatures are doing is strong and the weather so bitter that people are left feeling that winter is hard, because for those of us without burning fires and big festive families, it can be lonely and isolating. Whereas in actual fact winter is kind, she points us in her quiet soft way towards our inner self, towards this annual time of peace and reflection, embracing the darkness and forgiving, accepting and loving embracing goodbye the past year.
Winter takes away the distractions, the buzz, and presents us with the perfect time to rest and withdraw into a womb like love, bringing fire & light to our hearth.
.. and then, just around the corner the new year will begin again, and like a seed planted deep in the earth, we will all rise with renewed energy once again to dance in the sunlight.

Instant Karma , We All Shine On. Lennon/Ono
After a spin of news , I sense a honking dose of
Instant Karma is greeting a lot of low energy
acts, denials , inhumanities.
So whatever role chosen , fated , Karmic it’s
transforming quickly , as I am posting Mind
Games , is starting ..
Leaping forward , seeing Lennon at the Masters Table
as we call upon past present and future Wizards
to resolve human problems , earth problems
Humanely …..
#LennonWasSageMaster
Blessings and Peace ,
Doรฑa Luna
Want happier, calmer kids? Simplify their world.
Natural Time will do , parents as well..
When we simplify, we gain physical and mental space. As you decrease your childโs toys and clutter, you increase their attention and capacity for deep play.
โ Read on www.greenchildmagazine.com/simplify-for-happier-calmer-kids/
Forest schools: how climbing trees and making dens can help children develop resilience
My aim , my goal , was to live within nature
and that was realized , building on 3 rural
acers, within a subdivision, which had been
pasture land previously ..
Forest School helps children learn without realising it.
โ Read on theconversation.com/forest-schools-how-climbing-trees-and-making-dens-can-help-children-develop-resilience-117920
