I was late teens , lying on the floor of Beloved’s ex listening to
Elton John , Yellow Brick Road …Buzzed , and the intensity as
I listened to this new LP, connected me in a way that was scary/good .
Having been friendly all my life , certainly stepping back from what
I did not understand as energy .. I was shy, and did not try to evoke
attention , unless I wanted to…not often ..certainly tired of challenges
to be heard and understood .
Smiling , especially with the eyes is a gift to me and I hope I give it out
I hoped to be an instrument during these challenging times and I am
as clear , my own … Mind over body …Body seems weary .
9 hours sleep last night ***
Center of our intuitive power .
Pancreas Represents the Sweetness of Life
Pancreatitis Rejection Anger Frustration, because life seems
to have lost its sweetness.
Lymph A warning that the mind needs to be recentered
on the essentials of life . Love & Joy
I was a Bird , Mary Chapin Carpenter