Heart and Mind Balance

The portals to the other dimensional state are now widening.

The portals open through the open heart, and pure intent and

not so much through the mind.

This is a time when the heart and mind need to be brought into balance,

in order to access the higher dimensional state.

The heart, itself, through the soul energy, acts like a key

to unlock the portals of the dimensional states.

At this time souls who are on the same wavelength and frequency band will find each other. We all need to do so,

so the dimensional shifts can gain momentum and we can start to weave those webs of light all over the planet.

The more lights which go on, as souls awaken and become conscious and connect with the others, those already leading the rest lead more, will accelerate the ascension process of humanity.

It is all happening in the here and now.

What is more the shifts are gaining momentum.

You will feel this in all areas of your life.

Sometimes it will feel that you are light-years ahead of

your family and friends, who are still walking in the 3D, and

not yet awaken to the degree that you are. That is ok. In their own time, they will – they have free will and choice.

Just be simply yourself. You do not need the approval of others. And you most certainly do not need their applause. This is why we will find our soul family coming to fill the gap, and to help and support us, as they will often take on the roles the family members cannot as yet fulfill anymore.

Remember that the highest paths to enlightenment go deep within.

WITHIN yourself, lie all the answers, all the knowing, and if you truly wish to walk this path, you will find that guidance comes, and that insight, visions and a deep revelations come.

The deepest knowing, wisdom and Divine and cosmic connectedness, goes through the portal of your heart and soul. Your soul can span dimensions, and gain access to information, your mind cannot access.

I just love this transformative and transcendental time!

Expansion and change and more changes.

We are now travelling at intergalactic speed, and accelerating.

Indeed, we are all galactic souls,

having a short sojourn on earth.

Bring it on!

Judith Kusel

http://www.judithkusel.com

Narcissist Never Really Get Over you

Awareness of this , enlisting our children , their children , family members ,

friends, business …it’s self punishment projected outward … Mass destruction

that Pete’s and Repeats , in lesson after lesson , until healing or death

as I’m given to understand can and does happen at the last breaths are drawn.

Witnessing my Dad it was the softness , the return to Mother , pushing through

the drugged induced death , lacking dignity from others , owing this truth

We both in unison joined his guides and angels with love and surrender

that he was safe and born again , as he reentered the womb , safe again

and would be my guide , my angel , my support ever more .. No fear , no

separation , he is always in my heart , my head as I assured him months

before ..

I would prefer that this be so with all, who can recreate a brand new life

on New Earth , to know Heaven on Earth .. Messy yes, but so much lighter

in body, in mind, in heart , we all have a song and should sing 🎵 it .

What took that music 🎶 away, what stilled that voice , deserves exposure

healing , a forgiving send off…. that creation , and manifesting songs

may once again be …..

Awareness , of the deep and profound strengths and wisdoms of 3 year

olds , who asked why, why, why …it’s time for their questions of heart

to be answered .

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Ascension Shock

It would seem I was induced into this state , ascension

shock, in 1989, profoundly …taken as mentally ill.

I note those out of alignment , or unbalanced …

As well as soooooo many heroically trying , for which

I am grateful , though silent as they surrender .

Unions don’t happen , Destiny and Divine Universal

Law, says sacred unions must have spiritually as their

foundation. I council and believe this after Karmic lessons

and much surrender .

I don’t fall for potential , or fixing someone, especially

Beloved .

Their light , their core , their joy and love does not

evade me .

Fear of the unknown , fear and shame are blockers

as are opinions vs “seeds “.

I have faith in empowered folks , watering , fertilizing

and giving love to their ” seeds ”

We are all seeds in gods hands …

©️ DonaLuna

🙏😘

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Real Awakenings are Not Elegant—they are Messy, Ugly, Shattered & Raw. | elephant journal

Awakenings tear us open.
— Read on www.elephantjournal.com/2019/05/awakenings-help-us-find-what-we-are-looking-for-our-beautiful-selves/

My Semester With the Snowflakes – GEN

In May of 2019, I was accepted to the Eli Whitney student program at Yale University. At 52, I am the oldest freshman in the class of 2023. Before I was accepted, I didn’t really know what to…
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1999-2019- 20 year cycle of overt Abuse Ends

A new decade , Thankfully the veil is being lifted from many

horrific , #erasingfamlies influences , including the parent

who must win at all cost.

Walked away Dec 27th 1998

Feb 28 th 1999, I had an *induced* suicide attempt .

* He still prefers to think I wanted to die over loosing him.

Fact : Shrink prescribed 3600 mg of an opiate per day *inducing suicide

My Mom died April 9th 1999, after 5 years of heart disease .

Our middle son graduated from high school in 1999.

I was removed from our family home , which he held on to for 2 more

years , so our youngest had a home base to finish high school , and not

live with him in his new gals place ..( one fact that never came up )

I agreed to a condo, to avoid a rental apartment . Stating there was no

equity from our home , denying me a home of my own , I settled for 4

levels , and mourned in deep medicated grief until 2003 , when our 1st

grandson was born ..Red flags , began to assail me…I had to wake

from the chemical straight jacket , and abuse .

In 1999, our Christmas was drastically altered , 21 years of tradition

of which due to my very ill state , I missed the last 5 years . Celebration

with my adult abusers just did not resonate in any form of Christianity

that I knew to be just.

He chose to spend his Christmas with his new gal and her children..

Much like a wake, our grief tangible , our 3 sons and I were guest

via my younger sister , for a buffet . Normal was blown .. in addition

to my medicated toxic state , the experience was a trauma revisited

from my childhood , when age 11/12 my parents , split at Christmas.

He was aware of this but , determined to be happy , after putting a roof

over my head for 21 years and 3 sons , I was disposed of , like the Persian

cat , he dumped a few years before .. on top of my mountain.

The mountain , we visited 20 years ago , in such shadow , has been

my home for 9 solid years .. I have grown in an environment that allows

me the freedom of not being followed or watched .. I’m a possession,

a threat to his past , that he chooses to keep skipping out of …a life’s work.

Bankrupting me , encouraging by demise , utilizing our sons/family

shame, finances , law, he contractually made promises ..The facts are clear

and still present danger that he has no intention of stopping his

party ever waiting , his happiness , his awakening or not .

Holidays were met by silence ….While my personal grief is real

I am shown , I am defiantly on my own , little more than a surrogate

a mother long since dead to her sons ..

I’m left to complete this cycle on my own as well, as I expose the

many reasons , why I have been forced , induced by my abuser

to stay quiet until I had enough , which Thankfully has been exposed

in this finale of ChildAbuse , Domestic Abuse , being excused

and supported ..

So there is no party, only acceptance that my very survival depends on

stepping out of this triangulation, still supported by Mother/Son partners

till infinity.. pushing I am not family for 43 years , I was allowed to

marry him that he could better fit in …

#NotMyCircusNotMyMonkey

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Prince 1999

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The Spiritual Within The Narcissist Experience Of Abuse

Anxiety denotes the awakening of spirit .

My anxiety born of abuse was medicated with Xanax .

Xanax allowed me to become an addict very quickly due

to my extreme sensitivity ..

5 per day for 2 weeks created a chemically induced

nervous breakdown.

On that day in April , and in my incarceration in a mental

ward( Hell on earth for 17 days ) , I was shown signs of spirit .

*The nurse who rushed a fellow patient who was going

to choke me , whispering in my ear ” honey you don’t belong

here”!

My eventual Christian room mate who had such peace

that helped me to calm down enough to know I had to

go home , to Mother our sons , for there was nothing to

heal me me there .. I knew the truth of who I was married

to and how vicious he’d be in a divorce , and so I surrendered

to trying to work things out .

I am not discounting my behaviors , The betrayal of many years

was suspected , behaviors were abusive and horrific , when

the mask was fully revealed 3 months in 24 legal years

of marriage to a stranger ..My concern and compassion

my fears and tears and love were not enough , and I understand

that fully now.

Narcissist are Dark Angels , Survivors Of Trauma ; unhealed .

I have been trying to step out of this shadow , and spiritually

have deepened my faith…in myself …in my efforts and so many

who strive to push through Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .

Some find my journey inspiring , Some back off as if it’s catching,

Some are triggered and catalyzed to heal their own families.

Some are fearful of actions they are not sorry for , only

sorry to be found out..exposed . Part of why I had the

negative experience , a partner who wasn’t …

Others are overwhelmed with my varied negative experiences

and my ability to continue to move forward …That does get

more difficult in repeated attempts to impede my progress

and guidance tells me , more positive energy awaits , and

I may have to endure abuse to get there .

Thy Will Is Done

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna 🎄🎁

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Family Photos Vital for Children Of Divorce

All pictures were placed with me , as the main photographer

99% were taken by me …

In 2005/6, after hearing much grief and emotional pain

as trauma was triggered with each of us 4, I had plenty

of pictures to share .

I sent many photos , and then I bagged 3 bags of family

photos , some I don’t have copies of unfortunately

and dropped them off at son’s house 2 blocks from

mine at the time ..

I was told that 1 son threw his in the trash .

Pictures showed up in wedding photos of bridal couples

childhood ..Weddings I was not allowed to attend

that it might be a reality that I was alive …

exposing the partner who could not stand my name

being mentioned , much less my physical presence.

Allowed actions of abuse , doing the nasty work

of a partner who utilizes others to do the deeds

out of love , protection, and fear …

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Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

www.divorceforce.com/article/family-photos-vitally-important-for-children-of-divorce-by-rosalind-sedacca

2 Kinds of Lonely Feelings and How to Cope With Them | Dr. Jonice Webb

I’ll be posting more of these type post , my on my own

is to honor the spiritual aspects of holidays and how

masked far too many Christmases were .. I’m in awe

of the authentic joy , and sacred soul experience

that has resulted in transforming and healing .

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna ,

🤶🏼🎅🏼✌️🎄🌈🥰🥳

Research shows that loneliness is rampant in today’s world. If you feel it too often, it may help to understand where it comes from. Then you can address it!
— Read on drjonicewebb.com/2-kinds-of-lonely-feelings-and-how-to-cope-with-them/

Smile by Judy Garland

Far from gloom and doom , I find my heart smiles

these days growing and expanding in peace and

harmony with as much as possible.

Awareness of deep pain, or covert mask has been

augmented , and thus in the healing process.

Awareness of shadow , and abilities to transform it

returning to comfort in heart , and mind , still contends

with body .. tweaking my diet plus clearing past

travesties of justice for sons and I , a few confidants

whom I treasure , as I’m on my own..I am in awe

and grateful beyond measure .

Smiles that greet me , hug my soul as I am received in

welcome … home…I am where I need and want to be

with great expectations of experiencing cheeks that ache

from smiling …eyes that are like waterfalls with tears

of release , equal to smiles …an ocean of tears

and fears/anger transformed , transmuted to love , and in

that peace ☮️..authentic smiles are cellular

All is well with my soul 🥰✊

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Smile by Judy Garland

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