Tag: relationships

The Language Narcissists Use To Manipulate And Traumatize Their Victims

You might say something .

You’re too sensitive .

You’re a good cook, but you’re not a nurse.

Hysterical,

Ungrateful

Not a Mom anymore ( 15 years ago in therapy)

Referrals to “family” , noted I am not.

Just a few things , I’ve heard.

Narcissists-those loving, charismatic admirers of nothing but themselves! How many of you have fallen on your knees in front of them-charming deceivers? No shame. No fear. Nobody blames you.
— Read on curiousmindmagazine.com/the-language-narcissists-use-to-manipulate-and-traumatize-their-victims/

Flu Shots Are Killing Senior Citizens in Record Numbers, Study Warns | Neon Nettle

I am certain that a flu vaccine administered to Dad

who had a bladder infection, which was due to a

catheter , which was not cared for properly at

the time of the flu vaccine.

With a raging bladder infection, at age 81 , ahead

of his normal vaccine time in January, and no , to

low immunity , I realized he did not have a chance .

Not quite 3 months later , he exited …

There were several horrific lapses as Dad had COPD

end stage , and right heart congestive failure , and was

denied his breathing treatments , because the hospital

tech decided he didn’t need a 4am treatment. He would

wake in distress , and then had to wait for a tech to grace

him with his every 4 hours breathing treatment which

was prescribed by his Dr .

It was very hard to know , but a brother had created his

and wife as executor of Dad’s medical treatment , then

his will, and banking 13 days before Dad’s exit.

Illegal, but costly and legally has not benefited any effort

I’ve ever been involved with .

This will be addressed and transformed . I plan to give

some energy towards the change , for sure .🤓

Neon Nettle – Flu Shots Are Killing Senior Citizens in Record Numbers, Study Warns – Scientists found vaccine-related deaths in elderly citizens are rising at an alarming rate
— Read on neonnettle.com/news/4644-flu-shots-are-killing-senior-citizens-in-record-numbers-study-warns

New Moon in Pisces explained in details I cannot seem to covey deeply.

A huge gift for me personally is the unveiling of someone

I have in my life at any given time , who begins to ” crack

their personal egg”. On many levels I am in awareness of

so many doing so, and having been there , so many times

having no real idea of the spiritual nature of each and every

moment , lessons that ravaged me to my core.

In my experience , it took many of these adverse teachings

to accept deep connection to spirit , for many reasons

and profoundly altered not only my life but the lives of 3

who did not and deserve to carry the legacy of shame and

stigma for generations for lack of facts , truths and abuse.

A culmination of circles are closing, and I’m pushing through

negatives , with guidance that tells me seeds planted that are

supposed to bear fruit are preparing to bud ..The cold temperatures

I have acclimated to these past 9 years , have forced my hermit mode

which until this year has had much adversity , including the 9 moves

that have tested my sanity and health ( more later) but here I am

67 ( 16 3/4 ) a master Leap Year Crone ) and it’s delicious

to be on the other side of so much shadow..

I don’t expect perfection, only peace and surrender to all that

is in my highest good .

I had to forgive myself , and many others.

I had to end many Karmic relationships .

I had to step out of anything that impeded my spiritual

growth and healing of trauma.

I moved here to be a woman of substance .

I observe which is often taken negatively , I engage when I want.

Thankfully , that is more frequent and varied and Blessed .

I buy my own flowers 🌺, I nurture myself, no horrid self talk,

I don’t beat myself up over a past in which I survived, or when

I did not know better . I observe always , I listen deeply but

I’m finding that that’s not conveyed if I join in . I am in deep

awe of those who hear me , despite my uneducated , or lost

capabilities in writing , editing etc.. So many lost years , yet

I know how blessed I am to not have permanent tremors

or worse , after years of toxins fed me in the name of medicine

and disease .

I am soon to be aided in correct composure , structure , balance

and edit of the word , which is a wish for 15 years .

Legal assistance is also shaping up , and so finally clearing

out .

2 – 7 year cycles of regeneration of cells , plus along with my efforts

in all ways of healing , and total surrender to spirit , allow

a brand new dance to be unveiled , and I am open to receive .

The gift to me of my awareness that someone has cracked

their egg , and can lay down burdens that have long weighted

them down ! To be on their way, seeds planted for their brand

new day; liberated from a past that no longer serves them ,

liberated to create the life of their dreams with intent. With

beautiful fragmented spirits that glow with all the self work

of polishing hearts to hues of gold , fracking light and love,

like new children 👶🏼, missions clearer …home❤️🙏🏼🎁

50 years of negatives , of stagnation, of not knowing

Bam ! BeGone🗽

Blessings & Much

Love ❤️

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Scientists confirm: the more you hang out with your grandmother, the longer she’ll live

Each grandchild of my blood has a grandmother, and each

owns their territory , and reject or snub me , in total power.

It’s really sad and competitive .

I’ve never ever been rejected , the grandchild, quite the opposite .

I am known to them , and the breech seems in total and complete .

I don’t lack children of all ages, genders , and I don’t have a lack

of love..

Nature altered , the flow shut off , does effect grandchild

and grandparent ..

As I said , I’m invisible …

C ya

Scientists confirm: the more you hang out with your grandmother, the longer she’ll live
— Read on worthytosee.com/scientists-confirm-the-more-you-hang-out-with-your-grandmother-the-longer-shell-live/

Children of narcissistic parents are either a favourite or a scapegoat – INSIDER

It’s sadly very true..Whomever can follow through .

Far from Dad/son, safety in causal friendship, ” brotherhood”

that a brother-son offers, friends, Uncle Dad , detachment

that void of soul…

Narcissists often emotionally reject a child that reminds them of their own insecurities and flaws.
— Read on www.thisisinsider.com/children-of-narcissistic-parents-are-either-favourite-or-scapegoat-2019-1

Gaslighting: The Mind Game Everyone should Know About. | elephant journal

Long over this tactic .. reminded of this only today , yet another

thing I must address ASAP

The victim will have no idea what to do to please or satisfy their abuser, and will often try anything to win over their abuser to
— Read on www.elephantjournal.com/2015/08/gaslighting-the-mind-game-everyone-should-know-about/

After Abuse, a High-Priced Divorce Is the Next Trauma

Mine was 12k, he paid . His was most likely more.

Former partners , heard my D.A. , and I , legally

addicted mental patient , had 30 days to oppose

any language of a divorce , I was assured was gracious

for me for life .

2001 finale

Quattro in play years later due to professional failure .

Proud of their efforts to aide ex to keep as much as

possible of his money and his possessions . Sons

included ..his mind says I got property I did not deserve

he gets children and a coverup of corruption , that #erased

me from my family .

A high-priced divorce often follows domestic abuse, traumatizing survivors even more.
— Read on www.domesticshelters.org/articles/financial/after-abuse-a-high-priced-divorce-is-the-next-trauma

Narcissists Blame You for Their Cheating & Betrayal: Here’s Why | QueenBeeing Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support

3rd person usually , former stepped out of his own

stuff and discussed the betrayal story , naming a close

friend . It took me a long time to connect the dots ..

As a ” mental patient ” I learned of his effort to bed

a sister , who was 7 when we wed.

His reasoning included the compliment of ” her body

reminded me of yours …before kids ”

There are a lot of very frustrating moments with a

” marriage ” to such a lost soul , and I’m sure he believed

his stories , as if they happened . I didn’t trust him ,

but did not consider his other pursuits as fact , only

intuitive , as my body responded in many stress related

illness that were lost on professionals ..

In his world winning is everything , the only thing ,

is retaining power, money and truths , disregarding

anyone and everyone whose not adhering, supportive

and honors his needs , lessoned by the experience .

always spewing toxic shame and disposal.

Coming back at me , upping the ante , when faced with

financial indiscretions, a ploy utilized to effectively

shut me up …I choose to be honest and truthful

leaving a message , clearing and calmly pointing

out the trail , could not be wiped clean , all pointing

to the facts.

The force that separates , by force any child out of

a parent’s life is indeed a hate crime .

Boom !

Narcissists Blame You for Their Cheating & Betrayal: Here’s Why | QueenBeeing Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Support
— Read on queenbeeing.com/narcissists-blame-you-for-their-cheating-betrayal-heres-why/

This has been fact within 42 years: Weaponized Silence Abuse

narcsite.com/2019/02/23/17-salvos-of-silence-8/