Tag: survivors

A huge gift for me personally is the unveiling of someone

I have in my life at any given time , who begins to ” crack

their personal egg”. On many levels I am in awareness of

so many doing so, and having been there , so many times

having no real idea of the spiritual nature of each and every

moment , lessons that ravaged me to my core.

In my experience , it took many of these adverse teachings

to accept deep connection to spirit , for many reasons

and profoundly altered not only my life but the lives of 3

who did not and deserve to carry the legacy of shame and

stigma for generations for lack of facts , truths and abuse.

A culmination of circles are closing, and I’m pushing through

negatives , with guidance that tells me seeds planted that are

supposed to bear fruit are preparing to bud ..The cold temperatures

I have acclimated to these past 9 years , have forced my hermit mode

which until this year has had much adversity , including the 9 moves

that have tested my sanity and health ( more later) but here I am

67 ( 16 3/4 ) a master Leap Year Crone ) and it’s delicious

to be on the other side of so much shadow..

I don’t expect perfection, only peace and surrender to all that

is in my highest good .

I had to forgive myself , and many others.

I had to end many Karmic relationships .

I had to step out of anything that impeded my spiritual

growth and healing of trauma.

I moved here to be a woman of substance .

I observe which is often taken negatively , I engage when I want.

Thankfully , that is more frequent and varied and Blessed .

I buy my own flowers 🌺, I nurture myself, no horrid self talk,

I don’t beat myself up over a past in which I survived, or when

I did not know better . I observe always , I listen deeply but

I’m finding that that’s not conveyed if I join in . I am in deep

awe of those who hear me , despite my uneducated , or lost

capabilities in writing , editing etc.. So many lost years , yet

I know how blessed I am to not have permanent tremors

or worse , after years of toxins fed me in the name of medicine

and disease .

I am soon to be aided in correct composure , structure , balance

and edit of the word , which is a wish for 15 years .

Legal assistance is also shaping up , and so finally clearing

out .

2 – 7 year cycles of regeneration of cells , plus along with my efforts

in all ways of healing , and total surrender to spirit , allow

a brand new dance to be unveiled , and I am open to receive .

The gift to me of my awareness that someone has cracked

their egg , and can lay down burdens that have long weighted

them down ! To be on their way, seeds planted for their brand

new day; liberated from a past that no longer serves them ,

liberated to create the life of their dreams with intent. With

beautiful fragmented spirits that glow with all the self work

of polishing hearts to hues of gold , fracking light and love,

like new children 👶🏼, missions clearer …home❤️🙏🏼🎁

50 years of negatives , of stagnation, of not knowing

Bam ! BeGone🗽

Blessings & Much

Love ❤️

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