Mary Maddock , Mind Freedom , Ireland -Recovery

Our stories are similar , I did not have electroshock

Even Mary’s wedding picture looks like mine .

Much admiration and gratitude for Mary’s every effort to educate and earn others .

Hindsight as Evidence

I write this on the eve of my 48th wedding anniversary

This year on November 8th I hopefully will be 75 years strong. I met Jim in 1973. I have known him for almost 5O years..When we published our book in 2006 I did not have my medical records. Sixteen years later I am much wiser about my personal history and the history of the corrupt relationship between psychiatry, allopathic medicine, the state and other professions, especially the law.

Since becoming prescription drug-free at the turn of the Millenium I did everything humanly possible to find out the truth about what really happened to me when I was electroshocked and drugged by medical professionals. It was only then that I could look back at my terrible, traumatic experience which was and still is the living torture of survivors of psychiatry.

When we wrote our book ‘ Soul Survivor – A Personal Encounter With Psychiatry’ I was so damaged by bio/coercive/deceptive psychiatry that I thought I would not live to see it published. However, as the years went by I became stronger in mind, body and spirit. We could have written many more books since but those who know me and have found out more true facts themselves are aware that I have always been actively involved in speaking out and doing groundwork ever since. I have been privileged to get to know so many, outstanding, kind human beings. A big Thank You to every single person who crossed my path. Indeed if we were able to include our work together we would have much more evidence than the six week, deceptive, experimental trials that are passed as evidence by Irish psychiatrist Patricia Casey and her companions.

As Patricia said it is indeed her bread and butter. She has a vested interest in believing that contrived drug trials funded by Big, Corrupt Corrupt Companies will produce real evidence. Her christanity would have taught her what 30 pieces of silver can do and how angry Jesus Christ was about people collecting money outside a temple but she thinks that it is okay to accept bribes from co operations with clearly vested interests. When she was the main speaker, I and other members of MindFreedom Ireland heard her speak strongly in favour of the chemical imbalance theory many years ago. It was funded by Big Pharma. We challenged her then and we still challenge her today but were kept silent then and we are still kept silent today. The established media bow to so-called professionals who read biassed books and medical journals and are more interested in protecting themselves than those they feign to ‘help’.

We on the other hand are labelled with fictional, non-scientific ‘diagnoses’ ( ironically diagnose means to understand!) with no medical biomarkers to establish their labels exist. We are legally treated as sub/non-human and told that this is not discrimination. The law protects psychiatry and psychiatry protects the law. The state protects psychiatry and psychiatry protects the state. Then the established media protects all three. Is it any wonder we are kept silent? Is it any wonder that we feel distressed? Is it any wonder we find it difficult to be employed? Is it any wonder we are so easily drugged/electroshocked? Is it any wonder the marginalised who comprise most of the population are victims?

It can seem like there is no way out but we know the truth. We know it and many others, fortunate enough not to be labelled and drugged by psychiatry can find our way to be our own media. Everyone can do this the old-fashioned, real way by word of mouth. It was because of word of mouth that I had music pupils!! Thankfully psychiatry did not deprive me of my ability to teach also. It made it much more difficult. It was a miracle. It gave me some appreciation of my own ability.

To survive hardship we need to be strong. Psychiatry labels us weak while many who define us are very weak themselves. We need to be strong to know we are fragile. We need to be strong to say we are sorry. Everyone makes mistakes. It is by our mistakes we learn. If we continue to make the same mistakes many times it is difficult to learn. The history of psychiatry is a litany of mistakes. Yesterday’s errors become tomorrow’s and tomorrow’s while the litany of victims becomes longer and longer.

To break this cycle the public needs to wake up. I know it is difficult when most people can be very stressed finding their basic needs. Evolution requires constant change. We have got the ability to make choices. As Vandana Shiva reminds us so wisely we start with the soil. In order to protect ourselves first let us start at the beginning. We came from mother earth and we go back to it! We are honoured to play our part. Mary Maddock

Trauma & Mind Control

Exactly my perception ; our

sons witnessed abuse and

trauma , and that was a bond

which was used in targeting

me .

I plan to discuss my thoughts

privately to them and I don’t

expect positive reactions

but the monster in the

closet wishes to transform

and liberate the “madness”

Peace – Love – Happiness

Dona Luna

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Cosmic Day Break

THE MERGING OF THE TIMELINES

By Lev

From 3D To 4D And 5D: Bifurcation Indeed, simultaneously with the stage of global cleansing, right before our eyes, the bifurcation phase is already beginning not only on the mental/conscious level, but also in the System and space/time as a whole.

The culmination of this phase will be the achievement of a critical threshold, immediately after which the final part will come: the passing through Bifurcation Point.

Ten years earlier, we had already gone through something similar. Then, the question was: Harvesting or the Great Quantum Transition? That is, removing the entire Fifth Race from Earth and settling it from scratch, in a completely cleared place, with a new civilization, or helping maximum number of earthlings in the Transition from 3D to 5D, who are ready to undergo a difficult and extremely painful inner transformation for that.

The Absolute chose the second solution, and there were many reasons for it, connected not only and not so much with Earth and earthlings.

In a short period, important events were coincided. A complete turning around their rotation center made the Local Universe (goes full circle in 8.64 billion years), the Milky Way (2 billion years), the Solar System (225-275 million years), and Earth (26 thousand years), bringing them to the next step of evolution.

The Local Universe has terminated the stage of duality, i.e. continuous testing and stimulation of development by maximum aggravation of polarities.

For the Absolute (which wasn’t a dipole at that time), it was the third Local Universe, a project in which she knew herself and her creation in all its extreme manifestations.

The Milky Way, the Solar System and Earth were just one of a great many proving grounds where duality tests were also conducted.

They reached the peak during the last Cosmic Night, filled of endless space wars, the seizure of planets, enslavement and often the destruction of all their inhabitants.

Now the situation is different. The Absolute became dipole and rose to the next level of the Hierarchy. The Local Universe is quarantined, cleansed of the remnants of duality, and is preparing for its fourth version.

The Cosmic Night is over. The Solar System and Earth are approaching the Cosmic Daybreak, in the zone of direct and full visibility of the Source and Its radiations. They are already coming to our planet in powerful streams, mercilessly burning out with high frequencies EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE who emit low vibrations.

No matter how fantastic it may sound, but the earthlings have also radically changed. This process was especially accelerated after the feat of Christ.

Despite all the events of the last two thousand years, a huge number of people are ready for the next level of development, unlike the previous four Races, which had to be destroyed.

From the summer of 2021 to the present day, almost two billion men have entered 4D and 5D, and this transition continues.

Positive changes in the Local Universe, our Galaxy, Solar System and on Earth have also become possible thanks to THOUSANDS of Light Forces’ ops on physical and Subtle Plane. What DNI narrates is only the smallest part.

At each stage of this gigantic path, Earth and humanity passed through the phase of accumulation and the onset of changes through the period of bifurcation, and the culmination of the final turning point.

Such was the day of December 21, 2012, after which a great and irreversible Change of Matrices began -3D to five-dimensional.

So what exactly is this process? What is the difference between the first phase and the second, and the next? How long they last? What does their change depend on?

As earlier DNI noted, during the Transition, the Bifurcation Point is preceded by the zeroing phase of the existing System, its finale, Blind Spot.

This is where we are right now. The old 3D Matrix is rapidly destroying, and the new 5D is being completed. As a result, the two polar systems coexist, burdened by WWIII on physical and Subtle Plane.

The next stage is the phase of Systemic Bifurcation. This term comes from Lat. Bifurcus, that means forked, and is used in many spheres to denote qualitative rearrangements and metamorphoses of various objects when changing the parameters on which they depend.

With continuous changes in parameters, cascades of bifurcations (rearrangements) may occur. This is one of the typical scenarios of transition from one state to another in physical, biological, social, economic, and other systems where there is a sequence of bifurcations.

Up to the breaking point (bifurcation), the system has one path of development; its behavior is completely predictable. Bifurcation is a catastrophic leap, a conflict breakdown, a node of interaction between fluctuations and irreversibility.

Examples in various systems can be: bifurcation of rivers – the division of the riverbed and its valley into two branches, which later do not merge and flow into different basins; in medicine – the division of a tubular organ (vessel or bronchus) into two branches of the same caliber, extending to the sides at the same angles; in mechanics – the acquisition of a new qualities in the movements of a dynamical system with a small change in its parameters; in time/space – stratification into several timelines, each of which has its own events.

The bifurcation point is the moment when the system turns from one into another, but with new qualities (parameters). This is the time of critical instability at which the system is rebuilt, switches to one of the possible ways of further development.

In people’s lives, the situation could be either one or the other. This is the moment when a person can easily choose one or the other, to act or not act, to do one thing or another, after which there is no return to the past.

Bifurcation is not an instantaneous event, but a time-consuming process of cardinal restructuring of the system, in the course of which the further path of development is determined.

The Bifurcation phase is divided into three stages. In first, the system is still stable due to its adaptation mechanism. In the second, it stops working. Instability and chaos are growing. The system can no longer exist in its former mode and capacity. At some point, a fracture occurs in it (the bifurcation point), and a new self-organization begins. In the third stage, the changes are ordered.

The characteristics of the second stage of social bifurcation are: disorganization of relations in all spheres, revision of life values, tension, contradictions, conflicts, wars, and crises that determine the fate of society and civilization as a whole.

This is where we are right now. In the second stage of the bifurcation period, but we have not yet reached its critical point, although we are steadily approaching.

It will be a new moment of Truth, the most dangerous and tense period in the history of our Fifth Race. How it will be expressed in world events, and when exactly, remains behind the scenes for now.

Under the impact of powerful cosmic energies on the day of the autumn equinox on September 23, 2022, and the winter solstice on December 21, much can become clearer. There is a strong possibility that the current backup 3D Matrix will be completely deactivated, and the new 5D will be up and run at full capacity.

If this happens, the world will begin to change even faster. As of July 23, 2022, the stabilization of the 4D field and the number of people with a high-frequency level of consciousness of the fourth dimension has reached 66%.

**By Lev

Nova Maxx 💙

Erin’s Law – Descriptive accounts of childhood rape

Please when you finish SHARE this to education others and bring awareness to those unfamiliar with Erin’s Law

For those who have experienced a traumatic event they may never be able to go back to that place again. It could be the student who survived a school shooting never wanting to return to the school that carry awful memories. The employee who survived a work place shooting unable to return to work due to the PTSD being back at the scene of the crime they escaped.

Most who have experienced traumatic events even years or decades later can still remember the tiny details of that day like what they wore, ate, and did leading up to the trauma they experienced.

For victims of abuse that place can be the home they grew up in. A relative or friends home. The church or school they went to. A place that was supposed to be safe instead horrible things occurred at.

Seeing these places can immediately bring back the awful memories of what happened there. Resulting in flashbacks, panic attacks, and nightmares. In any given year it is estimated that 12 million in America suffer from PTSD. That number is much higher worldwide.

For those who have never experienced PTSD it may be hard to understand the psychological impact trauma can have. I have had some hurtful insensitive things said to me over the years. A friend as a teenager said, “You are not being abused anymore why can’t you just get over it.” What I would have loved to say is, “I wish it were that simple to just get over.”

A relative said, “Why are you letting him retraumatize you.” That is what is called victim blaming saying I was letting him retraumatize me. Some people truly need to think before they speak. Sometimes the best thing you can say is nothing at all.

Anyone else passing this house in the photo below would not think anything more than just another house in a neighborhood. Some wouldn’t even notice it.

For me it is a house of horror. A place I woke during a sleepover with my best friend at six years old to a grown man on top of me assaulting me. Threatening me to keep quiet about it. I was abused in the family room, bathroom, two bedrooms, and right by the door leading to the garage in this house. The worst occurred during the day when I was in the trusted care of this man. It easily tops the worst day of my entire life.

While playing in a back bedroom he came in and locked the door. This is the part that I WARN you will be hard to read. If you have experienced abuse this might trigger you so you be the judge if you should keep reading.

Behind the locked doors in this house I was held down on a bed. I remember the color of his shirt. The shoes I wore that day. The toys I played with before he came in. His soft spoken voice. The sweat that dripped down his face. The frustration in him when I refused to open my mouth so he squeezed my cheeks together. The anger he expressed when I refused to cooperate. In the past I just laid there when he abused me. This time was different. I was fighting back. It was the only time I fought back when he abused me. For a brief few minutes he got off me and I ran into the closet to escape him. It didn’t stop him from getting me back on that bed to finish what he started.

His hand over my mouth to silence my screams as he raped me. My face pushed into a mattress to silence my screams as he anally raped me. I don’t know what was worse the pain or feeling like I was going to pass out and die due to my airway being restricted. Begging him to let me go.

This kind of evil is not uncommon. It has happened to millions of children. It is going on behind closed doors in homes just like this one.

There are legislators in 13 states who still refuse to pass Erin’s Law. A law that could have prevented me from being raped had I know the first time this man abused me how to speak up and tell. There are children who experienced this same horror I described above who will go to bed still keeping it a secret. Erin’s Law gives children the education in school on learning to speak up and tell if you are being abused.

Luckily I got away from this man when my family moved. Only moving got me that much closer to the next monster in my life. The relative that would abuse me from 11-13 years old in 7 different houses between Illinois and Wisconsin. I only disclosed it because my younger sister told me he was abusing her too. He was given probation.

37 states have passed Erin’s Law. All I ask legislators for is one hour a year teaching kids personal body safety. Empowering kids on safe and unsafe touch, safe and unsafe secrets. Start writing your legislators if you live in one of the thirteen states that have not passed it.

Wisconsin

Arizona

Nebraska

Idaho

Ohio

Kentucky

Kansas

South Dakota

North Carolina

Massachusetts

Hawaii

Florida

Iowa

SHARE this to help educate others on Erin’s Law and the silent epidemic of child sexual abuse. http://www.erinslaw.org

Finally don’t feel bad for me. I am one blessed mama now to three little girls and a baby boy. Married to a man that showed me not all men are evil. And I now get to spend my life putting these monsters you just read about behind bars. These two scumbags may still walk the streets of America but thousands across America have been locked up because of Erin’s Law being taught in a school. Just yesterday a man was sentenced to 45 years in prison after an Erin’s Law presentation and the child disclosed. 👏🏻

This house is no longer there. It was torn down and now a big house is in its place.

Narcissist Leaders & Women

Callous Narcissist leaders – Importing the crave for power and control from the church into the community: When the pathologically driven claim faith, veer out of their “church lane” and predatorize the public with crusade-style forced faith / mandated evidences of faith, everyone looses.

“Beware of those who claim to know the mind of God and who are prepared to use force to make others conform. Beware of those who cannot tell God’s will from their own. . . .” (Barbara Brown Taylor)

ARTICLE: “. . . .Misogyny: It’s Never About the Children”

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The Myth of Chemical Imbalance

From my book “Antidepressed”. By means of the careful scripted pharmaceutical marketing campaigns of the 1990s and pushed by psychiatry, our doctors learned to quickly attribute mental illness to faulty brain biochemistry…defects of dopamine…shortages of serotonin….The covert DSM has been cleverly and unceremoniously drilled into our psyche and until very recently we have generally accepted it without question.”

Human Experiments: Tuskegee 50 year anniversary

This info came to me via my studies through CCHR .

CCHR puts out excellent video

education on chemical RX

and intake individual

experiences that go

unreported by AMA .

roanoke.com/news/national/exposing-the-tuskegee-syphilis-study-the-50th-anniversary/article_77fab73f-ef27-55c5-a5ab-70e7e9ca5aa0.html