Nurse who for 12 years felt powerless to expose abuse of patients in the secure units speaks out | Daily Mail Online

My experience initially was Hell on earth , for what

I saw, heard and experienced . Mental hospitals are akin

to jail/prison , and there was no comfort, or healing within.

Quite the opposite, so even knowing and accepting my

abuse , our children and my wish to heal created a desire

to return home.. more than slightly rearranged by the

induction of mental illness via RX Xanax , never listed as

a causal. 5 per for 12 days without an awareness of doing

so…

Addiction Induced Mental Illness is how it’s done ✅

A senior mental health team leader said she was asked to assist a cover up at an English NHS psychiatric unit after staff restrained a patient with learning disabilities so forcibly he was paralyzed.
— Read on www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6585443/Nurse-12-years-felt-powerless-expose-abuse-patients-secure-units-speaks-out.html

Neurontin and Lyrica: Death Sentence For Your New Brain Synapses; Side Effects of Most Dangerous Painkillers – Health Magzine

From the beginning of treatment, I was prescribed

this medication which has proved to be as addictive

as any opiate .

In late 98 I was prescribed 3600 mg per day ..Suicidal

ideology insured , alone on my birthday , marriage sham

exposed beyond belief , my Mom nearer to her exit , I

swallowed a new RX .

One child spoke of finding me, as did ” former” . The hour

after midnight, yet another child returned home to see

me loaded into an ambulance . Unable to get me incubated

or aspirated , the 3 did come to the hospital for 45 minutes .

The admitting paperwork did not get any relative info

and of course the trauma of that night had no effect on 2

there, 1 away , who received a call.

Detached ” former” , I suspect , saw the merit in allowing me

to die, and delayed leaving his sweetie , to check out my

” attempted suicide” , that was induced by 3600 mg RX

Neurontin, and C-PTSD .

” Former” prefers the drama and self focus of my ” attempt”

being my inability to live without him.

Dad left Mom, who celebrated their March 4th 1999 , 50

year anniversary , (she exited April 9 th 1999) to sign

me out before a panel of 4 Drs.

Counseling included family members who promised to

get involved , and alas that did not happen .

Clearly making everything my responsibility , even as

need for each child and myself to come together .

Cooperation was not part of our marriage , and the

adversary was dominate .

Dad also took this RX , overmedicated as well, he slept more

had tremors as memory was affected . Caring for him , I

checked his RX , and was horrified to find multiple bottles

varied dosages , of which he took all in his inability to

comprehend when falls signaled his imbalance was affected

by his prescribed medications. Dad took Neurontin for neuropathy.

The off label use , generic form generates so much money

lawsuits are chump change …

Neurontin and Lyrica: Death Sentence For Your New Brain Synapses; Side Effects of Most Dangerous Painkillers – Health Magzine
— Read on ehealthmagz.com/2018/07/13/neurontin-and-lyrica-death-sentence-for-your-new-brain-synapses-side-effects-of-most-dangerous-painkillers/

ADHD,etc. Lack of Nurture ..Parents Matter

www.youtube.com/watch

MIA Survey: Ex-patients Tell of Force, Trauma and Sexual Abuse in America’s Mental Hospitals – Mad In America

Nightmare come to life for me, patients

robbing a wealthy patient of her precious

jewlery , dental patients who had all teeth

removed at once .

A diabetic who had both legs amputated.

An El-Vira co patient on watch , who attempted

to choke me to death 1st night in..

Not a healing place

Added trauma , Added Abuse , I went home

changed and rearranged , knowing how

unsupported I was , owing my abuse , I

took my fragmented self home, to

” comply” as a wife, and to mother our sons.

Complying meant being away from sons

in order to support partner .. 5 years later

I complied with psychiatry that I was mentally

ill, instead of abused , surrogated , lied to

and cheated on.

5 years later , I as well as our sons where abandoned

for his happiness .

In a MIA survey of former patients in mental hospitals, nearly 500 respondents told of an experience that was traumatic and involved force and abuse.
— Read on www.madinamerica.com/2018/12/mia-survey-force-trauma-sexual-abuse-mental-hospitals/

Finally Liberated From Being Targeted , I pray for transformation of hearts 🦉

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PAS, Psychological Manipulation

parentalalienation-pas.com/2019/01/05/psychological-manipulation-5/

Opioid prescription drug deaths dwarf shooting deaths, yet there’s no call to ban Big Pharma

Americans continue to mourn the dozens of people who were killed and hundreds wounded by a crazed lunatic in Las Vegas on Sunday, and as is usually the case when guns are involved in a mass murder incident, the usual suspects are once more calling for gun bans. “Nowhere but America do horrific large-scale mass shootings […]
— Read on www.newstarget.com/2017-10-09-opioid-prescription-drug-deaths-dwarf-shooting-deaths-yet-theres-no-call-to-ban-big-pharma.html

Suffolk psychiatrist ‘sent patients to firms he part-owned’ – BBC News

It’s done , greed , power, networking to adjunct incomes .

Dr Mohammad Makhdum has voluntarily given up his medical licence after an investigation.
— Read on www.bbc.com/news/uk-england-suffolk-46701232

The Monster in Our House: What Psychiatric Medication Did to My Father – Mad In America

When we eliminated his last psychiatric drug, it was as if my father came back from the dead. We now question whether he has dementia at all.
— Read on www.madinamerica.com/2019/01/psychiatric-medication-dementia/

Has no recall of childhood .C-PTSD perhaps ?

the bottom 2 left pictures , of youngest son, were around the induced

mental breakdown , as he was only 6, I disappeared for 17 days

and he stayed with his P-GM.. 5 Xanax per day for 12 days with

no acknowledgement, of the RX influenced my experience .

Our 3 sons of course were ignored , I recall their visit 1 time .

Youngest was the targeted age , a judge referred to in the

late 80’s , as ” No longer needing the Mother ” .

Kramer v Kramer , starring Dustin Hoffman, and Meryl Streep

depicts this horrific situation.

My research grasp the corporate greed , control and inhumane

” side effects ” of creating opposition , in erasing families

and destroying the nature and nurture for children .

The adversity in physical and mental wellness , resulted

in alienated, abused parent is experienced by child , resulting

in trauma as deep as sex abuse which we are more aware

is treated casually by the codes of law.