CW: Below is a story about the sale, consumption, and science of drugs. If descriptions of drug use are difficult for you, please take care of yourself. Any actions described in the story happened…
— Read on medium.com/@mshannabrooks/i-microdosed-before-it-was-cool-584604da94af
Tag: trauma
Your life’s Blood – Passion
The energies of the past few days has been extraordinary
intense , from high, lower , between , through, and around .
Hanging in Past Present Future , cycling whilst sharing , caring
and releasing phone calls…I have never had so many light
exchanges , and shared messages for each of our Sun’s
willing Divine that they listen in real time.
The video I’m posting was a gift , for me this morning on
a facet of my journey that’s not socially cool to acknowledge
of mothering being a job, and for some a passion . To
create a peaceful home , a loving foundation was exactly
what I spoke of , which did not mean a career outside our
home. A baby the 1st year blew his imprint of what he wanted
but did not speak of with clarity and informed , educated
factual truth. Only that his Mom worked, which was drummed
into a social suprematism, perfection ,oriented high speed
Mom who did not see him , did not hear him, allowed his rage
and taught him nothing of self growth and care . Our marriage
failed and trapped him , and it grew and grew over years .
He never heard me, I was his in house receiver , of whatever
he chose in a non regulated , total shut down that was
was without light. Rages sprung up like cyclones , he
thrived on fear. Mine my servitude , doing my job
which in his mind was to meet father knows best and has
all the power, all the money , all the glory.
Amongst my lessons yesterday was a young woman who
spoke of one of my earliest dreams , which I feel can be
implanted easily now just as I envisioned it .
So I marvel at the circle of life that continues to support
and lift me up in my passion, and upon completion
of my job, to 3 beautiful souls who came through me,
chose me as their mom, in cutting all cords , exposing
the adversity of families supported in a culture of suicide
that in its fake falseness induced trauma shadow
addicted us , creating delusional sickened peoples , infected
with moralities often depraved . Certainly void of our most
basic needs .. Loving homes , with compassionate educated
informed and balanced parents , elders as a solid safe
foundation establishes a state for thriving .
This shift is happening as we see rise to parents , putting
all that affects their child’s world 1st , for a prepared
life where need is met lovingly logically, holistically
and that makes me very happy.
Hearing this week, that babies born at this time are clear of
any and all trans generational family trauma/abuse ….
How freaking great is that? How freaking quantum.🤓
So I have surrendered , my private self, my low energy
are going to be uplifted and my passions are being realized
so I Present yet another soul whose had the experience . Less
than 10 minutes .
Blessings & Much Peace,
New Report Shows How Schools Weaponize Child Protection Services Against Parents – Foundation for Economic Education
There is a growing trend of school officials unleashing child protective services on parents who refuse to give in to district demands.
— Read on fee.org/articles/how-school-districts-weaponize-child-protection-services-against-uncooperative-parents/
How Childhood Trauma Could Be Mistaken for ADHD – The Atlantic
Totally , saw it ..tho no one else did in a child
Some experts say the normal effects of severe adversity may be misdiagnosed as ADHD.
— Read on www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2014/07/how-childhood-trauma-could-be-mistaken-for-adhd/373328/
Pat Robertson: Putting a Buddha Statue on Your Lawn Will “Bring Curses Upon You” | Hemant Mehta | Friendly Atheist | Patheos
Poor Pat feeds so many his delusional view of the
world and religion. Good Pat has been the force
that allowed many to seek higher spiritual
teachers .
#ShadowLight
#RetirePatPlease
I want to know what those curses are.
— Read on friendlyatheist.patheos.com/2019/03/19/pat-robertson-putting-a-buddha-statue-on-your-lawn-will-bring-curses-upon-you/
The Real Reason Why The Narcissist Came Into Your Life | Melanie Tonia Evans | Melanie Tonia Evans
The truth of this came and went . Real life test , would require
as step backs , but I stayed strong mentally and spiritually
in ways that have led me to feeling more secure and being
lighter of heart, my life holds peace and love for the gifts
that now allow healing of my physical .
I owe multitudes Of sources and on a soul level release
all in my past that was not in my highest good .
Multidimensional enough to know the impact of
the adversity of a legacy of interfere , miseducation
etc on 3 souls who like I example the side effects
of a systems failure .. releasing this by educational
exposure , as part in the healing acceptance.
Surrendering that , in a place of all that is Spirit 🧚🏽♀️
Discover Quantum truths that explain why the narcissist came into your life and how to heal from narcissistic abuse, so you can evolve from Victim to Thriver.
— Read on blog.melanietoniaevans.com/the-real-reason-why-the-narcissist-came-into-your-life/
Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program : Melanie Tonia Evans
My view on education is truth in basics, life skills
groups, sports , music , should be in the best interest of
child who decides his/her needs , not what is decided
in her/his best us interest .
Zero than Benevolence and Acceptance , Striving for truth
being impeccable with your bad self.. Rising to be that vision
of higher Love 💕 walking and talking 🎁 Your gift to our world .
Travel on this path has been my way , as the school/education
matrix failed me, independent education on subjects that interest
me , studies that are way over my head in the beginning
have transformed me, still disconcerting to the type A , or
resistance lol… I’m evolving in all manner of ways which
will include better communication and delivery.
I am student, teacher is in transit towards me. Part of
my dream..
Recover from narcissistic abuse with this empowering program. Learn how to thrive after the devastating effects of narcissism. Reclaim your self-worth & a new life.
— Read on www.melanietoniaevans.com/services/narc-abuse-recovery.htm
Israeli study links fibromyalgia to childhood sexual abuse | ISRAEL21c
Makes sense ..
Survivors of childhood sexual abuse who develop fibromyalgia may be effectively treated with hyperbaric oxygen therapy.
— Read on www.israel21c.org/israeli-study-links-fibromyalgia-to-childhood-sexual-abuse/
Shadow Win , the uber long good bye finale

Walking Man – James Taylor
Nowhere Man – Beatles
Top of the World – Dixie Chicks
Maryland Del. C.T. Wilson hates describing the sexual abuse he endured as a child. But he has to do it. – The Washington Post
Thank you Sir, a true hero, in speaking your
truth , speaks for so many . Speaks to abuse
that’s ending , transforming with the light
of factual soul truth .
A Maryland legislator is now using his story to crusade against “soft laws” that make it easier for predators to hide from civil suits.
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/local/he-hates-describing-the-sexual-abuse-he-endured-as-a-child-but-he-has-to-do-it/2019/03/18/7cb8a248-499c-11e9-93d0-64dbcf38ba41_story.html
