Tag: relationships
The Spiritual Within The Narcissist Experience Of Abuse
Anxiety denotes the awakening of spirit .
My anxiety born of abuse was medicated with Xanax .
Xanax allowed me to become an addict very quickly due
to my extreme sensitivity ..
5 per day for 2 weeks created a chemically induced
nervous breakdown.
On that day in April , and in my incarceration in a mental
ward( Hell on earth for 17 days ) , I was shown signs of spirit .
*The nurse who rushed a fellow patient who was going
to choke me , whispering in my ear ” honey you don’t belong
here”!
My eventual Christian room mate who had such peace
that helped me to calm down enough to know I had to
go home , to Mother our sons , for there was nothing to
heal me me there .. I knew the truth of who I was married
to and how vicious he’d be in a divorce , and so I surrendered
to trying to work things out .
I am not discounting my behaviors , The betrayal of many years
was suspected , behaviors were abusive and horrific , when
the mask was fully revealed 3 months in 24 legal years
of marriage to a stranger ..My concern and compassion
my fears and tears and love were not enough , and I understand
that fully now.
Narcissist are Dark Angels , Survivors Of Trauma ; unhealed .
I have been trying to step out of this shadow , and spiritually
have deepened my faith…in myself …in my efforts and so many
who strive to push through Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .
Some find my journey inspiring , Some back off as if it’s catching,
Some are triggered and catalyzed to heal their own families.
Some are fearful of actions they are not sorry for , only
sorry to be found out..exposed . Part of why I had the
negative experience , a partner who wasn’t …
Others are overwhelmed with my varied negative experiences
and my ability to continue to move forward …That does get
more difficult in repeated attempts to impede my progress
and guidance tells me , more positive energy awaits , and
I may have to endure abuse to get there .
Thy Will Is Done
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Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna 🎄🎁
Narcissist Are Sexual Energy Demons
The imbalance is augmented by acceptance of the male
sexuality, ignoring the core or soul of masculine in
lieu of scoring , controlling , dominating , competing
that adapted in masking unknowing , or effects of
trauma .
Reasons for an Annulment | Legal Beagle
2016, Demanded by letter to sign annulment papers , enough
money was paid , and his marriage was annulled . This occurred
after he failed to win in court ..
Our sons were unaware , speaking of his desire to marry partner
of nearly 20 years ( to my knowledge ) who left their home Jan
Of 2017 , extremely weak and ill.
It’s a shame -game , he continues , as each breath , he desires my
demise /death to hide his past failures ongoing ..
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Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
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— Read on legalbeagle.com/5129918-reasons-annulment.html
Destiny, Fate and Soul Contracts – Forever Conscious
Past is far behind , my path forward revealed and supported
dreams long awaited manifest, as Thy Will Is Done .
Lots of higher love 💕 to be had , even as I realize what
is forever lost , has been separated infinitely.
Forever after , forever and always , recreations upon
clearings , awaits believers ..of this I have great faith .
All that belongs in my new blue print will be made
clear , no more shadow, no more doubt ..as without
what is held within , perhaps for life times .
Karmic lessons may still exist, for love is tangible
as is free will.
Tigers Eye is a great stone to carry for strength in
times of uncomfortable , anxious or fearful times ,
when action is desired and required .
©️
🎄🙏❤️🎁
Doña Luna
Destiny, Fate and Soul Contracts – Forever Conscious
— Read on foreverconscious.com/destiny-fate-and-soul-contracts
Narcissistic Personality plus, described Spiritually Intuitively
A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required
in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me
to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level
that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to
our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,
and I had faith .
Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off
my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the
splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored
in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those
last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking
empathy , compassion or humanity …
Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as
I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as
they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and
all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to
be a part of it …😍
The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,
the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,
there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished
my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow
a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .
Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…
Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊
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Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Looking deeper into NPD
5 things every man should know before he dates a strong woman
Strong women can often be intimidating, given that they know exactly who they are and what they want. Every man seems to want that kind of woman, until he realizes what someone with that quality is really like. Here are 5 things every man needs to know, before he gets into a relationship with a strong woman.
— Read on www.idiva.com/relationships-love/relationships/5-things-every-man-should-know-before-he-dates-a-strong-woman/17079717
Teri’s Survival Story. A Mother’s Survival Story
Teri thought the abuse was over after she left her husband. Then, he did the unthinkable. Teri and security expert Gavin de Becker on the lessons you can learn from her story.
— Read on www.oprah.com/oprahshow/Teris-Survival-Story
MOSAIC – Gavin de Becker’s Online Threat Assessment Tool : Are You In. Dangerous Relationship . Gender Friendly
To combat domestic violence, security expert Gavin de Becker has developed a potentially lifesaving tool called MOSAIC. It’s free, anonymous and helps assess whether you are in a dangerous relationship. Find out how to take it now.
— Read on www.oprah.com/oprahshow/mosaic-gavin-de-beckers-online-threat-assessment-tool
‘Want to reduce mental illness? Address trauma. Want to save the world? Address trauma.’ by Laura K Kerr PhD — Recovery Stories
Currently writing books , based on deep work on issues
close to our soul needs , Laura Kerr, PhD has been a light
for me , for many years ..
“Want to reduce mental illness? Address trauma. Want to save the world? Address trauma.’ by Laura K Kerr PhD — Recovery Stories
— Read on www.recoverystories.info/want-to-reduce-mental-illness-address-trauma-want-to-save-the-world-address-trauma-by-laura-k-kerr-phd/
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