This is a constant through my life, without
my comprehension that it was , what it is .
It has been amazing to receive these and
of course their intensity increases as others
acknowledge it in their lives , I am blessed
and blissed , for each of us.. it’s actually fun
I learned to say ThankYou !
Way cool 😘🌈🎁💯🎶
We are here for so much more than what stories
have told us.
All is optional but my being here …
Shifting , is amazing freedom , being who I am .
it’s been coming in increments, and continues
with clarity that has been perfected …
Whew .
Changing orienting is where it’s at, allows
flow and positive changes that Divine has
made happen, in my highest good.
Empowered , thus liberated , celibate
I am truly new , to begin cleared of filters
and of a past that has been fragments of generations
and so many I met along the way who taught me
and gave me hope , and acceptance , with a basic
core belief I was valuable , worthy , enough.
Energetic vampires sometimes are unaware , those
who intentionally abuse , shall have lessons of love
and free will. I am sending so much light n energy
that many more are surrendering to the cosmic lights
of redemption and love.
The energies of the past few days has been extraordinary
intense , from high, lower , between , through, and around .
Hanging in Past Present Future , cycling whilst sharing , caring
and releasing phone calls…I have never had so many light
exchanges , and shared messages for each of our Sun’s
willing Divine that they listen in real time.
The video I’m posting was a gift , for me this morning on
a facet of my journey that’s not socially cool to acknowledge
of mothering being a job, and for some a passion . To
create a peaceful home , a loving foundation was exactly
what I spoke of , which did not mean a career outside our
home. A baby the 1st year blew his imprint of what he wanted
but did not speak of with clarity and informed , educated
factual truth. Only that his Mom worked, which was drummed
into a social suprematism, perfection ,oriented high speed
Mom who did not see him , did not hear him, allowed his rage
and taught him nothing of self growth and care . Our marriage
failed and trapped him , and it grew and grew over years .
He never heard me, I was his in house receiver , of whatever
he chose in a non regulated , total shut down that was
was without light. Rages sprung up like cyclones , he
thrived on fear. Mine my servitude , doing my job
which in his mind was to meet father knows best and has
all the power, all the money , all the glory.
Amongst my lessons yesterday was a young woman who
spoke of one of my earliest dreams , which I feel can be
implanted easily now just as I envisioned it .
So I marvel at the circle of life that continues to support
and lift me up in my passion, and upon completion
of my job, to 3 beautiful souls who came through me,
chose me as their mom, in cutting all cords , exposing
the adversity of families supported in a culture of suicide
that in its fake falseness induced trauma shadow
addicted us , creating delusional sickened peoples , infected
with moralities often depraved . Certainly void of our most
basic needs .. Loving homes , with compassionate educated
informed and balanced parents , elders as a solid safe
foundation establishes a state for thriving .
This shift is happening as we see rise to parents , putting
all that affects their child’s world 1st , for a prepared
life where need is met lovingly logically, holistically
and that makes me very happy.
Hearing this week, that babies born at this time are clear of
any and all trans generational family trauma/abuse ….
How freaking great is that? How freaking quantum.🤓
So I have surrendered , my private self, my low energy
are going to be uplifted and my passions are being realized
so I Present yet another soul whose had the experience . Less
than 10 minutes .
Blessings & Much Peace,
My view on education is truth in basics, life skills
groups, sports , music , should be in the best interest of
child who decides his/her needs , not what is decided
in her/his best us interest .
Zero than Benevolence and Acceptance , Striving for truth
being impeccable with your bad self.. Rising to be that vision
of higher Love 💕 walking and talking 🎁 Your gift to our world .
Travel on this path has been my way , as the school/education
matrix failed me, independent education on subjects that interest
me , studies that are way over my head in the beginning
have transformed me, still disconcerting to the type A , or
resistance lol… I’m evolving in all manner of ways which
will include better communication and delivery.
I am student, teacher is in transit towards me. Part of
my dream..
Recover from narcissistic abuse with this empowering program. Learn how to thrive after the devastating effects of narcissism. Reclaim your self-worth & a new life.
— Read on www.melanietoniaevans.com/services/narc-abuse-recovery.htm
This is extremely in dire need of transforming .
A study by the Center for American Progress, a nonpartisan policy institute, found that the majority of America’s public school students don’t know how to identify healthy and unhealthy relationship behaviors.
— Read on www.cnn.com/2018/09/29/health/sex-education-consent-in-public-schools-trnd/index.html
This gal rocks it…indeed be lighter in
all ways , possible. The snake sheds its skin,
the frogs 🎶 gig on high, birds are pronouncing
along side the darkness and shadow to be as
a true child , return to the inner light of love .
#AllGowWormsNeeded🤓🌏🥰💯
With so much love ❤️
Blessings & Peace
I often said to our sons, If you don’t love yourself ,
no one else will. I personally forgot for the most part
so drained by mental and spiritual midgets , whose
mission was to let me know , how much I offended
their sense and sensibilities .. Those as a Christian’s
who see you , hear you , let you know you matter as
long as you follow the leader, whom I did not consider
in a self adulation of worship , worthy ..More than
being out of any league , I was treated and sensed I was
another species , and watching helplessly as our sons
aligned with the energy that demanded allegiance
in my living death, to protect the fakeness of a family
that abused 3 souls as well as myself , honoring
the entitled daughter of stars 🌟, who still owns and knows
all…
I have nothing to shame myself over , I have cleared that.
The horrid actions of the past are indeed transforming
as society in their consciousness demands clearing of
abuses by exposure , thus lighted , alchemy flips the
scales , as all wrongs are righted .
Magic & Miracles are ours , are occurring in balance
with what seems broken and destroyed .. I’m striving
for upward and onward ..I’ll see a ton of y’all , of that
I’m sure .. celebrating deeply , so grateful .
Shaming and criticizing yourself lead to inner rebellion and giving up, while self-compassion gives you hope and trust in the process of change. Learn the “how” of self-compassion.
— Read on www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-mindful-self-express/201706/8-powerful-steps-self-love
This guy was so in point , and so freaking cool
in his delivery, I felt I must post it.
As I began my latest cycle of waking , I discovered a gal named
Karen Bishop , who wrote ” What’s Up on Planet Earth?
I wasn’t in awareness of her terminology, or experiences
but her strength of conviction, her open chatter of her moving
around , state to state , as her quest led her to the desert and
contact with her star folks increased , life happened.
Her daughter had twins , equally 3 and she moved closer
to her to assist in nurturing her grandchildren and supporting
her daughter. North Carolina , last I heard , Karen dropped
out of her blog , and books , as far as I know , but her wisdoms
as an Aussie , a younger woman , augmented the wisdoms
of women I have come into awareness of since the late 80’s .
and most profound to me was it only takes 11% of the world’s
population to effect change . Now I’m especially attached
to the number 11, for reasons that have been accumulating
in supporting my total and divine connection to god , having
been allowed the experience of being the mother vessel for
our eldest son Ivey …His birthday is a major event for me , as
I quietly celebrated this year , for he has long felt it necessary
to deaden our relationship. I have great compassion for his
personal experience and respect for his quest , and long ago
prayed for divine intervention , that he might waken .
I am assured we are all in stages of ascension , and that I
must share myself with those who need me , for I have
had more positive than adverse since I began to own
my past , and clearing as much as I possibly could.
Time has been a healer , and armed with my trio of
past, present and further , my visions align with much
of what this man articulates ..Being it ! Which has lovingly
been mirrored to me enough , that I’m releasing amazingly
calm, surrendered to my higher self, yet determined to
balance via the facts , the past 20 years , and of being a
silent partner by demand of a former whose still in
abuse mode after 42 years .
#Enough
I am therefore determined to go higher with my story
and hopefully not have to speak of it , unless I choose
and am prepared . I choose to do this in a 3rd person
having moved past the repeat, repeat, repeat in my soul
that released in various ways, not all positive until……
Stages , all of life is a stage lol. Perhaps BoneZee369
speaks to you in some way.
I am feeling so much peace and calm today ! Sleeping
is off, however , as well as my gut, but I’m on it !
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Each and every relationship , including within ourselves
is being illuminated by Cosmic Love , via protonic light.
Christ Consciousness that is the awakening required , ordained
on high , that I have come to accept .
Old souls , seemingly always living in past , present ,and future
I reviewed life enough to grasp my thwarted attempts to
live in spirit , and the culmination of adversities that forced
my surrender .
The catalyst was a boy , almost 16, who deserves to know I am
his Nona , is not crazy, but was extremely rearranged , for
he and Harper are the 2 of 6 I was allowed time within which
to bond . It was immediate , with each , as we know the old
soul, and unite in great harmony ..
I grasp how my world, rarely allowed others to know
of my deep connection , in their journey of not knowing.
My quest is ongoing , however I have reached a plateau
of spiritually that has allowed me to see the Divinity in each
experience . Given that , and my residence to invite the
adversities inherent in awareness, that have abused me
profoundly in the past.
Coming to a place of acceptance that the closing of a cycle
of separation and abuse , is allowing that what is to be in
my highest good is upon me. For each of us this is so.
While I have had so many examples of others who have
” split” in trauma , that we are healing on some level
unfortunately there are those who won’t awaken..
Accepting this has been life long in its teaching , with
my greatest earth teacher , as he exited , was my Dad .
There was nothing but love between us as we acknowledged
that far before he lost ” contact ” with our world . In our
love was forgiveness an understanding that we were not
ourselves in anger . So his rages , rudeness interspersed
were but reflecting his helplessness at the forces that were
draining him of his life’s chi.
He waffled in his moods , surely influenced by the RX , but
one on one our communications were never deeper
never more profound .
The disruption of his divine exit , of course angered me , as
I was abused by 2 brothers , whose grief was exhibited as
self preservation and power trips , never openly exited .
Heartbreaking but it exampled that of my marriage’s ending .
I had to accept Dad had a blue print of his own, his experience
in his exit was Divinely his own, and I could only do my part.
My eyes and heart were opened and fractured with his exit,
however my awareness of Dad not being able to bear up
as these years unfolded to bring us to this evolutionary leap.
His job done , Dad , James Abner father of light , is shining
his light on me for sure, with Mom popping in , for parts
of my healing and clearing is theirs as well.
Much celebration 🍾 as well as sage , and sobering , realities
of how much determination and resolve is required , that
being in spirit as much as possible , as grandly designed plans
from oh high ( our highest self ) reveal themselves .
Much will try to take me away from spirit , however tested
beyond my measure , has allowed my cellular knowledge
and acceptance of a love that is infinite , that is my home,
my foundation , and nothing deters my walk with spirit .
Woman is here to lead man to spirit
Man is here to make the world safe
That she may do so.
In unison
Side by Side
Not In front of
Not behind .
4Either .
It does seem I have been alone much of my life , physically
and mentally , as I spent so much time in deep disconnect
from harsher realities as a child . Like Mother Earth 🌏
is currently doing , I bobbled …
Spirit is individual, unseen , heard , unseen , the mystery
that Old Souls ” hold” and that doesn’t always present
as such, certainly with a consciousness that’s always in
fear of said Spirit , and wars against acceptance , and
integration , which in marriage , never happened ..
So, I have accepted the mysteries of life , and given
that there are resonances within the messages contained
within the following video .
It has been very difficult as a Highly Sensitive
Person, to protect myself energetically , from
a “partner ” whose covert ability to lie , buy or
threaten his way through an entire life , as
recently as 2 years ago slammed me in court
and a connection through our co owned property
of when he dominates and abuses me, is the
only connection to him , in his mind.
I cut any cords with him a long time ago,
however I had the Complex – PTSD that no
one acknowledged (4 Virginia Licensed
MDs specializing in psychiatry) , gobs Of Therapist
and networking with mental health groups for
many years …it freaking never came up.
ChiChing ..What a Blessing that Education..
I took a test, in 2006, 100% over Ex..
Masculine energy has a tendency not to have
adapted to forgiveness .. indeed holding unforgivenes
lifelong and projecting that out after the glow
wears off, when threatened perhaps the trigger
misses that step ? Holding it , having been trained
to be tuff…and often experience support wearing
mask..
It’s dealing like death to transform this, to surrender
I had a lot of masculine energy , and I feel that
was affected by the psychiatric RXs and my absorption
of males in negative energy .. Zeroing in on their
soft spots , triggering them , mothering them
which is nurture , not mother in my output.
I fuss over myself , and am kind to myself , as I
wish to receive ..So many folks never adapt to that
of which I have made an art form.. it’s extremely
necessary , and I am centered .
I have had no voice in relationships with many
folks and sometimes I gave up my power .
Beyond Court adventures , I have housing issues
which again trigger old energy of foundations
etc , but I am confidant that’s clearing and transforming.
I have found my voice on various levels , and won
the respect and balance in several tested relationships.
Many more person to person affirmations and love
exchanges have been challenged by cruel test of
repeated outside critics influence ..not on me
but on others , and the trickle down, that I
chose to sit out… I trust the process , and have
learned my miss is my mercy or blessing .
In that I have held certain dreams , closer to my
heart , but related to return to love , integration
harmony restored for so many , and that love
field of positive light expands …it is a blessing
given all that has been, that resolution is at
hand , which totally liberates me , finically ,
old business and cycle ends , thus I am secured
to step out of the targeted human , fully
responsible, and creatively moving forward
with no limits to my vision ..
It is infinite possibilities, not an abusive energy
or negative person or ideology that draws me
closer …
That which has been painful with each child
and grandchild , has assured of healing and
protection in this clearing , which as grown
men, can finally be assured voice and choice
in light of truths , that release each of us.
Control is very hard to release , but very
necessary , and I refuse to be seen as controlling
or vindictive , by a former , who prefers to
continue to treat me as his wife , his property .
Gee , where is his power of attorney over
my finances ? Why is that supported legally?
He feels secure in his record of wins ….
Pretty sure a transformation shall correct that,
sooner .
My gut responds negatively to these times , but
I hunkered down, and treating myself well,
limiting news , phone contact etc ..
I’m so ready ..I know each son is as well..
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
* she has some great mantras on her website .
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