Tag: communication

His Hero Instinct And Why It Matters – Feeling Butterflies

I’m a seed planter , Dream Weaver, a woman of deep

faith , who sadly finds my efforts dormant in masculine

energy that sees need as a form of control.

I don’t ask for favors , and now have resources to locate

what I need for a specific issue. That’s less and less.

In my youth, the masculine had no chores , nothing but free

time. I was unable to discern the trauma of my brother

who was Casper around our house. His freedom was wide

open , gifts were noticeably focused on that , and I was

a very reluctant caretaker. I say reluctant , due to Mom’s

just do it example , and siblings resistance to my ineptitude

or my correctness, setting up a no win foundation on shaky

ground.

I went into my 1st at age 17 , with a boy who had many secrets

like brother..I had no idea how profoundly and deeply these secrets

pointed to trauma. It was hard to acknowledge , as I ended contact

with 1st after 9 months of not so wedded bliss.

A soul mate had major issues with fidelity , did not want to loose

me , and to break the soul mate connection , I married a 2nd time

exiting after 3 weeks , upon the realization of I was expected to

take the role of breadwinner , sex kitten…umm no.

Of course the hologram, that describes ” former” champions

secrets , in a mind -soul game he still thinks works.. Truth is

definitely not his forte’, and that is light to me. The official

moment of commitment , a shift began that I allowed was

a comfortable easy feeling. That, ended as our 1 st year brought

us our 1st child , leaving no doubt of his holding such shadow

that induced me to cleave into my child and domestic duties .

However , I rebelled or stood up , listened to his 3rd person

stories and slowly lost respect for his inability to rise over

the Peter Pan lifestyle ..Staying in C-PTSD with children

to raise , convincing myself I was in love to get through

things , compliant and hopeful in his self growth.. Sadly,

that hasn’t happened, and having based his future on a faked

past is the revelation that sets our family free .

I don’t have great expectations beyond that…it would be foolish

to consider all negatives ended , or wounds healed . Letting

go , surrendering this is not something that has ever been offered

me in fact , in truth , in forgiveness or love.. I will be willing

certainly to be part of healing reconciliation, when it is

important to the other party , whose over the blame and shame

cycle .

Secrets are deadly, and those whose way of life chooses this

path , don’t trust ..anything or anybody.. it’s very unbalanced .

My hero instinct is very real, I am not shy about saying .

How that’s received is variable, however without asking

in discussion , my needs are side stepped, ignored or deferred,

has been normalized in masculines around me ; as a strong

woman, I have or will have it covered …Complementing

and holding space , for imbalances to correct themselves

so masculine’s needs are met , he’s feeling supported and

not uneasy , or controlled ..

Transforming this is most welcome .. certainly it shall

aide in losing shame and projection of shame and blame.

His Hero Instinct And Why It Matters – Feeling Butterflies
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The masks we wear – Karmic Ecology

Mask are drags . In soul connections , unwelcome

threatening to debunk the depth of spiritual unions.

Strength , communication , instead the mask,

the ownership of pressure, knowing fear instead

of joy of the reunion.

Bound and constricted , empathically holding this

requires cutting the cords , ending the connection .

Mask protect the balance of time.

Feeling the oppressive, repression , taken as depression,

is a yoke , which can be broken. I used to think I would

be forever stuck, then came so many options , which

I still enjoy.. Karmic lessons and relationships are ending

and leaving space for new beginnings , for believers .

I have no choice personally , having removed my mask,

resolved to move forward .. Some missed opportunities

are just that, but I rise above the smiling faces .

Says more of the maskers , the smiling faces , inability

to be real , move forward , in regard to me.. more Karmic

Dust, which I will turn to fairy dusty.

I’m determined to be at peace, in joy , in love, in presence.

https://youtu.be/fSUb2zX4POA

We should take off our masks and stop playing roles that we not only feel uncomfortable with, but are a lie – to reveal our true identities.
— Read on www.karmicecology.com/mind/philosophy/the-masks-we-wear/

Mother jailed for contempt after posting family court case details on Facebook – Care Appointments

Mother jailed for contempt after posting family court case details on Facebook – Care Appointments
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Dear Daughters, Please Don’t Get Married – eShe

Many females are adapting to this .. Marriage according

to man’s law and some men ( women as well ) marry

for the wrong reasons, to end loneliness , etc which

has no appeal. My interest is in a union of souls , with

a mission that is enlightened and does not include

nor allow what has been offered in lieu of intimacy, honor

that excludes outside influences or spiritual/emotional

abuse , enclosed in the shroud of silent judgement .

Communication in truth is an art lost many years ,

rather relationships become shallow , secretive , and

turn to dust ..

As a caregiver , limiting my attachment , has been my

latest and most finite lesson..

#LaidThatBurdenDown

What will be will be . Thy Will Be Done ✅

Marriage has nothing exceptional to offer a woman in the 21st century.
— Read on eshe.in/2019/03/05/dear-daughters/

‘And then he was raping me’: Victim goes public about shocking attack to reveal justice system flaws | CBC News

A sexual assault victim who was a minor at the time of the attack has taken an extraordinary step, going to court to have the publication ban on her identity lifted so she can talk publicly about her case and push for changes to the criminal justice system.
— Read on www.cbc.ca/news/canada/national-sam-fazio-metoo-assault-justice-system-1.5037881

5 Signs Of Being “ jiggy-with-it” then, today its alignment or balance

5 Ways to Tell If Your in Alignment with your Higher Self Soul.

Personal have past, present , or future , at this time I am in

peace of heart and mind .

My body however seems to re adjusting to influences of

weather , and those lower vibrational voices , I cannot

often hang with in my Leaping at this time..

Being gentle and nurturing per personal choice

has been my best foot forward .

I realize how much energies of past , present

and future , accepting my ability to read unless

heavy shadowed , or masked as we all do.

No one will ever know me 100% and that’s ok

it doesn’t preclude intimacy in friendship and love.

It just means , in reclaiming myself , holding all the

infractions held me back given that so much has been

released or had healed enough to be viewed as a future

effort , or work. As a ” lay person” whose formal education

has not deterred my teachers , both good , bad , and beyond .

I’m not perfect and don’t seek perfection only that space in

between where there is calm, as in the eye of the storm.

That’s been a challenge for life off and on, not feeling home,

which I believe was my unease that appears as disease when

not equipped to know or do better ..

Ever Thankful for soul liberation , in-tuned with mother

earth in her repast , as she wreaks havoc around our world,

I am calm, for I have ridden with her to my inner core ,

screamed in pain and need for my children and our loss

to be liberated , with nothing but a sheer white vail in

a full moon of 2016 , during powerful alignments, releasing ,

grounding and growing lighter ..

With each deeply progressive shift forward , I have been

challenged , horrifically , foundational, core hurts , that

have been revealed in manner as to release my attachment

to the fear of what might happen if I speak truths .

It’s unfolding before me, so much of my experience and in

unison as we speak up and out and share transformed

negatives to positives , so many folks join in , and this

has been increasing energetically in my world , and I

have no doubts that centering myself , and being open

to receive , as I continue my quest, protected and loved

and supported . I will meet the negative challenges ,

spin them quickly , transforming them if they should arise

for in a life time ; conscious thought , off and on , that

I was in the wrong body, who did not know about splitting

or fractured pieces , or holding ancestral energy .. Releasing

all that did not serve my highest good , was but part of my

grief , anger, remorse , shame , much like a backpack

attached as I try the stairs , loaded with 5 lb rocks..

Not necessary for my quest ..I’m not the monster in the closet

except in the lives of those who are challenged my my facts

and experience .

Far from shame , it is an act of liberation and love .

Only that , gifts . Weather one is receptive is variable but no

longer offends me.

There is so much magic, and positive , I’m in a party of one

with a shorter list, but more alighted soul tribe type friendships

and network around the world .. beating those Tom Toms

via the web…the spider web of the net ..

Blessings , Clarity in Visions and Peace

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New Moon in Pisces explained in details I cannot seem to covey deeply.

A huge gift for me personally is the unveiling of someone

I have in my life at any given time , who begins to ” crack

their personal egg”. On many levels I am in awareness of

so many doing so, and having been there , so many times

having no real idea of the spiritual nature of each and every

moment , lessons that ravaged me to my core.

In my experience , it took many of these adverse teachings

to accept deep connection to spirit , for many reasons

and profoundly altered not only my life but the lives of 3

who did not and deserve to carry the legacy of shame and

stigma for generations for lack of facts , truths and abuse.

A culmination of circles are closing, and I’m pushing through

negatives , with guidance that tells me seeds planted that are

supposed to bear fruit are preparing to bud ..The cold temperatures

I have acclimated to these past 9 years , have forced my hermit mode

which until this year has had much adversity , including the 9 moves

that have tested my sanity and health ( more later) but here I am

67 ( 16 3/4 ) a master Leap Year Crone ) and it’s delicious

to be on the other side of so much shadow..

I don’t expect perfection, only peace and surrender to all that

is in my highest good .

I had to forgive myself , and many others.

I had to end many Karmic relationships .

I had to step out of anything that impeded my spiritual

growth and healing of trauma.

I moved here to be a woman of substance .

I observe which is often taken negatively , I engage when I want.

Thankfully , that is more frequent and varied and Blessed .

I buy my own flowers 🌺, I nurture myself, no horrid self talk,

I don’t beat myself up over a past in which I survived, or when

I did not know better . I observe always , I listen deeply but

I’m finding that that’s not conveyed if I join in . I am in deep

awe of those who hear me , despite my uneducated , or lost

capabilities in writing , editing etc.. So many lost years , yet

I know how blessed I am to not have permanent tremors

or worse , after years of toxins fed me in the name of medicine

and disease .

I am soon to be aided in correct composure , structure , balance

and edit of the word , which is a wish for 15 years .

Legal assistance is also shaping up , and so finally clearing

out .

2 – 7 year cycles of regeneration of cells , plus along with my efforts

in all ways of healing , and total surrender to spirit , allow

a brand new dance to be unveiled , and I am open to receive .

The gift to me of my awareness that someone has cracked

their egg , and can lay down burdens that have long weighted

them down ! To be on their way, seeds planted for their brand

new day; liberated from a past that no longer serves them ,

liberated to create the life of their dreams with intent. With

beautiful fragmented spirits that glow with all the self work

of polishing hearts to hues of gold , fracking light and love,

like new children 👶🏼, missions clearer …home❤️🙏🏼🎁

50 years of negatives , of stagnation, of not knowing

Bam ! BeGone🗽

Blessings & Much

Love ❤️

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