A teacher tried to diagnose middle son who was active but I did not feel overly so.
Our pediatrician prescribed Ritalin . In less than 1 week I flushed it down the toilet!
The change in our son was extreme and I have never been sorry to have prevented a travesty for such a unique , sweet child .
www.madinamerica.com/2022/10/adhd-diagnosis-leads-worse-quality-life-increased-self-harm-kids/
Raw Thyroid is my choice and these are 200 grain (dose was 50 , 12 years ago
-Walmart
The best iodine ,potassium
-Amazon
Local Firewater
Silver nose spray
Potassium-Magnesium are very necessary to combat the spray of Barium ” Flu”
Promise to add more
Stay hydrated and rest and sleep as much as possible .
Ground in water until stability of Gaia is reached .
Something shifted today for me , in a positive way !
The upside down bottle is a spray for eyes , nose , mouth a topical spray that kills MERSA
-Amazon
( originally bought at my Dr’s office )
Continue to keep your immune system strong and stay positive !
Hearts are feeling this
Earth is reactive
Hold tight
Blessings & Peace ✌️
Dona Luna
A marriage , a grandson , were weaponized to block me after I failed to be able to help with childcare ; I was DOA .
It’s very sad to know and accept that our sons would prefer my death and that hasn’t changed in 20 years .
It’s easier
This property was depicted as my safe place after 4 very months of bouncing around after my COVID eviction.
Having given away most of my furniture, there were things there I could use and things that I helped facilitate giving away for owners.
It was never cleaned and sadly I found the tenet before me was the only child and with her son ( grandson ) had been evicted as well before me !!! Of course stories abound but I find it interesting and example this house which did rent to a man and repairs are being made as noted in this shot . New deck and new paint .
An offer was made to sell at $50 over what was paid and my research showed a reduction in value 10k what was paid by current owners/landlords . I did not find my self desperate enough to buy it at such a high price with such obvious and varied repairs , far greater that was we saw today .
Notices to move (30 days )were the result of my friendship with the only child to whom I was told not to talk to.
Many stories were created and embellished to create the belief that we the renters were to blame and deserved to be ” thrown out ”
Many times I asked ” Am I safe here , and was always reassured that I was .
The male tenet HAS a lease !
The views are magnificent but there is a negative vibe attached to this ” gated community ” where I began to feel I was watched and certainly was true of a repair guy who worked for them , and would just show up , parked in the yard , in the storage shed which he had lots of stuff as well as the owners who allowed that I would have space to store my things , rather than pay storage else where. I was not comfortable with the situation nor the ability of repairs . A washer was replaced with yard sale type 2nds due to a spring having gone bad which was missed by their examination and discovered by my 23 year old repair man !
A very harsh winter , time with no electric power after being told it NEVER happened ! And I was not checked in on by these folks in any way , shape or form .
It was discovered after I left end of July 2021 that dementia and pre existing mental illness ( life long secret ) gripped 1 of the 2 and I had to feel that I had dodged a bullet .
All in all … wasted time
wasted faith
wasted money
And the betrayal of home and heart that sadly has met its mark with an only child and their son .
It did however result in the acceptance of truths and healing for the child/grandchild
Photo credit
Laura B
“The child within you holds every story and every clue to the pieces that comprise a complete and joyful life. The tiny fragments of memory from that time are portals to the poetry of the self where rhyme and reason and fun and fantasy fuse in a ramble that makes you one very precious you.”
Camilla Slater 2022
Wise Women Sisterhood with Camilla Slater
For women 45+ who are on the soul journey to the self.
Image Credit: Monica Fernandez
Much more can be done towards healthier boys who become healthy , loving , compassionate men .
What that are taught as little boys is how to isolate their anger , hide emotions and not have facts with which to make choices .
I’ve encountered more than a few men who have been groomed to social correctness , the family over all else , unhealthy bonds with unhealthy demanding parent , triangles that destroy any outsider who does not conform to the family dictates…
Forever bound together , too often in trauma is the war within that does take prisoners and only truths can break the bonds that bind .
The end of man kind , I feel can be avoided by balancing the distorted feminine in each of us , male or female .
Spirit knows no gender .
It is an individual choice and effort to heal this wound , and I pray for more awakening to this .
The end of man kind , does not include the feminine Wo man and that’s not a put down but a prayer 🙏 for healing and wakefulness .
Blessings & ✌️
Dona Luna 🙏❤️🎃
Women were over powered long ago , loosing humane rights as religious zealots branded them witches and removed them from any place of honor and respect
The truth of walking beside , not in front and not behind thus is totally lost on many as normal and correct balance .
So the recalibration looks abnormal , as if woman are militant and retaliatory.
Not so
Balance in all of nature is being restored that Heaven and Earth become united on New Earth.
We need never experience these adverse experiences again , nor shall our grandchildren.
Little girls are constantly accessing their surroundings . Eyes , ears, hands , smell etc they are using all sensory from birth .
It is said that boys are more motor and physical and are not accessing their surroundings .
And then there is the super hyper sensitivity factor and many more babies have this extra ordinary sensitivity.
I’m in a ” discovery ” phase as I unpack the load retrieved from storage ( 80 plus mile , round trip ) that I drove for the 1st time . With an excellent helper with who I flow well with , we entered the unit with no problem but with no real idea where things were except the cloths that A. R. pulled out for me last trip .
So it was a Blessing to find my boots , foods and spices and more supplements that are needed !
I have been challenged this past week with lower back issues and for 36 hours have nursed myself 👍🙏❤️
And it’s much better with lots of heat , sweat and Tiger Balm !
So I pulled out a few items that I was able to pick up from yet another storage and saw a big bulge in my cloth ice cooler . It was A.R. and it was what is pictured below 👇!
Both are needed !
So all my stored stuff is A.R. packed ( heavily ; he’s very strong and has moved me singlehanded!) Several times …
I did not see a disconnect, and sadly it comes yet again at a critical time , which is why it’s ended .
I have declined to mother single Dads kids , younger friends who ask me to help out and I did with a very chill 11 year old even going to lunch at her school. It was very enlightening to set a table with her female class mates . We took pictures and talked but I don’t share those .
An invitation on a holiday , was ignored and I feel it was known that was a boundary .
I don’t allow , knowingly allow children to be used in competitive power games . It’s abuse …
I have not heard from A.R. since 9/12. I sense something is off balance .
I have had to make other arrangements that , I regret for his sake . A beautiful young man , of honor and a inquisitive human being like me .
Like a teacher/student connection for both of us , most of the time . However as time as revealed , he’s more and more needed at the family home where he’s able to do from A to Z !
And that is where I must take alternative measures as I prepare for winter , and strive to have all my things under 1 roof , as I wait for my house .
My 98 4Runner is seeming to always need repair and that’s dicey because parts are scant and often require fabrication .
I purchased brake shoes and it seemed doable for A.R. , then it wasn’t . And yes something has to be fabricated to augment the brake shoes .
LED lights required new lenses that are back ordered and $400
A decision was made to replace the LED with halogen and align then. Mine have needed adjusting and it’s very difficult to see at night .
I have a chip monk nest in my AC which is interesting 🤨.
I’m Thankful for all that he is . I was patient , sometimes extremely patient , but the communication ended .
His journey of spirit is his to direct , his acceptance of adulthood within himself ; I am very proud to have known him and had him in my life for he has been an honorable young man , compassionate and made me feel safe .
There were times when that was ” off ” and I began to understand his responsibilities which left little ” me ” time and pushing the envelope, with his time . Lack of sleep , self medicating …… it’s hard work !
I sense a break through ; praying it’s not a break down .
This young man is so worthy , so awesome and unique and though I miss him ; I am surrendered to the wisdom of Divine 🙏❤️
Blessings & Much Peace ☮️
Dona Luna ❤️
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