Narcissist…the evil other

Monica’s point is valid ..If one has been abused

more than likely one has abused.

I am more than aware of trauma

deeply within ” former “and many

others ..I do still pray , and hold hope

for his truth and justice righted

enabling the necessary balance to

be established .

1 year ago 3/9/18 ,we signed the contracts

spent 4 hours in each other’s company

as he nearly wept , I honored his truth , his

heart , to discover a week later , it was all

an act ..

The Finale that must occur in order to secure

my future , that was horribly disadvantaged

by his greed .. Seems to be at an all time

high , those convinced their worth is how

family or society treats them .. I have been

stuck there , and that would be just fine

for a few folks , and it’s not to punish them

but to get the facts and figures , own the reality

of a contract . Nothing is binding me to him,

but I think he considers this property

as well as myself his to puppet master .

Umm no .

Great Piece Monica , Super acknowledgement that

most of us do have ego, certainly enough to stay

off our knees in surrender without a beloved’s

grace in joining us …I failed to note that lol🙏🏼

Narcissist…the evil other

Narcissist…the evil other
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🏠 Home

A dear si star ⭐️ has discussed her varied homes,

moves that were nightmares as children and as

eldest who were in charge .. Never having lessons

myself, I grew to be resentful at age 12 , noting

brother at age 11 was free like wind . Mama just

thought I knew , if I watched her , I was confused

but I really don’t recall 1 lesson, or teaching

moment , on cooking or anything .. She actually

seemed to find solace or therapy out of everything

but the dishes of which I was commanded to do.

True 1st born sis , by another Dad, never ever did

a chore .

So it was learned , in other ways , and I ended

up with great culinary skills , that have altered

but remain to the discerning palate . I am in awe

of raw foodies and want to get there , and feel

it coming .. My body is saying so, and it’s a sure

fire anti cancer ..So

I tried to list my homes , through out my life …

Whew , I feel sorry 😐 for me ….😂. A military

brat has nothing on my total..of at least 25!

OMG , And as I listen to Moonlight Sonata

by Beethoven , I give Thanks that my earth

home , ever after ..with dirt and everything

I have longed for , and needed is about to

reveal ..Yes I believe ..

Once lost , one’s feeling of roots , can ensure

a fracture, a weak spot , that’s evoked a lot

of lords and ladies to disadvantage me , in

order , I think that I find my voice and strength

to end my situation , for it can surely get worse .

And that’s not the legacy sons, nor I deserve .

25 is a lot 😱

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Home by Bonnie Raitt

Survey Ranks the U.S. Health Care System Lowest in Performance | Time

I a dig it.

U.S. ranks lowest among 11 wealthy nations in terms of “efficiency, equity and outcomes” according to the Commonwealth Fund report
— Read on time.com/2888403/u-s-health-care-ranked-worst-in-the-developed-world/

Altar Welfare: Churches Steal $71 Billion A Year From Taxpayers, Spend Little On Charity

Transforming this inequity …

What is particularly egregious about the tax benefits going to religious organizations is that they receive these benefits because they are charities.
— Read on churchandstate.org.uk/2015/10/altar-welfare-churches-steal-71-billion-a-year-from-taxpayers/

Faith

Blessed today to receive this with a full heart

that’s joy and peace brought tears , which opened

my stopped up head ..All’s good.

I totally resonate with this message, and thy Will

be done is manifesting gifts that increase assuring

there are no accidents , and so my time alone , will

be more balanced , and I really need to get physical

without exhaustion , in my home , my body yearns

for open spaces , walks under skies that shall be pulled

ever closer, in heaven on earth.

Many reasons to be here , mountain tops keep rolling

here , but I did come to the top of my mountain

and thankfully have been allowed , through much

trial and tribulation , to be unto myself , for perhaps

the 1st time in my life ( this one) and there are gifts

inherit in that life achievement .

Faith Hope Were My life lines , even when it did not appear

to be , I was heard , specific to what I prayed for .

An end to my abuse , in regards to physical relationship

I was heard as he left for ” happy” .. I failed in not specifying

sparing our sons what has been 20 years war of the roses .

I’m out of white roses , my heart is liberated ..

I was heard. I will never doubt , my highest intentions

needs will be ripened fruit 🍎 🍉 🍌.

Celebration 🎶🍾

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A level headed contemplation : Find Seek,The Event

This gal rocks it…indeed be lighter in

all ways , possible. The snake sheds its skin,

the frogs 🎶 gig on high, birds are pronouncing

along side the darkness and shadow to be as

a true child , return to the inner light of love .

#AllGowWormsNeeded🤓🌏🥰💯

With so much love ❤️

Blessings & Peace

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8 Powerful Steps to Self-Love | Psychology Today

I often said to our sons, If you don’t love yourself ,

no one else will. I personally forgot for the most part

so drained by mental and spiritual midgets , whose

mission was to let me know , how much I offended

their sense and sensibilities .. Those as a Christian’s

who see you , hear you , let you know you matter as

long as you follow the leader, whom I did not consider

in a self adulation of worship , worthy ..More than

being out of any league , I was treated and sensed I was

another species , and watching helplessly as our sons

aligned with the energy that demanded allegiance

in my living death, to protect the fakeness of a family

that abused 3 souls as well as myself , honoring

the entitled daughter of stars 🌟, who still owns and knows

all…

I have nothing to shame myself over , I have cleared that.

The horrid actions of the past are indeed transforming

as society in their consciousness demands clearing of

abuses by exposure , thus lighted , alchemy flips the

scales , as all wrongs are righted .

Magic & Miracles are ours , are occurring in balance

with what seems broken and destroyed .. I’m striving

for upward and onward ..I’ll see a ton of y’all , of that

I’m sure .. celebrating deeply , so grateful .

Shaming and criticizing yourself lead to inner rebellion and giving up, while self-compassion gives you hope and trust in the process of change. Learn the “how” of self-compassion.
— Read on www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-mindful-self-express/201706/8-powerful-steps-self-love

Ascension , Abused , Addicted : Used & Formally Induced Into a Matrix I had to exit to thrive n survive .

This guy was so in point , and so freaking cool

in his delivery, I felt I must post it.

As I began my latest cycle of waking , I discovered a gal named

Karen Bishop , who wrote ” What’s Up on Planet Earth?

I wasn’t in awareness of her terminology, or experiences

but her strength of conviction, her open chatter of her moving

around , state to state , as her quest led her to the desert and

contact with her star folks increased , life happened.

Her daughter had twins , equally 3 and she moved closer

to her to assist in nurturing her grandchildren and supporting

her daughter. North Carolina , last I heard , Karen dropped

out of her blog , and books , as far as I know , but her wisdoms

as an Aussie , a younger woman , augmented the wisdoms

of women I have come into awareness of since the late 80’s .

and most profound to me was it only takes 11% of the world’s

population to effect change . Now I’m especially attached

to the number 11, for reasons that have been accumulating

in supporting my total and divine connection to god , having

been allowed the experience of being the mother vessel for

our eldest son Ivey …His birthday is a major event for me , as

I quietly celebrated this year , for he has long felt it necessary

to deaden our relationship. I have great compassion for his

personal experience and respect for his quest , and long ago

prayed for divine intervention , that he might waken .

I am assured we are all in stages of ascension , and that I

must share myself with those who need me , for I have

had more positive than adverse since I began to own

my past , and clearing as much as I possibly could.

Time has been a healer , and armed with my trio of

past, present and further , my visions align with much

of what this man articulates ..Being it ! Which has lovingly

been mirrored to me enough , that I’m releasing amazingly

calm, surrendered to my higher self, yet determined to

balance via the facts , the past 20 years , and of being a

silent partner by demand of a former whose still in

abuse mode after 42 years .

#Enough

I am therefore determined to go higher with my story

and hopefully not have to speak of it , unless I choose

and am prepared . I choose to do this in a 3rd person

having moved past the repeat, repeat, repeat in my soul

that released in various ways, not all positive until……

Stages , all of life is a stage lol. Perhaps BoneZee369

speaks to you in some way.

I am feeling so much peace and calm today ! Sleeping

is off, however , as well as my gut, but I’m on it !

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Oregon passes bill allowing mentally ill patients to be starved to death | News | LifeSite

Yet another step backwards by unconscious

shadow souls ..

” Vulnerable Oregonians are left without protections and their right to basic care like food and water.’
— Read on www.lifesitenews.com/news/oregon-passes-bill-allowing-mentally-ill-patients-to-be-starved-to-death

Trump Administration Quietly Redefines ‘Domestic Violence’ And ‘Sexual Assault’ | Michael Stone

It is backwards He takes us, to effectively

enact these laws , releasing himself as well

as others from responsibility , only displays

a very deep seated , hatred for women.

Period . It’s called covering one’s ass.

He’s incorrect , and this is going to be revealed

very soon.

Bad News: The Trump administration has quietly redefined “domestic violence” and “sexual assault,” resulting in significant and potentially devastating consequences for survivors.
— Read on www.patheos.com/blogs/progressivesecularhumanist/2019/01/trump-administration-quietly-redefines-domestic-violence-and-sexual-assault/