Watching kinda , for sure listening to this informative look at how we got here
Faith tells me the effort to divide us has failed in the consciousness and very soul our our nation . Change is upon us , and it can be done without the low energy of patriarchal politics!
Blessings & ☮️ love ❤️
Dona Luna 🐸
www.pbs.org/video/americas-great-divide-obama-trump-part-two-b2frtx/
Unfortunately I had lessons of detachment with regards to my health and well being . He wasn’t interested …. and when the psychiatric RX began their varied ” side effects ” he withdrew deeply. That was a devastating experience that flared up hugely the last 5 years and was imprinted upon our 3 sons .
I was responsible for not doing my job ; totally disregarding how toxicity in medicine and the disregard of my health let me know my place in his cold black heart .
Sadly his health deteriorates Sadly he ignore the truth
Sadly he stays in a rut
Sad for anything he he influences as he cycles through his Father/Child persona ; his personal war … puked on those he ” loves”
I failed him
I deserve nothing
I should get a job
I live in the past
I am ungrateful in his eyes and heart ❤️
This is his opinion. I have been his target for 4.5 decades
Using our sons in retaliatory abuse served him well
He ignores the ” side effects ” of our sons abuse .
I’m not responsible for his actions or passive aggressive behavior as he has determined I should not live 👁, long ago . He is very determined to end my life ; to shut me up .
“Years ago, anthropologist Margaret Mead was asked by a student what she considered to be the first sign of civilization in a culture. The student expected Mead to talk about fishhooks or clay pots or grinding stones.
But no. Mead said that the first sign of civilization in an ancient culture was a femur (thighbone) that had been broken and then healed. Mead explained that in the animal kingdom, if you break your leg, you die. You cannot run from danger, get to the river for a drink or hunt for food. You are meat for prowling beasts. No animal survives a broken leg long enough for the bone to heal.
A broken femur that has healed is evidence that someone has taken time to stay with the one who fell, has bound up the wound, has carried the person to safety and has tended the person through recovery. Helping someone else through difficulty is where civilization starts, Mead said.”
We are at our best when we serve others. Be civilized.
I used to try to be Good.
Good was my go-to in everything.
But Good got me nowhere.
Not like Truth.
Truth,
she tore me to shreds,
devoured me whole and spat me out shaking and new.
Truth keeps a box of matches in my pocket.
While Good made me afraid of transformative fire.
Truth keeps me real,
even if it makes everyone in the room uncomfortable.
And Truth,
unlike Good,
doesn’t let me bow down to anything.
Truth doesn’t let me give in to bullying, misguidance and fear-based criticism
or cowardice.
Truth is a queen and a humanitarian,
while Good,
she’s a silent,
scared little sheep.
Truth knows that Good dulls my already radiant, fierce and loving soul.
Good showed me how to hide my wings,
my words and angel vision.
Truth taught me to be brave.
Truth taught me how to respect myself.
Truth allows me to hold impenetrable space for any story,
but first and foremost,
for my own.
And Truth,
well,
she changes everything,
and friend,
she’s coming for you, too
Tanya Markul
As of today (9.25.22) we are in the navel (center) of the Ascension Core Portal days. We have assimilated all the higher frequencies from the upper chakra worlds and pulled forward anything from our past that is still valid for the future. ⭐️ Now we are about to enter the new future frequencies and this will bring up a fine tuning of what we thought was important or valid. We will clean out our personal underworld.  It is hard work for sure. Anything that is based an unrealized dream, fantasy or vision, or any ego based intent… and we have loads of those… all this will be measured and balanced by the new frequencies coming in from our future. If you have not manifested that intent or dream, maybe it is time to revisit those intentions and see if they come from the ego and fantasy, or from a true spirit calling or passion. If it is truth it will manifest. If one thing I learned lately is that we really have no idea who we truly are and evolution is happening right underneath our feet right now. Most of our old identity is caught up in our ego no matter how well intended or altruistic. It is time to allow what truly is and authentic to rise up is each one of us to manifest our pure divinity.
The advice from Dr Spock was to let baby cry up to 15 minutes . I tried this not knowing these horrific results .
There have been many advisors promoting detached parenting which is NOT what babies or children need not deserve .
Single Married Mama who had to be in the glow with a partner who had no idea or interest in parenting . Comfortable with brotherhood or uncle status that did not teach our sons well .
I regret not stopping everything to hold my baby , co sleep and had better intuitive skills that would have not allowed our sons to be alone with certain energies who masked many secrets
Crying it out: the foundation for NPD and BPD
(Borderline Personality Disorder
and Narcissistic Personality Disorder)
“One of the ways children have to adjust to a new order is called ‘letting them cry themselves out’.
The Mother puts the child into the crib at night to sleep. It is bedtime. But the sense of aloneness and the loss of contact with the mothers body terrifies the child, who begins to scream and cry.
No animal mother would fail to respond to a baby’s cry. Some human mothers believe, however that to respond would be wrong.
To give in to a child’s crying will spoil the child.
Besides, they have been told, crying is good for a child…
The first time this happens the child might cry for hours before falling asleep.
The mother might think the child has learned a lesson, but, the child doesn’t have the energy for a repeat performance…
After several experiences of this kind, the child learns to give up the struggle for contact with the mother. In effect, the child has cut off the longing for his contact and so no longer feels the pain of frustration.
A new reality in which the desire for intimacy and closeness is not expressed, has been accepted.
The foundations for narcissism and the borderline personality have been laid.”
Alexander Lowen,
Narcissism, Denial of True Self
The ads at the beginning are not in flow with me as I’ve learned from others who bought these products in huge amounts and found the products disagreeable .
Not saying these are bad products ; I don’t know , so use your discernment and research .
It’s a beautiful day , chilly and I’m headed out to buy unsprayed apples as apples were in my childhood . I create applesauce and freeze it and it’s so good for my gut . I made tons last year and it was eaten fast and I ran out .
Blessings & Peace ☮️
Dona Luna ❤️🙏🍎
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