No more ..
With narcissists, it is a hideous, demeaning, debasing, ANGRY, and abusive coexistence that we get conned and TRAPPED into.
— Read on mysticalraven.com/relationships/4456/a-narcissists-damage-they-poison-your-mind-your-heart-your-soul-and-your-life
One of the world’s most respected Neurosurgeons has warned that chemtrails are responsible for an increase in alzheimer’s, dementia, parkinson’s, and ALS.
— Read on newspunch.com/neurosurgeon-chemtrails-alzheimers-dementia-parkinsons-als/
During times of stress, or when heightened concentration is needed, focusing on one’s breathing or doing breathing exercises can indeed change the brain.
— Read on qz.com/quartzy/1132986/neuroscientists-have-identified-how-exactly-a-deep-breath-changes-your-mind/
It shows, regrettably , as does true historic education ,
How can any Man judge, unless his Mind has been opened and enlarged by Reading?” – John Adams
— Read on www.intellectualtakeout.org/blog/americans-dont-read-and-thats-affecting-our-elections
I suppose like the 3 year old , I watched self soothe
I do so in various ways , like listening to sexy loving
music..
Sitting with myself , I don’t feel, lack of anything .
I hold this , honoring the time when all I felt was lack.
And death.
Feeling Blessed beyond measure , for the lessons
that leave me at peace within my soul … a sweet
liberation …
I tried cold turkey , for 3 days and was getting worse , on
my own , and had to go back on, and taper off. It’s not unusual
but typically the case that the Dr has no freaking idea of the
truth and side effects of these addictive and toxic drugs which
results in far too many patients .
Mustering solid evidence, two researchers have denounced the standard psychiatric guidelines for how best to wean patients from depression medications.
— Read on www.nytimes.com/2019/03/05/health/depression-withdrawal-drugs.html
Sounds wonderful, an idea past it’s prime.
Detachment and clearing trauma is a must for workers
to avoid becoming immune to empathic stirrings .
Extreme Risk Protection Orders demand guns be removed from the posession of dangerous persons.
— Read on www.domesticshelters.org/articles/escaping-violence/more-states-considering-extreme-risk-protection-orders
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Extreme Risk Protection Orders demand guns be removed from the posession of dangerous persons.
— Read on www.domesticshelters.org/articles/escaping-violence/more-states-considering-extreme-risk-protection-orders
I’m a seed planter , Dream Weaver, a woman of deep
faith , who sadly finds my efforts dormant in masculine
energy that sees need as a form of control.
I don’t ask for favors , and now have resources to locate
what I need for a specific issue. That’s less and less.
In my youth, the masculine had no chores , nothing but free
time. I was unable to discern the trauma of my brother
who was Casper around our house. His freedom was wide
open , gifts were noticeably focused on that , and I was
a very reluctant caretaker. I say reluctant , due to Mom’s
just do it example , and siblings resistance to my ineptitude
or my correctness, setting up a no win foundation on shaky
ground.
I went into my 1st at age 17 , with a boy who had many secrets
like brother..I had no idea how profoundly and deeply these secrets
pointed to trauma. It was hard to acknowledge , as I ended contact
with 1st after 9 months of not so wedded bliss.
A soul mate had major issues with fidelity , did not want to loose
me , and to break the soul mate connection , I married a 2nd time
exiting after 3 weeks , upon the realization of I was expected to
take the role of breadwinner , sex kitten…umm no.
Of course the hologram, that describes ” former” champions
secrets , in a mind -soul game he still thinks works.. Truth is
definitely not his forte’, and that is light to me. The official
moment of commitment , a shift began that I allowed was
a comfortable easy feeling. That, ended as our 1 st year brought
us our 1st child , leaving no doubt of his holding such shadow
that induced me to cleave into my child and domestic duties .
However , I rebelled or stood up , listened to his 3rd person
stories and slowly lost respect for his inability to rise over
the Peter Pan lifestyle ..Staying in C-PTSD with children
to raise , convincing myself I was in love to get through
things , compliant and hopeful in his self growth.. Sadly,
that hasn’t happened, and having based his future on a faked
past is the revelation that sets our family free .
I don’t have great expectations beyond that…it would be foolish
to consider all negatives ended , or wounds healed . Letting
go , surrendering this is not something that has ever been offered
me in fact , in truth , in forgiveness or love.. I will be willing
certainly to be part of healing reconciliation, when it is
important to the other party , whose over the blame and shame
cycle .
Secrets are deadly, and those whose way of life chooses this
path , don’t trust ..anything or anybody.. it’s very unbalanced .
My hero instinct is very real, I am not shy about saying .
How that’s received is variable, however without asking
in discussion , my needs are side stepped, ignored or deferred,
has been normalized in masculines around me ; as a strong
woman, I have or will have it covered …Complementing
and holding space , for imbalances to correct themselves
so masculine’s needs are met , he’s feeling supported and
not uneasy , or controlled ..
Transforming this is most welcome .. certainly it shall
aide in losing shame and projection of shame and blame.
His Hero Instinct And Why It Matters – Feeling Butterflies
— Read on feelingbutterflies.com/his-hero-instinct-and-why-it-matters-85/
Mask are drags . In soul connections , unwelcome
threatening to debunk the depth of spiritual unions.
Strength , communication , instead the mask,
the ownership of pressure, knowing fear instead
of joy of the reunion.
Bound and constricted , empathically holding this
requires cutting the cords , ending the connection .
Mask protect the balance of time.
Feeling the oppressive, repression , taken as depression,
is a yoke , which can be broken. I used to think I would
be forever stuck, then came so many options , which
I still enjoy.. Karmic lessons and relationships are ending
and leaving space for new beginnings , for believers .
I have no choice personally , having removed my mask,
resolved to move forward .. Some missed opportunities
are just that, but I rise above the smiling faces .
Says more of the maskers , the smiling faces , inability
to be real , move forward , in regard to me.. more Karmic
Dust, which I will turn to fairy dusty.
I’m determined to be at peace, in joy , in love, in presence.
We should take off our masks and stop playing roles that we not only feel uncomfortable with, but are a lie – to reveal our true identities.
— Read on www.karmicecology.com/mind/philosophy/the-masks-we-wear/
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