By your side meditation

By Your Side

Elder’s Meditation of the Day ~ May 9

“Without a sacred center, no one knows right from wrong.”

—- Thomas Yellowtail, CROW

In the center of the circle is where the powers reside. These powers are called love, principle, justice, spiritual knowledge, life, forgiveness and truth. All these powers reside in the very center of the human being. We access these powers by being still, quieting the mind. If we get confused, emotionally upset, feel resentment, anger, or fear, the best thing we can do is pray to the Great Spirit and ask Him to remove the anger and resentment. By asking Him to remove these obstacles, we are automatically positioned in the sacred center. Only in this way do we know right from wrong.

Great Spirit, Allow Me This Day To Live In The Sacred Center….

© Don L. Coyhis – Th Four Seasons

Sadness

While reading a book i found this Irish words “Ta Bron Orm”. That means “Sadness is on me”. instead of saying “I am sad”. I love that because you don’t identify yourself with the emotion fully. “Ta Bron Orm” it’s just like sadness is on me.. for a while. You feel sad, but that is not you. Sadness is just there sitting but eventually it’ll leave. And the next day or two, something else will be there for you. That will be not sadness anymore. But something else. You are a person and your emotions are not you. You are not a prisoner of them. 
— Clau Blanco 

Raising Vibrations

We are reaching the cusp of these earthly energies with Jupiter entering Taurus, together with a New Moon in the same sign on May 19th. Jupiter, the Planet of Expansion, has a very significant role during this month, as it also squares Pluto, on May 17th, just before it moves into Taurus. Energies that give us the power needed for personal transformation and that go beyond the universal theme of prosperity, expansion in the tangible, and creation, as even though this is an important aspect of our human journey, for we are here as earth creators, there are other important patterns to work with, at this time.

Taurus is a sign of transformation. It is with Taurus that we have the opportunity for inner alchemy, healing our first and second chakras, and anchoring our essence on the earth, so we can continue seeding our unique gifts and presence. It is with Taurus that we learn how to create abundance, enjoy earthly pleasures, and flourish in all we wish to expand, in the physical.
Jupiter expands Tauru’s frequency, magnifying, always, everything it touches. It is a propitious time for those who are working on mastering these aspects, as growth, stabilisation, and being grounded, are key to being able to expand in other areas. Savouring life is of utmost importance, as it is the proper state of being for us to be aligned.

On a deeper level, the current planetary energies are for those working on healing the masculine-horizontal 12D pillar of our 12D template, hold by the feminine. Healing the distorted masculine, after eons of patriarchal programs, is essential for all of us, as we are gradually deprogramming all the false input received, until this time, and that still continues.

As you know, the masculine is the aspect of us that creates in the physical, and if we have not yet healed it, all we create will hold the same distortions, in our physical reality. This is why it is so important to heal it from the root. On a cosmic level, these frequencies will too assist us in healing the memories whether real or implanted ones, that we may still have from Aldebaran, due to the galactic wars over consciousness occurring eons ago of our time, at the Aldebaran portal, and that still governs many to continue acting against their original essence and soul plan.

Many way-showers, especially from the Blue Ray, are incarnated on Earth through this portal, becoming guides, spiritual leaders, or any other mission that involves bringing wisdom. for the masculine-solar principle was embodied through the Taurus constellation. Therefore, we have a unique opportunity, during this time to heal solar-masculine distortions and all cosmic memories that are still damaging your mind and soul, and that impede you to act as earth healers and wayshowers.

Furthermore, Taurus’s ruler, as you know, is Venus. This makes the current energies a perfect combination for us to merge both essences, our masculine and feminine ones. It is also a perfect time for those healing their first and second chakra, as there are many distortions associated with our sexual organs, that need to be cleared in order for us to give birth, whether literally or metaphorically.

As always the feminine and the masculine embrace each other in an endless dance, for they cannot be separated, or work individually, as the other will be unbalanced. This time is an opportunity for polarity integration as we have both essences masculine and feminine together in the current energies, and although the one that reigns is the masculine, we can always align with the frequencies that will most help us in our personal purpose.

There are a lot of programs located in our second chakra that impede many women to conceive, some of these programs may have been self-created, especially at a young age, or through a traumatic experience, and others may have been implanted through society, family, or through other tactics. The important thing is to scan our mental bodies, detect the program and clear it, so we can give birth, and manifest the creations that we wish and are aligned with our Soul’s Will.

Taurus constellation is linked to not only the second chakra but the 2nd-dimensional portal or planetary gate that connects with Taurus and other dimensions outside of our human time/zone. Our 2nd DNA strand is the key to opening ourselves to a simultaneous reality, and hence to our connection to other dimensions, for it is the multidimensional layer, that when activated, allows us access to the many realms within Creation, for we were created to be in constant communion with the Universe.

This is a season for all of us to remind our inner creator, harmonising both of our precious essences, to be able to achieve our desires and physical goals. As we continue mastering ourselves completely, within the zodiac wheel, we understand that it is not just about nurturing the spiritual aspect of us, what serves our growth and highest purpose, but about finding a perfect balance in both opposite worlds, and energies, that give us the opportunity to experience our true potential, as divine beings.

To be able to manifest our authentic and highest purpose, it is important to decree and erase all previous unconscious creations, and timeliness that are no longer aligned, so we can begin anew, from our current time-space, manifesting what is going to serve All.

When we have reached a higher level of consciousness, activate our multidimensionality, and know how to align with the energies, we need to cancel all previous desires, otherwise, we will continue seeing evidence of our past wishes.
I leave you a decree for those who feel guided to work with it. As always, take what resonates, leave the rest, and transform it as you wish.

𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘜𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘚𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳, 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘪𝘯 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦.
𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵/𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘭 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥.

𝘐 ( 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦) 𝘤𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘦, 𝘶𝘯𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴.
𝘐 𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘺, 𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴, 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥, 𝘈𝘵 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘈𝘭𝘭.

𝘐, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥, 𝘧𝘦𝘥, 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴, 𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯.

𝘐 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘏𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘭’𝘴 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭, 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘭’𝘴 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘐 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘎𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘜𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘭 𝘗𝘶𝘻𝘻𝘭𝘦.

𝘐𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘦, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘮𝘺 𝘜𝘯𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘦𝘥 𝘚𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘎𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘺.

𝘐 𝘈𝘔 𝘈 𝘊𝘖𝘕𝘚𝘊𝘐𝘖𝘜𝘚 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴.

𝘐 𝘈𝘔 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘭 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘋𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘩𝘭𝘺 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦𝘴.

𝘐 𝘈𝘔 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘳𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦.

𝘐 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘦, 𝘫𝘰𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦.
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘵.

Within Infinite Love,
Natalia Alba
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Mother Father Arc Activation

Energetic UPDATE part 1 of 2
Mother/Father Arcs Activation and connected 555 Setting the Cosmic Clock Activation.
The Mother/Father Arcs took place about 9 days ago and the Setting/Adjustment of the Cosmic Clock took place about 6 days ago.
These two Activations were two of the most important Activations/Enhancements of Divine Prowess thus far in this Ascension and the complexity of effects was all encompassing. Everything was affected, every imaginable molecule of Creation realized some effect.
More intensely, were THE energetics surrounding the past and present direct relationships between mainly a Mother and Her Children, as well as the Father relationships with Their Children and also Mother. It is important to know that the Mother Arc being Activated higher upon the physical Vessel of Gaia with the inclusion of the Father Arc, is UNPRECEDENTED. We have brought down to the surface of Gaia, the Holy White Light of the Mother for Purification purposes, and added the Father Purity into this powerful unprecedented Creation energetic stream. This stirs and brings to the surface any negative and deep emotional layers that CANNOT go forward, they need to be reconciled, Mastered here now.
For the most part, there is no sin, no Soul has ever done any wrong, most of what could be labeled as individual sin, was actually intiatiated by an evil system that coerced and manipulated Ones into behaviour the individual would NOT have chosen on their own. Human Souls do not own nor have sin, the actual demonic evil is the owner of ALL sin, it is theirs and can never be redeemed. Because of the trickery of the evil, You were tricked into ownership of negative experiences and emotion that is NOT Yours, and You are NOW in the period of cleaning up that mess the darkness imposed upon You.
You are presently Mastering quickly negative emotions like guilt, shame, insecurity, questioning Your self, blame, anger, anxiety, etc, and reconciling them to the higher consciousness innerstanding of what was actually occurring upon the planet and knowing there is nothing to forgive Your self for, for it was NOT Your fault and You never did anything wrong. The Mother and Father Arcs energy is here NOW for You to be ONE with if required in any of the healing process.
Black Madonna’s are actually negative energy harvesting devices with electrical connections into the main electrical grid. This was part of the Artificial intelligence and brainwashing techniques to keep a looping negative pattern in reality. The Black represents darkness and dark behaviour and subconsciously would alter the energetic state of the individual to negative to feed the AI SYSTEM.
So, all of this is occurring and has been recently in preparation for the New Reality and Timeline that has been Created where You are FREE and JOYESS. To acclimatize to this new reality, the old, the negative, must be left behind.
Love and Light
Rick Jewers

Mothers

Maybe your mother was the perfect mother

Maybe she carried you

bled for you

sang to you

smiled at you

nurtured you and marveled in you

Maybe she understood your essence

and was patient and let you unfold

in your own time and in your own way

honoring the heart of you all the while

Maybe your mother cared for you

Maybe she was there for you

long past childhood days

Maybe your mother worked for you

cooked for you, sewed for you

Maybe your mother listened to you

Maybe she held space for you

Maybe your mother laughed with you

played with you

stayed with you through all your years

Maybe your mother protected you

But

Maybe she neglected you

rejected you

Maybe she abandoned you

hard-handed you

betrayed you

flayed you

Maybe your mother couldn’t mother

Maybe your mother forgot you

Maybe your mother lost interest

Maybe she grew cold

Maybe she never really loved you

Maybe you were just her duty

for a little while

Maybe your mother did the best she could

with what she had

Maybe she was sick or sad

Maybe her mother was bitter or bad

and hurt her in her deepest parts

Now

Maybe you are a mother

Maybe you are a perfect mother

Maybe you pour abundant love into

your daughters, your sons

Maybe you delight in them

Maybe you struggle

Maybe you feel exhausted

resentful

lost and unseen

Maybe you feel nothing

Maybe you are just surviving

Maybe you are not a mother

but long to be a mother

Maybe you mother others

Maybe you don’t want to be a mother;

will never be a mother

Yet

We all need a mother

Yes, we do

And maybe there is a perfect mother

just for you

She is the mother of your mother

and your mother’s mother

and back as far as the eye can see

or mind can know

or soul can feel

to the first mother

Lie on the grass and feel Her heart

You were formed of Her earth

You come from Her waters

Her winds kiss your cheek eternally

Her rains cry with you when you cry

and wash your wounds

She will heal you

nourish you

wait for you

She will give you beauty

She will give you joy

She will give you new life

again and again

She will always be there

to enfold you in Her embrace

when at last you return —

Maybe you have the perfect mother . . .

~ Rebekah Myers, A Perfect Mother

copyright © 5/9/2021 by Rebekah Myers

Art: Outi Harma

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Visitors

Patience visited me

And it reminded me

That good things take time to come to fruition

And grow slowly with stability

Peace visited me

And it reminded me

That I may remain calm through the storms of life

Regardless of the chaos surrounding me

Hope visited me

And it reminded me

That better times lay ahead

And it would always be there to guide and uplift me

Humility visited me

And it reminded me

That I may achieve it

Not by trying to shrink myself and make myself less

But by focusing on serving the world and uplifting those around me

Kindness visited me

And it reminded me

To be more gentle, forgiving and compassionate toward myself

And those surrounding me

Confidence visited me

And it reminded me

To not conceal or suppress my gifts and talents

In order to make others feel more comfortable

But to embrace what makes me me

Focus visited me

And it reminded me

That other people’s insecurities and judgements about me

Are not my problem

And I should redirect my attention

From others back to me

Freedom visited me

And it reminded me

That no one has control over my mindset, thoughts and wellbeing

But me

And love visited me

And it reminded me

That I need not search for it in others

As it lies within me.

Tahlia Hunter

Old Healer Speaks to Soul

The old healer to the soul:

It’s not your back that hurts, but the burden.

It’s not your eyes that hurt, but injustice.

It’s not your head that hurts, it’s your thoughts.

Not the throat, but what you don’t express or what you say with anger.

Not the stomach that hurts, but what the soul does not digest.

It’s not the liver that hurts, it’s the anger.

It’s not your heart that hurts, but love.

And it is love itself that contains the most powerful medicine…

CNAs & my Blessing having had Destiny , and friends in Rehab

Destiny is on the right, and I could not have dreamed of a better caregiver , whom I plan to visit with, asap.

What a truly beautiful experience she provided , a bond created that’s normal and natural and blessed divinity .

This was posted on her wall, and I’m sure of the authenticity of these words … Earth Healing Angels ( with a few exceptions) are at risk, at work, overworked and underpaid…

Our healthcare system, must do better , be better …

Be a CNA they said. However, what they didn’t say was how fast we have to run after an exit seeking resident. Or how to deal with angry and upset residents who’s spitting in my face, scratching my arms to pieces, and hitting me in confusion. Or how to deal with a resident who’s deathly ill screaming for God to take them. Or how hard it is to deal with a resident during the holidays who never has any family come see them and they’re crying to you asking you why their family didn’t show up. Or how to juggle so many pages at one time. Or how to deal with the silent melt downs in the bathroom from the stress or losing your first resident. Or how to deal with the feeling of defeat after a long shift and wishing you could’ve done so much more but you didn’t have time to just juggle so much at once..

But I’ll tell you what. Nothing compares to joy you’ll feel when you give a resident an amazing shower and they tell you they love you just because you cleaned them. Or the bittersweet happiness you feel when residents grab you by the hand when they’re almost too weak to eat and just won’t let go of you because your presence is comforting them. Or when a resident who changes from hangry to absolutely happy from one meal just because you were there to help them eat. Or how trusted you feel the first time a resident remembers your name in a new facility when asking for certain favors. Or how important you feel when their family members ask YOU to do special favors for their loved one.

Being a cna is everything but easy. It’s exhausting, hard, emotional, aggravating, fast pace, heartbreaking and sometimes even ugly. But I can guarantee you there’s not another rewarding job such as this. I love my grouchy residents, my happy residents, my needy residents, my sad residents and even the residents who are completely dependent on the staff for their survival bc they can’t do anything for them self. Listening to these residents stories or their happiest moments, knowing they trust me with that much information is such a blessing and such a good feeling. No matter how hard my day was to deal with, how long it was, how busy it was, how it took my all that day just to get through my shift…

I absolutely love what I do. 💛

Parent : Forgive Yourself and Release your Adult Child whose unforgiving

This came in , just when I needed to hear this message the most …..

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