Not Understanding Ancestral Trauma keeps the Cycle Going … It is time for you to heal.
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Witch Facts/Truths
Annual reminder about where the ‘ugliness’ of witches comes from. That ugliness was the result of beatings and torture by animals. This is why I deplore the green face witch caricatures. 🥲
“Each year they parade her about, The traditional Halloween witch. Misshapen green face, stringy scraps of hair, A toothless mouth beneath her disfigured nose. Gnarled knobby fingers twisted into a claw protracting form. A bent and twisted torso that lurches about on wobbly legs.
Most think this is abject image to be the creation of a prejudiced mind or merely a Halloween caricature, I disagree, I believe this to be how witches were really seen.
Consider that most witches were women, were abducted in the night and smuggled into dungeons or prisons under secrecy of darkness and presented by the light of day as a confessed witch.
Few, if any saw a frightened normal looking woman being dragged into a secret room filled with instruments of torture, to be questioned until she confessed to anything that was suggested to her, and to give names or say whatever would stop the questions.
Crowds saw the aberration denounced to the world as a self-proclaimed witch. As the witch was paraded through the town, in route to be burned, hanged, drowned, stoned, or disposed of in various, horrible ways, all created to free and save her soul from her depraved body.
The jeering crowds viewed the result of hours of torture. The face, bruised and broken by countless blows, bore a hue of sickly green. The once warm and loving smile gone, replaced by a grimace of broken teeth, and torn gums that leer beneath a battered disfigured nose.
The disheveled hair conceals bleeding gaps of torn scalp from whence cruel hands had torn away the lovely tresses. Broken, twisted hands clutched the wagon for support. Fractured fingers locked like cropping claws to steady her broken body.
All semblance of humanity gone. This was truly a demon, a bride of Satan, a witch.
I revere this Halloween Witch and hold her sacred. I honor her courage and listen to her warnings of the dark side of humanity.
Each year I shed tears of respect.”
Author unknown
Suddenly you were my everything
Exactly how I felt, knowing the exquisite, love of our 1st born , triggered his Dad , and much abuse of both of us proceeded .
However I have been targeted as the “ evil “ monster , and the distortion has destroyed our mother child relationship ..
That’s not acceptable to Divine ,whose got her hands on the steering wheel and will correct the abuser , who has never heard me on the effects of his distorted acts on our children and grandchildren . So glad to have as much closure as possible on my own, and to have healed through tremendous challenges , and this clears the generational abuses and traumas .
High Hopes 2 Ways
My brain “farts” It’s been rather entente for a few days, and I’m ” riding ” it out , cloistered in my room..
when this happened ….
I have no idea from where this song popped into my head , as I received guidance this afternoon , and I had to the note the change in intensity as Frank is so damn slow.. like a real fine bourbon …. I’m not sure I heard these songs as a child , but I was totally enamored with old movies , black and white of my grandparents time ….
Frank Sinatra
High Hopes
And these guys are so intense … and WOW I recall my own intensity , and how much energy and then drugs to step out of that .
Soooo glad at this time, ,I’m calmer, quieter, having for filled many missions , and lives within lives , for slow mo.
I’ve been struggling to be in this place without so many layers but I feel closer than ever to the goal of foundational stability and security , back to order , my bed , cooking, plants , walking in grass …so many joy filled things …
My 98 Jeep needs tie bars, and I knew that from a ways back when I had my helper and it was placed down on the list , upon moving last spring etc .
So that’s an expense but it’s necessary .
I love Autumn , as a winter baby, I like the slower pace , and the brilliance of the fall of the leaves , crunchy , then soggy , muffling Mother Earth like a blanket .
Perhaps it’s a symptom of being able to choose which realm you wish to be in…
However I discern a few spirits and ancestors having free reign of my head, on occasion , mostly for good .. A nod to the generations before me , and behind me …
Panic at the Disco
High Hopes
Intergenerational trauma: How to identify it and how to start healing – The Washington Post
The idea that trauma can be passed across generations can be a difficult to grasp. But just as trauma can be passed through generations, so can resilience.
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/wellness/2023/06/12/generational-trauma-passed-healing/
The Medicalization of the American Mind – Mad In America
As I experienced the pathology of a diagnosis that was false; a cover up for Domestic, Spiritual,Emotional and financial abuse , I found myself loosing everything . Family destroyed, children ignored and after years of investment in the healing of children , I am surrendering to further investment in myself , with children who like their mother/father guide of 20 years plus , has a trauma bond , secrets, shame etc that’s predominate over healing . Ie : stuck, in denial, or desirous of my demise.
I have been toughened up enough to not show emotions , and not to invest my energies , where I’d prefer not to be any longer .
Watching on the sidelines, taking no interest in me whatsoever, living in distortions , and unforgiving . Knowing how their spirits and souls are affected , and not being heard , in any mode but shaming , blaming and disposal.
Our sons have been guided, by other mothers, wives and abusive relationships , that ” own ” them, and disallow that healing matters, due to the influence that healthy healing might have on their relationships.
Lashing out at me, years ago , requesting I commit suicide , not once but twice …setting me up to be illegally arrested …threatening me with exposure of sexual abuse , writing of these memories ,citing highly distorted experiences , 2 of 3 trying to buy my property , with no though to my future , deny the fact that healing is needed.
With knowledge and awareness of the destiny of actions and none actions , I have no choice but to release , forgive their actions/non actions , for a past , and present that is far from normal , far from love , that prefers secrets, disposal and non forgiveness , and I am assured and assuring that these shadow energies will not be my future.
My efforts to heal myself , will not be breached, of this I am sure , as everything I knew of love was attempted to be destroyed , but I held on .
My prayers for a life of spirit , of sharing experiences and wisdoms are at hand , after much effort , I know my worth , and pray for the deliverance of each child, and adult that lost their normal, natural path , due to a distorted, partner, addictive and abusive , debilitating drugging by psychiatry who have been instrumental in ” erasing families “.
Failure with my own children , who prefer status quo , has taught me well, as years of co council with young people their age , who favor me , and my wisdoms .
While that may not be my future , one on one for the drain on my energy , I will be writing , reading and moving forward unfettered by grievances, abuses etc …for that’s exactly what’s most desired ..that I give up and give in, which just isn’t realistic. Generational trauma and abuse has been resolved , I understand and respect free will, and release the painful , often horrific experiences of past , and disallow any repeats .
Dona Luna 🐸✌️😘❤️
One cause of fragility? Pathologizing our children with psychiatric diagnoses and focusing on a medical solution to life’s problems.
— Read on www.madinamerica.com/2023/05/medicalization-american-mind/
Return of the Great Cosmic Mother
After too long a time the return of the Great Cosmic Mothers
Reactions are across the board
The unhealed make takes this as a sign of war rather than a return of rightful status after the horrific atrocities against women , thus children.
It’s true in my life adversely as an effort to tag/ blame me for my evolution and to stop me at all cost in a distorted energy that deserves healing and or elimination
“The witch-burnings did not take place during the “Dark Ages,” as we commonly suppose. They occurred between the fifteenth and eighteenth centuries– precisely during and following the Renaissance, that glorious period when, as we are taught, “men’s” minds were being freed from bleakness and superstition. While Michelangelo was sculpting and Shakespeare writing, the witches were burning. The whole secular “Enlightenment,” in fact, the male professions of doctor, lawyer, judge, artist, all rose from the ashes of the destroyed women’s culture. Renaissance men were celebrating naked female beauty in their art, while women’s bodies were being tortured and burned by the hundreds of thousands all around them.” ― Monica Sjoo and Barbara Mor, The Great Cosmic Mother: Rediscovering the Religion of the Earth
Art by Eric Drooker
95% of trauma is multigenerational- Gabor Mate’
Hollow Earth
My last 20 years have brought me info like this , including oceans within our earth … I’m open to new earth being a huge change from what I now know
Ageless
My soul is ageless.
Sometimes I wake up and I’m five.
I still want to believe in magic and pixie dust…
Sometimes I wake up and I’m 15.
I have strength and I feel I can change the world…
Sometimes I wake up and I’m 30.
I step on the earth, but I know I can fly…
Sometimes I wake up and I’m 60.
I have the experience and I want to share.
Offer the tranquility and wisdom of time,
that doesn’t stop, that heals, that heals…
Sometimes I wake up and I don’t know how old I am and
nor how many passed.,,
And it’s in the soul, full of love and memories
that I feel all ages,
showing me a rich and precious life.
And that’s where I find my great treasure,
a beautiful patchwork quilt,
unique, original and that bears my signature.
And on it is written:
“LIFE!” 💕💕💕
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