Tag: trauma

2000 or so My distorted body on Psychiatric RX , blank eyes

A marriage , a grandson , were weaponized to block me after I failed to be able to help with childcare ; I was DOA .

It’s very sad to know and accept that our sons would prefer my death and that hasn’t changed in 20 years .

It’s easier

Mental Illness Awareness

In a month where Domestic Abuse is honored and Mental Health Awareness is honored , I am a 2fer.

Image how glad I am to be out of those horrific experiences and clearing the stigma and trauma does aid others .

“Mental health problems don’t define who you are. They are something you experience. You walk in the rain and you feel the rain, but you are not the rain.” — Matt Haig

Here’s a quick read on “Normalizing” the stigma of mental health https://loom.ly/i9IDXyE

#worldmentalhealthday #akuamindbody #mentalhealth #werecover #mentalhealthtreatment #anxiety #depression

www.akuamindbody.com/mental-health-awareness-week-normalizing-stigma/

Her Nightmare experience with psychiatry is sadly common .

As was mine and far too many people

I am new here. 3 years ago I was committed to a psychiatric hospital against my will and forced to take Risperdal and abused by a psychiatrist.
I had a physical illness which I now know is mold toxicity and mast cell activation syndrome (MCAS). It’s not well known in the medical community but I was able to google my symptoms early in the illness and come up with MCAS. Not sure why they couldn’t do that.

I was diagnosed as delusional, extremely mentally ill, with psychosis due to psychotic delusions all because they were too lazy to research my symptoms. I was treated like garbage and called a liar.

I couldn’t eat because of pain and bad reactions to food and got down to 77 lbs and told the psychiatrist I needed to go to the medical hospital and get a feeding tube cuz I was starving to death and she demanded “You’re not going anywhere. You just need to get up, walk down the hall, get your food and eat it.” I was in pain with several debilitating symptoms, could barely walk, had double vision and had just laid in the bed there for 10 days. My friend had to call my doctor to get me out of there.

There’s more but it’s too long. It was a nightmare. And now it’s on my FBI background check that I was involuntarily admitted to a psych hospital. I’m doing everything I can to get justice but it’s not easy. Both hospitals and the medical board won’t do anything but I have several other places to report it to.

I am livid and believe I have PTSD because of what they did to me. They should be in jail!

Child within

“The child within you holds every story and every clue to the pieces that comprise a complete and joyful life. The tiny fragments of memory from that time are portals to the poetry of the self where rhyme and reason and fun and fantasy fuse in a ramble that makes you one very precious you.”

Camilla Slater 2022

Wise Women Sisterhood with Camilla Slater

For women 45+ who are on the soul journey to the self.

Image Credit: Monica Fernandez

Generational Trauma

Generational trauma is real but what is it, exactly? Simply put, it’s trauma that’s passed down (to future generations) through families. It encompasses all the psychological effects that had impacted earlier family members. That’s why it is so important to resolve these painful issues as soon as possible so that the negative cycle stops completely. It can look like depression, PTSD, anger issues, substance abuse, anxiety, and domestic violence for example. You don’t have to go at it alone—help is out there. Here’s a quick read on generational trauma https://loom.ly/pSKzgVI

#akuamindbody #mentalhealthtreatment #addiction #werecover #walkingsober #generationaltrauma

October 2020

I spent October 2020 in a very beautiful and bare bones ” off the grid” cabin that was all I could afford .

It had a window AC , no windows to open , and a set of bunk beds and a student size refrigerator.

I had both vehicles , and ruined the struts on both !!

It was an experience I’d prefer not to ” do over” .

My total income had been garnished by a court , which was not what I read of the law . I was reduced to living off Social Security which could not be touched for about 8 weeks which blew a lot of my month to month payments . I borrowed $ 1800 from the ” groomer ” that masked his true intent to deprive me of all my property and income in a business partnership . The betrayal of his acts in 2021 was of the same energy as the past partner who has an agenda to divest me of all I possess including my life .

Birds of a feather 🪶….

Blessings & Peace ☮️

Dona Luna ❤️🙏

Oct 2021

Last October in the single wide .

The vehicle parked out front is the neighbors , 1 of 3 that had to pull in my drive way , if I were in the kitchen , living room area it was up close and shocking ( I never got used to it )

If I parked to thwart the parking of these 3 vehicles it was communicated and I had a very angry old man pound on my door complaining because my parking was interfering with the neighbors

I had no privacy in the front , and certainly not in the back where a dog was chained . His owner said he had been happily chained for 8 years . He could not fit in his dog house and used what originally was a chicken coop that belonged to the single wide.

Turned out the old man was the owner , the man who rented to me was renting and upon my discovery stated he planned to buy both properties in December 2021 . He promised to build me a deck so I could spend time outside privately on the far end of the single wide .

Before I left the owners of the property next door brought in donkeys , goats , horses etc which were real close .

The single wide was in sad shape , but I accepted that I could help my fake landlord reclaim it .

The stove was shot and replaced with what he called a ” smart stove ” and therein the burners would go from high to off without touching the dial ?!

I could not find any info on this at all !

An answer for everything but nothing based on truth or fact .

So glad to be out of that shadow play !

BottomFeeders are a reality ; even more so in todays lower energy !

Thank for the higher quality folks in my life and I’m not concerned with what karmic response awaits those who chose deception that adversely affects my quality of life .

Blessings & Peace 🎃

Dona Luna 🙏☮️