13 Indigenous Grandmothers
I was late teens , lying on the floor of Beloved’s ex listening to
Elton John , Yellow Brick Road …Buzzed , and the intensity as
I listened to this new LP, connected me in a way that was scary/good .
Having been friendly all my life , certainly stepping back from what
I did not understand as energy .. I was shy, and did not try to evoke
attention , unless I wanted to…not often ..certainly tired of challenges
to be heard and understood .
Smiling , especially with the eyes is a gift to me and I hope I give it out
I hoped to be an instrument during these challenging times and I am
as clear , my own … Mind over body …Body seems weary .
9 hours sleep last night ***
Center of our intuitive power .
Pancreas Represents the Sweetness of Life
Pancreatitis Rejection Anger Frustration, because life seems
to have lost its sweetness.
Lymph A warning that the mind needs to be recentered
on the essentials of life . Love & Joy
I was a Bird , Mary Chapin Carpenter
The winter solstice time is no longer celebrated as it once was, with the understanding that this is a period of descent and rest, of going within our homes, within ourselves and taking in all that we have been through, all that has passed in this full year which is coming to a close… like nature and the animal kingdom around us, this time of hibernation is so necessary for our tired limbs, our burdened minds.
Our modern culture teaches avoidance at a max at this time; alcohol, lights, shopping, overworking, over spending, comfort food and consumerism.
…and yet the natural tug to go inwards as nearly all creatures are doing is strong and the weather so bitter that people are left feeling that winter is hard, because for those of us without burning fires and big festive families, it can be lonely and isolating. Whereas in actual fact winter is kind, she points us in her quiet soft way towards our inner self, towards this annual time of peace and reflection, embracing the darkness and forgiving, accepting and loving embracing goodbye the past year.
Winter takes away the distractions, the buzz, and presents us with the perfect time to rest and withdraw into a womb like love, bringing fire & light to our hearth.
.. and then, just around the corner the new year will begin again, and like a seed planted deep in the earth, we will all rise with renewed energy once again to dance in the sunlight.
After a spin of news , I sense a honking dose of
Instant Karma is greeting a lot of low energy
acts, denials , inhumanities.
So whatever role chosen , fated , Karmic it’s
transforming quickly , as I am posting Mind
Games , is starting ..
Leaping forward , seeing Lennon at the Masters Table
as we call upon past present and future Wizards
to resolve human problems , earth problems
Blessings and Peace ,
Natural Time will do , parents as well..
When we simplify, we gain physical and mental space. As you decrease your child’s toys and clutter, you increase their attention and capacity for deep play.
— Read on www.greenchildmagazine.com/simplify-for-happier-calmer-kids/
My aim , my goal , was to live within nature
and that was realized , building on 3 rural
acers, within a subdivision, which had been
pasture land previously ..
Forest School helps children learn without realising it.
— Read on theconversation.com/forest-schools-how-climbing-trees-and-making-dens-can-help-children-develop-resilience-117920
Personally attest to this 110%. I am Blessed to have
been gifted Buddhism 13 years ago .
I am Blessed to be networking with gifted , teachers
who freely share , and over a year ago , I was
introduced to HZ , meditations , and more
via YouTube .. Intuition , connection and repeated
information (3) reading comments …is an
an amazing resource 🙏🏼.. has brought me Peace
and calm as circles of completion step up.
I tend to my basic needs , aware that it’s not
going to please everyone …
Liberation , in releasing , faith in awareness of
reaching those who deserve to know hope ,
that reunification after healing ; with healing
being transforming, empowering with Self
behind the wheel, mastering generations of
deeply traumatic experiences .
As it appears the world melts down , know all
is in perfect order , surrendered to the law of
the Universe prevails …Open to receive , light
armed with knowledge on so many levels
especially primal .. That of a human beings who
has had lessons of shadow , totally out of balance
and ignored by professions whose job it was
to know , better, did not .. or supported shadow .
Which ever choice , millions of children 👶🏼,
families , have experienced the adversity of
all the varied branches of a very diseased
It’s my honor to share myself with those who
wish to receive me …I urge you to further research
if anything I post resonates , for I am open to
My reality is certainly grounded in stark reality
with 1 foot in New Earth heaven , and the other
foot on Gaia , striving to ground , motivated to
locate my Earth home , leaving my tower
(2nd floor apartment ) reposing for winter
and hitting the dirt come Spring , planting
actualized , beginning yet again .
Authentic Leap Year , in real years , reaching
17, and this time , I know more truths
( Janis Ian) https://youtu.be/TNW5vL_WKok
and stepping out of the casual
sex , offered …I began my 10 th year of my
rural homeland , and celibacy , awaiting unification
of spiritual awakening with more of my tribe
totally in synch with this sacred evolutionary
I am honored to represent earth family , including
Mom and Bonnie , who held their pain deeply
and lost their lives prematurely in total
alignment with AMA , as LPNs ..
I am honored to represent both grandmothers
who , like me , were induced by psychiatric
medications, into states of mind altering,
normalcy, inducing trauma , misdiagnosed
as a mental illness.
So yes, by error after error in my personal
experience , years experience of witness
of others , including both parents , it
was necessary to leave the matrix of
AMA, APA, Behavioral Health , Psychology
The Pharmaceuticals/Chemical Corps
Hospital Corps , and I have faired so
much better .
The influx of fake information , implanting
anger,fear, hostility , Discrimination etc
only serves the shadow , so I DO, aim
Liberation is so close , the grand design rooted
in faith , that correctness would resurrect what
should , elimination of all that is no longer
serving dreams refined , of lifetimes of efforts
standing , within the present 💝, owning change .
Offering all I can , in aiding awareness and
navigation , that seeds you if it’s supposed to .
Resonates, like Gaia ‘s frequency is rather varied
these days of great change .
Buckle Up sweeties , it could be bumpy ..
Tons of FAKE – FearFul Implanting –
Personally hanging closer to my current home .
Blessings & Peace , ☮️
Doña Luna 🙏🏼🌏♥️💯