What A Narcissist will never give , Closure .

Adore this lady and her approach , is direct and born of experience

and facts .

It was noted that our timelines correspond , 11-12 years of marriage

that is not balanced to say the least . We each had 3 children

we each have officially been divorced for 20 years .

Realized long ago I did not have a marriage , only

a mask , a surrogate , normalizer ….

More over , I knew the lack of self love and self worth

as shadow that exploded, with no warning …it only

became more intense , as he worked out of town

unavailability was normal even if in house .

Detached , withdrawn silent

Death

I felt the oppression 3 months

in , but had brothers and a society/religion that is a brotherhood

that allows a feminine to serve , with minimal support ..As a caregiver

from age 14 months , which is part of my character , as I was induced

to have experiences to forge my education .

The non responsive , non responsible deeply traumatized figure , knows

deep shame , rage from cumulative sources , but targets his spouse , thus

children and will never own it …regrets will stated , always the victims

always projecting . Lacking the support, ability , desire , in denial , missing

any and all signs from Divine , that stepping from the shadow , laying

burdens down begins with truth/light …It’s an inner job , and as I witnessed

the regressive , depressive , silence for 20 years , it has intensified with my

departure from a fabricated life of smoke and mirrors ..

Completion has long since occurred , for I am not bound in twinning our sons

as he does, bound to his trauma and secrets and abuses , as too often

occurs … it is so complete that despite attempts to keep the old cycle

are ongoing , often recycling the trauma of past , has no effect .

Only attesting to the closure at hand , in matters of business , which

will clarify the intent for the Abuse continued was and is financial ..

calculating , vengeful and locked in a maze of never ending anger

rage ….I let go of any connection in 2006…over ex.

Get over our sons ? Not happening Nor is the abuse of holding them

in shadow with the poison fed them , in order to win.

However , it is their choice , mine is to step out of a matrix

of brothers and sisters who feel I am unworthy , from

their shadow perspective of self preservation above all

Nope , I was induced into energies that have denied

my place at the table , doing much harm ; I have long

since delved into my shadow , heard extensive versions

of why I didn’t deserve to live ..

Fear , anger ..being bound , silent …death of spirit ..

I have noted that , recycling until finally other

experiences brought me to review …

I did, now weary … Freed to be me ..

Respect for that energy was chipped away, as my consciousness

and fear , inherent in loosing my life , did happen .

Making sure that happened , augmented by a brother MD

I was induced into submission , witnessed by 3 young men

who deserve , as I do , to be liberated from the falsehoods

and brotherhoods that wish to have us bound forever in

trauma .. repeating this in matters of finances , veiling

some pretty deep offenses , will not carry into 2020.

Of course , there is no response but silence , negational

approaches lost , the force that demands clarity will not

be denied …©️

Thy Will Be Done ♐️👁🌏✊

Blessings & Peace 🌈🎁

Doña Luna 🥰

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The Spiral of Life: Why We Keep Coming Back to the Same Lessons Over and Over

Completion of this cycle is imperative , as is my intent , which Divine has

made clear is supported …

The Spiral of Life: Why We Keep Coming Back to the Same Lessons Over and Over
— Read on fractalenlightenment.com/40308/self-development/keep-coming-back-lessons

Declaration of the Four Sacred Things

Declaration of the Four Sacred Things
The Earth is a living, conscious being. In company with cultures of many different times and places, we name these things as sacred: air, fire, water, and earth.
Whether we see them as the breath, energy, blood, and body of the Mother, or as the blessed gifts of a Creator, or as symbols of interconnected systems that sustain life, we know that nothing can live without them.
To call these things sacred is to say that they have a value beyond their usefulness for human ends, that they themselves become the standard by which our acts, our economics, our laws, and our purposes must be judged. No one has the right to appropriate them or profit from them at the expense of others. Any government that fails to protect them forfeits its legitimacy.
All people, all living things, are part of the earth life, and so are sacred. No one of us stands higher or lower than any other. Only justice can assure balance; only ecological balance can sustain freedom. Only in freedom can that fifth sacred thing we call spirit flourish in its full diversity.
To honor the sacred is to create conditions in which nourishment, sustenance, habitat, knowledge, freedom, and beauty can thrive. To honor the sacred is to make love possible.
To this we dedicate our curiosity, our will, our courage, our silences, and our voices. To this we dedicate our lives.
–Starhawk

13 Indigenous Grandmothers

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Light wave – Shine FireFlies, GlowWorms♐️ SunSonSag💟

I’ll be back in a bit , 37 years ago today I birthed

our 3rd son.. My energy depleted , induced into

a labor that denied authentic birthdate …for business

was a defining moment , as was Ex MIL picking me

up , draining and shaming as she fed on…

Pasty next door came over with her girls , and warmed

our family room , so that vampire 🧛‍♀️, exited !

I wasn’t conscious , though my soul and spirt knew .

Retiring any fear or allowance for power that’s targeting

without responding from the balanced center …

Certain healing , has taught me strengths I’m finally

allowing …

How delicious to discover , like a Mom who lost her child

discoverers adult child has inherited her spiritual/soul

traits of high intent …

This is pretty intense , so I am going to throw together

a yummy breakfast 🍳.

As I post this at the time of his birth. Exact 11:52 am

3 sons born between 11:00/12:00 noon

Blessings 💟☮️💟

Doña Luna

Gaia report

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Jimmy Carter: Why I believe the mistreatment of women is the number one human rights abuse  | TED Talk

With his signature resolve, former US President Jimmy Carter dives into three unexpected reasons why the mistreatment of women and girls continues in so many manifestations in so many parts of the world, both developed and developing. The final reason he gives? “In general, men don’t give a damn.”
— Read on www.ted.com/talks/jimmy_carter_why_i_believe_the_mistreatment_of_women_is_the_number_one_human_rights_abuse/up-next

A Shocking Number Of Americans Know Someone Who Died Due To Unaffordable Care | HuffPost

Can’t afford or because of ..

The high costs of the U.S. health care system are killing people, a new survey concludes.
— Read on www.huffpost.com/entry/many-americans-know-someone-who-died-unaffordable-health-care_n_5dc9cfc6e4b00927b2380eb7

True cases where Husband wins despite Domestic/ChildAbuse

Amy is a young Mom of 5, who is a powerful advocate .

She began a cause ,not to medicate pregnant women

with Psychiatric RX . Amy was awarded her efforts .

For years enduring a false intent that allows ex to

have primary custody , and still coming at her for

money …

Amy is through and brilliant in her efforts .. Educated

to practice law, in Texas , she was traumatized and pregnant

years ago , failing the bar test just as Court loomed and

their 2 sons were awarded to ex… like mine never stops the

abuse , total destruct of Amy …

I’ll share her new Facebook page , towards Mother-Child Rights

also. Perhaps worthy for any parent , as rulings teach us

of court systems …

©️ Doña Luna

Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

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