Tag: love

Moon and the Sky , Sade

I discovered Sade, in the years of darkness

even in my induced addiction and trauma

that was evoked too often, feeling suspended

looking at myself from inside out. That trauma

spewed in fear, not only for myself but for our

sons..Through their eyes , I grew , with the

imbalance of a highly traumatized , silent man.

What was in my heart for him changed , I had

to step out of his nightmares , and unfortunately

became a junkie via the standards and practices

of a system whose credo is do no harm.

Much harm done is being righted , and it’s way

past time..

Just as I stand up for my rights , I have always

been inclusive . I failed . Always a failure , a mere

projection , and it’s closure to have more truths

than required , and to be ignored . However it

is my mission to stand , for Beloveds, Father’s

Brothers, Sons, Uncles , Grandfathers , whose

life long challenges to be seen, and heard , to

be abled to come from their hearts , to know

their exquisite value , and respond in responsibility

but not be the whole of anything but the vita

elements for the dance of alchemy ..

It is our right, and many have the mission of

unification on the 1st leg of Christ Conscious

humankind ” work” . I have known this since

1st grade , when Beloved Teddy moved , and

I mourned him…Dad’s work took him away

and my defense against boys was verbal.

Reasoning did not work, and so the brother

I was in charge of, responsible for split .

Already ” split ” from our trauma, a bond

of trauma, increased his mistrust of his entire

world .

Reflecting on life, includes the bother of silence

fear and anger , and I do grasp his deep emotional

states , of what I know , and my intuition , he

has never known the Moon and the Sun.

Once touched , in the deepest soul , it’s found

a home, it matters not to pack your bags .

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Flower of the Universe : Child of Mine

I have Sade’s CD and of course this song captured

My heart. Seeing the video, learning it was attached

to a movie 🎥, was a definite gift . So much so I

will watch it again. With each tear drop my heart

releases and expands . I expect and welcome this

process that I may feel all the lighter and abled

towards my missions ..

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Peace

Dark Nights of Souls , has released tears with more to

come before I wake.

Laughing / Crying , ’tis the same release… Aware that the tears

and emptiness, signal an end to old energies , and a new

beginning , as I fill in my next ” stage ” or cycle..

I have succeeded in ways, and failed in others , and so emptied

out , my body tested , and weary , I retreat to my dreams which

never fail to lift me up…

Bottom line is returning ” home” with your heart as boss,

owning the balance that gives and takes .

Thy Will Be Done

#ForeverAndEver

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Infinite

Of great importance , this song and it’s message

is constant , and a lesson in prayer and patience .

Challenges have only strengthened my heart ❤️

in awareness that Beloved is journeying, and in

Divine time will dispose of any obstacle that

should challenge a friendship that has a deep

and abiding foundation .

Heaven sent , this Beloved’s lightness of being and strength

in life that is being liberated of negatives , integrating

those fragmented parts that bring pain : transmuted within

by self love, deeply ..allowing sight and understanding of

divine feminine .

It’s a very strong nuance, that has actuality as masculine friends

call and check in..and it’s lovely to hear the peace in their hearts

and a respect for me that’s like family pride …

This song is for 1 only , unfettered , never to feel weight or

shame , liberated to soar in whatever way desires ..

setting free Beloved , patience =prayer that knowledge

that🥰 adoration has increased by every effort , for Being

Infinite ..for taking the time …😘

A Thousand Years

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Bronco-Buster Parenting: Baby Unwise – Kindred Media

It’s wonderful to witness the transformation

to attachment , rather than detached parenting

returning to simpler , more natural time ..

Ease and thus supported it’s a bond that grounds

a foundation that’s necessary to transition the bumps

and bounce that life can and will present .

Bronco-Buster Parenting: Baby Unwise – Kindred Media
— Read on kindredmedia.org/2019/01/bronco-buster-parenting-baby-unwise/

ENCHANTED LOVE: The Mystical Power of Intimate Relationships – Marianne Williamson 🤓🙏🏼

Upon reading this years ago, I grasped many nuances within

that resonated within my soul..She writes of cosmic love

and that the buzz word more commonly applied to many

unions , reunions , and even the return to self love ❤️

I read a review on another page that was more shadow than

light , referring to her statement that women must lead

is a negative ” bait” I would not honor.. in saying that , I am

sure she referred to the harmony of the energy that prefers

cooperation and peace , wellness , etc.. Like spirit that energy

knows no gender !

Totally, allowed hope upon reading this years ago, that a true

partner walked this earth , and we would find each other , and

would rise above the ” craziness” inherent in the initial process.

Healing does result , catalyzed one is championed to go within

for forgiveness, healing and love .. armed before hand , or guided

per personal needs , creates a safe environment of transforming.

Balance and self trust are restored ; as babies know naught but love

and we can hold the sweeter highlights of a life that grows all the

sweeter , with less time before us..

Time is relative, I don’t really think about it , unless forced lol.

ENCHANTED LOVE: The Mystical Power of Intimate Relationships – Marianne Williamson
— Read on marianne.com/enchanted-love-the-mystical-power-of-intimate-relationships/

Never Passing Through , Nor Repeating.. We May Never Have the Offering Again

In Spirit , I became aware of closure of a 20 year

Cycle, a 50 year cycle , and of ending generational

trauma , that I have personally reviewed in a

consciousness that says if I don’t , I must repeat

2018 energy…

Now , while it was a very teaching year, of great

importance , an imbalance rose up enough , to

not want to address it again. I have addressed it as

best I can, often met with silent energy that can be

perceived in various ways, intent on messaging

which increased my inner work, which led me to

multidimensional awareness. In peaceful surrender

I note that , in crossing over , transitioning out of negatives

and leaning into positives , I accept that there will be

changes, ie losses.

It’s a graduation Spiritually , that allows hope to motivate

me , despite fears , or lack that may nudge me in old 3D

negativity , for I have traveled far and have further yet to go.

Still my hearts awareness that one heart struggles , as did

in trust, in surrender , not acknowledging the universal

” test” that do not cease until surrendered to one’s destiny

and grand design. I understand , I support self journalism

quest in healing, self empowerment , accountability ,

responsibility , acceptance , moving forward , growth

at whatever rate , with whatever resources in what ever

mode of spirit.

Aware that a cut off exist , and turning backwards is not

an option , that stepping out of stuck, painful shadow

lacking trust and faith is difficult. Plus we want to rest,

have fun, enjoy ourself. Reward for job well done.

Unsure of what is…fear , is not enough for me to not

accept the mission, the challenge with in spirit that

closes one door and opens a multitude of others , that

I must roll with .. Love & Always and Forever is worthy

of standing for, of holding space for..Ordained , yet free

willed ..clarity would note the balance , ending competition

doubts , lack of trust , and tradition that doesn’t resonate

any longer ..

So indeed , despite the adversity, the gifts 🎁 have been amazing

Adoration I shall carry silently , deeply , as I leap towards

the trinity that is my #3 …

Seals n Croft – We May Never Pass This Way Again

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Marianne Williamson. A message for American Children

Marianne has empowered me , since she began

her career .. She was our 1st and perhaps only

ambassador of peace ..under Obama . She’s

considering running for Prez.

She is attached to humanity , A Course In Miracles

which many study ..

And from her huge heart , and enormous heart

she eloquently speaks for children .

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