Tag: abuse narcissistic behavior

The Collapsed Narcissist

I have been aware that though I explain there is no understanding in the part of folks who block me ( blocking feelings , trauma , healing ) and keep false witness to soothe their own needs .

Helping one who has done much harm and still harbors ill feelings and abusive intentions blocks my progress . It’s as if I were compliant and accepting when I’m trying balance within and out and the other is still playing games and wearing a smile throughout .

So I’ve had the force that brought change and much was not my choice and educated choices are much better in the long run .

Separating myself from all attachments to be that 3rd person ; and observing along with research ,experience and dedication to knowing myself , being true to myself and surrendering to Divine ; Thy Will Be Done ✅

Others have Free Will ; I try to provide facts and my thoughts which have repelled by children and I’m surrendered to that .

I’m dedicated to balance in my life and folks who have no agenda and show respect , and love ❤️ and trust 🎁

That’s my Heaven On Earth

My physical home , and peace to be … to cook my meals, bake and alchemy with healing natural methods . Gardening , preserving food , writing ( I’m a poet at heart ❤️) and walking , plus a pet or 2 . It’s been since 2017 since I had space that welcomed pets without a great deal of money and conditions that were not safe for me , nor a pet .

2016 I had a natural habitat for what developed 3 dogs and 2 cats ; an eviction cost me all but 1 who moved with me twice and finally died of what I believe was Lyme related .

It’s been hard but that’s part of Retaliatory Landlord Abuse .

I learned retaliatory at the hands of a master to whom I have detached from long ago .He has not received the message,not accepted that I don’t belong to him .

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Kavanaugh investigation a sham

This man examples the support of the dying system that begins early in a boys life . Don’t ask Don’t Tell. No one to confide in about sex abuse by their peers , family members or groups .

They take that to college and join fraternity to fit in ; network for life ( support for life ) often secretive experiences are blackmail material .

Same energy exist in the military . Take a vulnerable 18 year old and use all kinds of abusive training to distort any sensitivity, any responsibility which has been the life style of the 18 year . Possibly over responsible.

These social networking fraternity brothers often end up in government. This was the case with Brett and the white washing was clearly evident . He is now seated for life in a position of power , sorely lacking the character that’s worthy of such a high position .

I’ve met many of his brothers . I married his ” brother ” who I assure you , thinks me buried in his story and believes his version of events because he’s always right . Always justified . Always the authority .

It’s common with men in a distorted power struggle and women are not exempt .

I pray for the exposure , healing and eradication of these secretive societies that include the Masons which are rarely mentioned but many are members .

JFK spoke of Secret Societies .

No place in the New Earth creation for that energy .

Many Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna

www.vanityfair.com/news/2022/08/brett-kavanaugh-fbi-investigation