
Category: Parential Alienation-Child Abuse
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Message 2Men The Great Remembrance
Dear Men..
We miss you.
Deeply.
When women gather together in circles..
we tell stories of how much we long for you. Crave you.
Pray for you to rise and meet us here.
We mourn your missing presence.
In our childhoods.
In the homes we’ve built without you.
In our beds.
We hold hands and beg God to set you free from whatever keeps you from standing at our sides.
Right here.
Here In intimacy.
In integrity.
In wholeness.
In freedom.
The places where you are caught in dishonesty..
shame..
fear..
addiction..
we grieve and rage over.
We see your pain and we see your power.
We miss you.
We love you.
We can’t wait for you to come home
For the men who have..
thank you so much.
Please call your brothers..
start men’s circles..
show them the manuals.
Tell them of what you gave up.
Of your brokenness and acceptance.
Of what it truly means to take up the mantle of protector.
Please.
There aren’t enough fathers..
resources and leaders for men to sit at the feet of.
The women have tried.
We can’t do it.
The restoration must come from within the Masculine.
The Feminine cannot mother grown men into wholeness.
We cannot strap men to our backs and walk.
We tried.
We bow out.
Not gracefully.
But in mournful acceptance nonetheless.
And we will wait for you to burst free from the shackles patriarchy has placed on you.
We pray.
We pray.
We pray.
For the Great Remembrance.
~ Shade Ashani

$ Narcissistic Right to Abuse $
July 28th 2020 : Eviction Day
This was extremely traumatic
Landlords did not mind abusing and challenging any progress in my healing .
My desire for quiet , for my life that finally get on track and bear witness to progress finally buying a home .
These folks do mind being exposed for what happened factually . Calls are made to inquire why a person talked to me .
Thursday , one of em saw me in a store , came up to me and asked why I was destroying the family ?!
I asked that they move away from me and ignored this spiritual vampire .
Like I said they doing mind being evil but they do mind being found out .
My warning ignored : This is about character and I have worked very hard at rebuilding mine and there is no tolerance for anyone trying to destroy me .
* decades of being targeted prepared me for this type of energy .
I’m very Thankful to all that has allowed healing of Complex Post Traumatic Stress to the degree that I did not have have ” trigger” .
I did report it to the Sheriffs Department .
My awareness is such , that folks attacking , reveal their own experience .
I had discussed the consciousness that does not involve , agendas , financial extortion and less that healthy behaviors and environment that’s askin to the 60s New York “hood”.
Lots of crooks in this energy
Many are being exposed .
I’m just an experienced messenger !
After 12 years I’m going to find my safe place ,my home : no more lords nor ladies with agendas that have no respect for my life , the healing of my children etc
Blessings & Peace
Dona Luna

Joy
JOY
Joy does not arrive with a fanfare,
on a red carpet strewn with the flowers of a perfect life.
Joy sneaks in, as you pour a cup of coffee,
watching the sun hit your favourite tree, just right.
And you usher joy away,
because you are not ready for it.
Your house is not as it must be,
for such a distinguished guest.
But joy cares nothing for your messy home,
or your bank-balance,
or your waistline, you see.
Joy is supposed to slither through the cracks of your imperfect life,
that’s how joy works.
You cannot invite her, you can only be ready when she appears.
And hug her with meaning,
because in this very moment,
joy chose you.
Donna Ashworth
Art by Inge Löök Oy Ab

Murder of Old People
Just as COVID became a reality ,I arrived at an appointment with an healer of 9/10 years .
She sat across the room and spoke of just being contacted by our state on COVID which they were told was attributable to folks over 60 and how that was 90% of their patient load
I could not be seen or treated
I left and stopped by a local health food store where this person was in conversation with someone their age and they were less that 2 foot apart !
I have not returned to that healer and won’t for the discrimination of that day up front and very personal .
Of course I was evicted July 28
2020 and little has been “normal ” since
blog.nomorefakenews.com/2022/09/02/covid-19-is-the-murder-of-old-people-soylent-green/
Honored
Hi Dona. Thought about you as I named my newest painting. “Goddess Luna”
** Has sold !!!!
This is so chill !

The Demon In you
Spiritually and Emotionally I stepped out of the energy that to me ( even in marriage )was highly casual with no intimacy or growth.
THE DEMON IN YOU
Sexual energy is the basic energy that will strengthen the entire chakra system. Every living thing in this world needs sexual energy to survive. This is because sexual energy is the Life Energy Force of all beings.
Demons (or in layman’s language is Satan), who live in the astral realm, need sexual energy to survive. But these “beings” do not have physical bodies so they use sexual energy mentally to exist.
This demon blends in with the inner impurities in the human body, just like when you have a dirty mind full of animal lust, then your sexual energy will be attracted and held in the Basic Chakra. When sexual energy is restrained and stagnates in the Basic Chakra, then this low energy frequency becomes food for the Demons.
Lust sex (lust) is the easiest way for Demons to absorb human sexual energy which is the nutrition for their lives to grow, develop, and get stronger. So they continue to strive so that the human mind is always dirty and lustful.
They control the human mind to keep it in a low vibration, through behavior that can trigger lustful thoughts. Because lustful is their vibration.
In fact, Demons are not completely bad, they just do things that are naturally programmed according to their nature. They exist to prevent you from achieving spiritual development by keeping the energy in the lower chakras, so that it cannot transform and transmute up to the upper chakras and transcendence. Your consciousness is not developing because the focus of energy is stuck in the lower chakras.
The higher the sexual energy you have, the more they will tempt you. Then you must be able to discipline yourself to see in a perspective that goes beyond your physical and five senses.
Everything that looks, feels, sounds, smells good for you, is not necessarily good for your soul.
Demons only have one intention, which is to keep you at a low frequency so they can use your energy for their health and strength.
They will survive by continuing to consume your sexual energy (life force), just like wild animals that prey on other animals to survive.
So as long as you continue to be trapped in animal lust, or live in lower chakra consciousness, you will become the “food” of the demons and become easily manipulated through the frequency of fear in survival.
The fear of survival, the fear of being alone, the fear of death, the fear of the dark, the fear… the fear… and the fear…
Fear and lust are tools they use to control you.
When a person has mastered his fear and lust, he will be freed from the illusion of the holographic matrix which is designed to suck up your spiritual energy.
As long as your sexual energy vibrates at the base chakra, you will only create “hell” on this earth.
But when you have been able to be sexually liberated through sexual alchemy, that is, by transmuting your sexual energy into the upper chakras, from lustful love to compassion-based love, then that sexual energy will awaken your consciousness, and move up to the Crown Chakra, so that you will help build “heaven” on this earth..
️@violetflame
Tomy Tan Light 🌠🌈✨⚜️

