Grief

I had my own notion of grief.

I thought it was the sad time

That followed the death of someone you love.

And you had to push through it

To get to the other side.

But I’m learning there is no other side.

There is no pushing through.

But rather,

There is absorption.

Adjustment.

Acceptance.

And grief is not something you complete,

But rather, you endure.

Grief is not a task to finish

And move on,

But an element of yourself ,

An alteration of your being.

A new way of seeing.

A new definition of self ..

~ Gwen Flowers ~

Artist Credit : Sue Davis

Hair

My hair is still much better .

Leading up to 2020’s COVID

eviction, I was loosing an

increased hair loss . I found

out later that my hair broke

off and fell out ! The broken

off hair is about 8″ from my

scalp and can really be

irritating as it flies away;

Usually in my eyes and face

made worse by sweaty heat .

In 2021 Amanda Martin , a

Beloved , turned me on to

a generic shampoo and

conditioner for specific hair

type to combat hair loss .

I haven’t colored my hair

for over 5 years .

The result of my hair loss was

related to heavy metal

poisoning which also

occurred with prescribed

Topamax, Lithium .

I am ALLERGIC to metals .

Sharing this info with

rental property owner was

met with communication

stating I could stay until

Spring 2020. My lease had

not been offered for renewal

August 2019 and October

2019 brought the message

of ” we want you to be happy”

so know you have until Spring.

However I was far too depleted

from arsenic poisoning to

actuality do anything .

$650 rent is $1000 today

and no major remodel was

attempted .

Today receive notice and am

complimented often by women

and men on my hair .

A dear friend Jessica Kellogg

is now cutting my hair and

I acknowledge how Blessed I

am to have not lost all my hair.

I did loose dental fillings and

a 3 tooth Permeant crown/

partial and have abscesses

over both eye teeth .

Expensive treatment and

dental work lie ahead .

The owner/landlord group

won in court ; judgement

was not interested in hearing

me , my medical proof and

baggie of hair .

Time for change in landlord

tenant law and lawyers who

know these laws and

retaliatory landlord abuses

prosecuted.😈

Blessings & Peace 🙏🤘🏼

Dona Luna

Love ❤️ & Loss

Nothing you love is lost.

Not really.

Things, people , they always go away, sooner or later.

You can’t hold them, any more than you can hold moonlight.

But if they’ve touched you, if they’re inside you, then they’re still yours.

The only things you ever really have are the ones you hold inside your heart ..

~ Bruce Coville ~

Artist Credit : Shawna Erback

https://fineartamerica.com/profiles/shawna-erb

Times Up for Shadow Forces

Feeling the putrid shadow energy OUT there ; resisting any urge to engage with it .

Faith , Fall, and Foundations .

It’s Awakening to transformation to Heaven on Earth .

I’m certainly forced to rest , my budget is stretched beyond ..

The Groundhog Day effect of renting , finding my health endangered as I’m invited to shadow dance and refuse , retaliatory abuses by lords and ladies of the homes begins fast and furious . Purposely withholding leases , in masked brother or sister hood , doing a 360 and slum lording.

Law is currently compliant with the lord and ladies who have lawyers ( think ambulance chasers ) deal with the situation and hiring one is pouring money down the drain .

Change is upon us and I’m more than ready to end decades this life of abuses and previous lives as well as cellular awareness of healing blood lines , 14 generations of abuses , inherited in shadow play and challenges beyond darkest nightmares .

I believe October is the month I was removed from our family home , which was a shadow of our vision . 13 years in , I knew he was not interested in home nor hearth . 11 years in via trauma and Xanax , I descended to hell on earth and I held on to light that damn near extinguished.

That was repeated many times until I accepted time lost , sons lost , parts of me lost . Deeply grieving for decades and spending time on my own aided in my personal transformation and the varied experiences added to ancestral experiences shared beg forgiveness and healing , never to be repeated .

I’m at a place of peace and respite , my body not quite harmonic yet due to the current living conditions, ongoing struggle for my home which I feel closer to resolving .

I’m extremely grateful for my place in the world and I’m honored by the guidance and trust afforded me while I have been rejected by family and friends , which afforded me the opportunity to form relationships that support my current journey .

I’m responsible for myself and as a truth teller I must receive truths ,and that has included many masked people and many who are in distorted mental states . Witnessing and being the target of this energy is draining energetically and I surrender it to Divinity .

#ThyWillBeDone ⏰

Be Well🙏👁

Dona Luna ☮️❤️

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Access Holographic Quantum Field

Access the Holographic Quantum Field
08/24/2022

We are experiencing escalating solar activity as earth advances towards solar maximum in 2025. This past week since LionsGate has been especially intense. The annual gateway acts like a threshold point, a launching pad for new energy streams to materialize.

We experience the phenomenon like a sonic boom, an exploding force that propels us into the next level of our evolution. True to form, Lionsgate shattered another glass in my hand, as my energy hit threshold. We are currently in a system override on planet earth.

We see evidence of global thresholds bursting in intense solar flares, melting ice caps, extreme climate changes and the rising frequencies of the geo-magnetic field. The explosion of information in the global internet revolution reflects the emergence of the galactic infusion of plasma light (ether) intelligence spiraling from the galactic vortex. It is a step-by-step process of upliftment into the higher holographic realm of enlightenment. Earth is in the process of realigning with the galactic gridflux, the natural rhythm of the planets and stars in the cosmos.

As you level-up into higher awareness, the physical realm, the particle field, begins to flex and morph as a vibrant field of energy. Everything around you flows and forms in a mutable realm of dynamic creation. As you evolve and expand into quantum consciousness, you begin to witness and understand the holographic nature of reality.

Teetering in this balance point of polarized charge exists all distortion patterns and stuck emotional energy. These powerful galactic gateways trigger the release of stagnant density from the body, heart and mind. I’ve been healing and clearing layers of stored resentment and bitterness from a lifetime in the patriarchal power system. As you reach a higher threshold, the old energies unlock and release.

When LIGHT is alive and activated in the holographic mind, your visualizations are projected into the quantum field, carrying the light with them. Photon light is the carrier of consciousness, the intelligent information that particulates into physical matter. Not only does DNA absorb photon light, it emits light in bio-photon emissions to materialize your physical reality, by morphing the matrix of matter through intense light purification. Photons transfer sentient intelligence of Light Language into the DNA; it is your holographic blueprint that bridges the physical with the astral bodies. It is our path of light, illuminating our way home.

Lovingly, Meg

By Eraoflight

4 Agreements

The Four Agreements

1. Be Impeccable With Your Word

Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.

2. Don’t Take Anything Personally

Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.

3. Don’t Make Assumptions

Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

4. Always Do Your Best

Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.”

~Don Miguel Ruiz

Art | Catrin Welz-Stein

The Grace Project

So I had shared this lovely photograph of my beautiful artist friend and Grace Goddess Marianne Duquette Cuozzo… along with these fabulous words of Glennon Doyle… The post went viral… and now Facebook deleted it and said “I was going too fast”… Ugh… this platform!! Here are these fabulous words and Mariannes gorgeous photo again: “Your body is not your masterpiece — your life is.

It is suggested to us a million times a day that our BODIES are PROJECTS. They aren’t. Our lives are. Our spirituality is. Our relationships are. Our work is.

Stop spending all day obsessing, cursing, perfecting your body like it’s all you’ve got to offer the world. Your body is not your art, it’s your paintbrush. Whether your paintbrush is a tall paintbrush or a thin paintbrush or a stocky paintbrush or a scratched up paintbrush is completely irrelevant. What is relevant is that YOU HAVE A PAINTBRUSH which can be used to transfer your insides onto the canvas of your life — where others can see it and be inspired and comforted by it.

Your body is not your offering. It’s just a really amazing instrument which you can use to create your offering each day. Don’t curse your paintbrush. Don’t sit in a corner wishing you had a different paintbrush. You’re wasting time. You’ve got the one you got. Be grateful, because without it you’d have nothing with which to paint your life’s work. Your life’s work is the love you give and receive — and your body is the instrument you use to accept and offer love on your soul’s behalf. It’s a system.

We are encouraged to obsess over our instrument’s SHAPE — but our body’s shape has no effect on it’s ability to accept and offer love for us. Just none. Maybe we continue to obsess because as long we keep wringing our hands about our paintbrush shape, we don’t have to get to work painting our lives. Stop fretting. The truth is that all paintbrush shapes work just fine — and anybody who tells you different is trying to sell you something. Don’t buy. Just paint.

No wait — first, stop what you are doing and say THANK YOU to your body — right now. Say THANK YOU to your eyes for taking in the beauty of sunsets and storms and children blowing out birthday candles and say THANK YOU to your hands for writing love letters and opening doors and stirring soup and waving to strangers and say THANK YOU to your legs for walking you from danger to safety and climbing so many mountains for you.

Then pick up your instrument and start painting this day beautiful and bold and wild and free and YOU. Paint this day beautiful, bold, wild & free.”~

~Glennon Doyle, Momastery