Alcohol

I went to a play date the other day at someone’s house. Almost the moment I stepped through the front door, the mom giggled “Mimosa time!” and my body froze up.

I wasn’t prepared for this.

Most times, when I’m heading to a social gathering, I have time to prepare. I mentally prepare, I physically prepare (I always bring a kombucha with me), I emotionally prepare.

I think about what I will say when someone asks why I’m not drinking. I think about how deep I want to get in the conversation — because some days I’m ready to go there, and other days I want to talk about anything BUT that.

Today, because I was so caught off guard, I probably looked like a deer in headlights. I almost said “Yes” and thought about just pretending to sip it. But I said “Not right now, I’m good thank you” and the conversation veered to something else.

But it came up again about 15 minutes later. And again another 15 minutes later. And I was practically banging my head against the wall mentally thinking “why don’t I just tell her I don’t drink?”

But I didn’t. I was afraid she would think I wasn’t fun. I was afraid she wouldn’t want to have more play dates with me.

I read a meme yesterday that said “I determine my kids play dates by which mom I want to drink wine with”.

Being alcohol free can truly feel ostracizing. And it’s strange to think that alcohol is the only drug that we have to explain NOT using.

Time to change the narrative. Alcohol free is a choice that should not require an explanation, embarrassment or fear of condemnation. #changethenarrative

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The Great Solar Flash: A Few Facts โ€“ July 16, 2022

The Great Solar Flash: A Few Facts โ€“ July 16, 2022

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Moment In Humanity

Hopi Indian Chief White Eagle commented a few days ago on the current situation:

โ€ฒโ€ฒ This moment humanity is experiencing can be seen as a door or a hole. The decision to fall in the hole or walk through the door is up to you. If you consume the news 24 hours a day, with negative energy, constantly nervous, with pessimism, you will fall into this hole.

But if you take the opportunity to look at yourself, to rethink life and death, to take care of yourself and others, then you will walk through the portal.

Take care of your home, take care of your body. Connect with your spiritual home. When you take care of yourself, you take care of everyone at the same time.

Do not underestimate the spiritual dimension of this crisis. Take the perspective of an eagle that sees everything from above with a broader view. There is a social question in this crisis, but also a spiritual question. The two go hand in hand.

Without the social dimension we fall into fanaticism.

Without the spiritual dimension, we fall into pessimism and futility.

Are you ready to face this crisis? Grab your toolbox and use all the tools at your disposal.

Learn resistance from the example of Indian and African peoples: we have been and are exterminated. But we never stopped singing, dancing, lighting a fire and rejoicing.

Don’t feel guilty for feeling blessed in these troubled times.

Being sad or angry doesn’t help at all. Resistance is resistance through joy!

You have the right to be strong and positive. And there’s no other way to do it than to maintain a beautiful, happy, bright posture.

Has nothing to do with alienation (ignorance of the world).

It’s a resistance strategy.

When we cross the threshold, we have a new worldview because we faced our fears and difficulties. This is all you can do now:

– Serenity in the storm

– Keep calm, pray everyday

– Make a habit of meeting the sacred everyday.

Show resistance through art, joy, trust and love.

Hopi Indian Chief White Eagle

July 9th 2021

Slavery via Marriage can actualize

This is an actual extract from a sex education school textbook for

girls, printed in the early 60’s in the UK. So goodnight don’t have nightmares ๐Ÿ˜‚

When retiring to the bedroom, prepare yourself for bed as promptly as

possible. Whilst feminine hygiene is of the utmost importance, your

tired husband does not want to queue for the bathroom, as he would have to do for his train. But remember to look your best when going to bed. Try to achieve a look that is welcoming without being obvious. If you need to apply face-cream or hair-rollers wait until he is asleep as this can be shocking to a man last thing at night.

When it comes to the possibility of intimate relations with your

husband it is important to remember your marriage vows and in particular your commitment to obey him. If he feels that he needs to sleep immediately then so be it. In all things be led by your husband’s wishes; do not pressure him in any way to stimulate intimacy. Should your husband suggest congress then agree humbly all the while being mindful that a man’s satisfaction is more important than a woman’s. When he reaches his moment of fulfilment a small moan from yourself is encouraging to him and quite sufficient to indicate any enjoyment that you may have had.

Should your husband suggest any of the more unusual practices be

obedient and uncomplaining but register any reluctance by remaining silent. It is likely that your husband will then fall promptly asleep so adjust your clothing, freshen up and apply your night-time face and hair care products. You may then set the alarm so that you can arise shortly before him in the morning. This will enable you to have his morning cup of tea ready when he awakes.

No End to Life

Sharing sacred teachings…it is NOT a “doomsday prophecy”–

It is an opportunity…โ™ก

โ€œWe were told that we would see America come and go. In a sense America is dying, from within, because they forgot the instructions of how to live on earth. It’s the Hopi belief, it’s our belief, that if you are not spiritually connected to the earth, and understand the spiritual reality of how to live on earth, it’s likely that you will not make it.

Everything is spiritual, everything has a spirit, everything was brought here by the creator, the one creator. Some people call him God, some people call him Buddha, some people call him Allah, some people call him other names. We call him Tunkaschila… Grandfather.

We are here on earth only a few winters, then we go to the spirit world. The spirit world is more real than most of us believe.

The spirit world is everything. Over 95% of our body is water. In order to stay healthy you’ve got to drink good water. … Water is sacred, air is sacred.

Our DNA is made out of the same DNA as the tree, the tree breaths what we exhale, we need what the tree exhales. So we have a common destiny with the tree.

We are all from the earth, and when earth, the water, the atmosphere is corrupted, then it will create its own reaction. The mother is reacting.

In the Hopi prophecy they say the storms and floods will become greater. To me it’s not a negative thing to know that there will be great changes. It’s not negative, it’s evolution. When you look at it as evolution, it’s time, nothing stays the same.You should learn how to plant something. That is the first connection.

You should treat all things as spirit, realize that we are one family. It’s never something like the end. Its like life, there is no end to life.โ€

-Floyd Red Crow Westerman

Someone

Right now there are Tibetan Buddhist monks in a temple in the Himalayas endlessly reciting mantras for the cessation of your suffering and for the flourishing of your happiness.

Someone you haven’t met yet is already dreaming of adoring you.

Someone is writing a book that you will read in the next two years that will change how you look at life.

Nuns in the Alps are in endless vigil, praying for the Holy Spirit to alight the hearts of all of God’s children.

A farmer is looking at his organic crops and whispering, “nourish them.”

Someone wants to kiss you, to hold you, to make tea for you.

Someone is willing to lend you money, wants to know what your favorite food is, and treat you to a movie.

Someone in your orbit has something immensely valuable to give you โ€” for free.

Something is being invented this year that will change how your generation lives, communicates, heals and passes on.

The next great song is being rehearsed.

Thousands of people are in yoga classes right now intentionally sending light out from their heart chakras and wrapping it around the earth.

Millions of children are assuming that everything is amazing and will always be that way.

Someone is in profound pain, and a few months from now, they’ll be thriving like never before. From where they are, they just can’t see it .

Someone who is craving to be partnered, to be acknowledged, to arrive, will get precisely what they want โ€” and even more. And because that gift will be so fantastical in it’s reach and sweetness, it will quite magically alter their memory of angsty longing and render it all “So worth the wait.”

Someone has recently cracked open their joyous, genuine nature because they did the hard work of hauling years of oppression off of their psyche โ€” this luminous juju is floating in the ether, and is accessible to you.

Someone just this second wished for world peace, in earnest.

Some civil servant is making sure that you get your mail, and your garbage is picked up, that the trains are running on time, and that you are generally safe.

Someone is dedicating their days to protecting your civil liberties and clean drinking water.

Someone is regaining their sanity.

Someone is coming back from the dead.

Someone is genuinely forgiving the seemingly unforgivable.

Someone is curing the incurable.

You. Me. Some. One. Now.

~ Danielle LaPorte via Mary Standing Otter

ART: Caroline Maniere

Current Events Akin to Watching A BAD Movie

Upon waking from my chemically induced “slumber” I was ever more aware , super aware of who wasn’t being responsible. A very harsh lesson for me and having been a Mom of 3 , my elimination being supported or ignored blew my mind .

The latest experience in my ongoing efforts to conclude old business and indeed clear up distortions that I was made responsible for .

That makes for fear and anger and discord as no one feels any bond via blood , or need to allow clarity within a situation that has cost our family and many others .

I have had no efforts at cooperation , at ending the WAR that is individual and of liberating me from the past of death . I have no reason to rejoice , I feel no WIN and I’m keenly aware that the professionals involved are lacking in education , lacking in character or retaliatory. Retaliation is something I have been targeted with by ex and landlords who enjoy my vulnerability and their power while behaving irresponsibility and with abusive intent .

I feel I made myself clear about my intentions and delayed by many moves and economic constraints as a result of frauds that hit a peak November 23 2021. As with past legal history/experiences I was horrified by the lack of responsibility by the office who could have shut this fraudulent masked man who intended to take my income in business .

Further research indicated his strong alliance with a religion who appoints members to participate in many abusive practices.

Definitely a show and light experience which may have a few more tower moments but this definitely will bring clarity to responsible business practices and hopefully ๐Ÿ™ the desire to be authentic in all we do in more compassionate release of decades of distortions and abuses .

So as I try to live my life , regain my health and physical strength I accept more support and love than I have ever known in real time and spiritually . Peace is in my passionate heart which is wearing an earth suit that is weary but happy !

I have not looked outside myself for love โค๏ธ long enough to know the continued rejection by our sons indicates my need to allow their journey to affect me as they are someone else’s prayer.

Without climbing into the toxins well and digressing during Dec Jan Feb and March with very low funds , I allowed gratitude that I had new tires and battery and money for gas so I could sit in my car as long as my body allowed to have internet after having mine shut off Dec 14, 2021.

I did not give in to the memories of Christmas past , good , bad or horrific or dwell on the non birthday celebration in Feb .

I did realize that the end of holding space for healing other than myself was detrimental to my health and well-being and I would never be in a position to know in this extreme place , I had no offerings of even a MerryChristmas from family .

No illusions there and while it’s painful this has presented over and over again with the Divinely Blessed opening to correct and heal distortions of consciousness and normality .

Change is upon us , by force or by choice . Shadow is being exposed to light and New Earth will be a return to love and peace as it exist in the hearts and minds of enough people to make it happen. The foundation long achieved by our ancestors and elders , we are well on our way ; more are waking surpassing the 11% required to create this shift / change !!! WeGotThis!!

I have experienced challenged in my life and none deeper or more painful that the abuses that took me away from myself and my very essence of being a Mom which has more value to me that my being responsible for an adult male in WAR with himself and ignoring and refusing to do so .

Dust to Dust Ashes to Ashes is the place for these abuses , given light and honored for their many teachings ; for its PAST time to authentically know security, home , peace and joy every day instead of the combative discord that wishes to destroy me , passing me off as the enemy.

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Cosmic Mother

”But patriarchy must maintain, by force, an unnatural system. Since the supreme creator is a male, woman must be redefined as โ€œmale property,โ€ i.e., as โ€œwife.โ€ In fact the very idea of a male Creator God carries within itself the necessity for some kind of tightly controlled class-caste society. Because it is only through the creation of life through human mothers, now passive and powerless, that the male God can claim glory for himself. He cannot, he does not go through the dangerous episode of childbirth in his own person. He uses women to do it for him. Then, contrary to the truth, he claims that he is the all-mighty creator. The woman, at best, is patronized for her role as โ€œdivine housewife.โ€ โ€“Monica Sjoo & Barbara Mor, The Great Cosmic Mother

Cosmic Mother Birthing by Melissa Shemanna

The Soul Journey

The Soul Journey with Sarah Moussa

16h ยท

โ€˜๐Ÿ• ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐š๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฏ๐ข๐›๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ช๐ฎ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ก๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ข๐œ๐ฌ.

Vibration in quantum physics means everything is energy.

We are vibrant beings at certain frequencies.

Every vibration is equivalent to a feeling, and in the world of “Vibrational,” there are only two species of vibrations, positive and negative.

Any feeling makes you broadcast a vibration that can be positive or negative.

๐Ÿ๐’๐“ – * ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ฌ *

Every thought emits a frequency to the universe, and this frequency goes back to its origin, so in the case if you have negative thoughts, discouragement, sadness, anger, or fear, all this comes back to you.

This is why it is so important that you take care of the quality of your thoughts and learn how to cultivate more positive thoughts.

๐Ÿ๐“๐‡ – * ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ž๐ฌ *

The people around you directly influence your vibration frequency. You will also enter this vibration if you surround yourself with happy, positive, and determined people.

Now, if you surround yourself with people complaining, gossiping and pessimist, be careful! Indeed, they can reduce your frequency and prevent you from using the law of attraction in your favor.

๐Ÿ‘๐“๐‡ – * ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐œ *

Music is compelling.

If you only listen to music that talks about death, betrayal, sadness, and abandonment, all this will interfere with what you are feeling.

Pay attention to the lyrics of the music you listen to; it could reduce your vibration frequency. And Remember: you attract exactly what you think in your life.

๐Ÿ’๐“๐‡ – * ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐š๐ญ *

When you look at programs dealing with misfortunes, death, betrayals, etc.

Your brain accepts this as a reality and releases whole chemistry into your body, which affects your vibration frequency.

Look at things that make you feel good and help you vibrate at a higher frequency.

๐Ÿ“๐“๐‡ – * ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐š๐ญ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž *

Spending a lot of time in messy and dirty environments at home or at work will also affect your vibration frequency.

Improve what surrounds you, and organize and clean your environment.

Show the universe that you are fit to receive much more.

Take care of what you already have!

๐Ÿ”๐“๐‡ – * ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐–๐Ž๐‘๐ƒ *

It affects your vibration frequency if you claim or speak wrong about things and people.

To keep your frequency high, it is essential to eliminate the habit of complaining and bad talking about others.

To avoid drama and bullying.

Assume your responsibility for the choices of your life!

๐Ÿ•๐“๐‡ – * ๐†๐‘๐€๐“๐ˆ๐“๐”๐ƒ๐„ *

Gratitude positively affects your vibration frequency. This is a habit you should integrate now into your life.

Start to thank for everything, for the good things and what you consider evil, and for all the experiences you’ve experienced.

Gratitude opens the door for good things to happen positively in your life.โ€™

Anonymous

Repost: Shanti Penelope