The Collapsed Narcissist

I have been aware that though I explain there is no understanding in the part of folks who block me ( blocking feelings , trauma , healing ) and keep false witness to soothe their own needs .

Helping one who has done much harm and still harbors ill feelings and abusive intentions blocks my progress . It’s as if I were compliant and accepting when I’m trying balance within and out and the other is still playing games and wearing a smile throughout .

So I’ve had the force that brought change and much was not my choice and educated choices are much better in the long run .

Separating myself from all attachments to be that 3rd person ; and observing along with research ,experience and dedication to knowing myself , being true to myself and surrendering to Divine ; Thy Will Be Done ✅

Others have Free Will ; I try to provide facts and my thoughts which have repelled by children and I’m surrendered to that .

I’m dedicated to balance in my life and folks who have no agenda and show respect , and love ❤️ and trust 🎁

That’s my Heaven On Earth

My physical home , and peace to be … to cook my meals, bake and alchemy with healing natural methods . Gardening , preserving food , writing ( I’m a poet at heart ❤️) and walking , plus a pet or 2 . It’s been since 2017 since I had space that welcomed pets without a great deal of money and conditions that were not safe for me , nor a pet .

2016 I had a natural habitat for what developed 3 dogs and 2 cats ; an eviction cost me all but 1 who moved with me twice and finally died of what I believe was Lyme related .

It’s been hard but that’s part of Retaliatory Landlord Abuse .

I learned retaliatory at the hands of a master to whom I have detached from long ago .He has not received the message,not accepted that I don’t belong to him .

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Addictive states are common in those repressed in grieving 👁

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Declaration: New Earth

The ads at the beginning are not in flow with me as I’ve learned from others who bought these products in huge amounts and found the products disagreeable .

Not saying these are bad products ; I don’t know , so use your discernment and research .

It’s a beautiful day , chilly and I’m headed out to buy unsprayed apples as apples were in my childhood . I create applesauce and freeze it and it’s so good for my gut . I made tons last year and it was eaten fast and I ran out .

Blessings & Peace ☮️

Dona Luna ❤️🙏🍎

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Abandonment

“if abandonment is the core wound

the disconnection from mother

the loss of wholeness

then the most potent medicine

is this ancient commitment

to never abandon

yourself

to discover wholeness in the whole-mess

to be a loving mother

to your insides

to hold the broken bits

in warm open awareness

and to illuminate the sore places

with the light

of love.”

💙 jeff foster

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6 Planets in Retrograde ; Time For Cool Change

We have 6 Planets Retrogrades this month. That may feel like things are moving funny, or your being guided to slow down.

More then half the sky is retrograde at the same time, and during the Equinox.

Here is your Retrograde Season Survival Manual. Uranus is Retrograde until Jan 22, 2023. It’s happening in the sign of Taurus the Bull, home of the Pleiades.

This is a powerful time for making big shifts. Expect breakdowns and breakthroughs. Uranus is all about changing the world and breaking through reality.

This is shifting things with money, and our systems of money. It’s all about the changes we need to make in our lives, moving forward. Jupiter is Retrograde until Nov 23rd.

This Jupiter Retrograde is going to be in Aries and Pisces. Jupiter is in Aries now. It will shift into Pisces Oct 28th. Jupiter is a huge magnifier of energies. In a good way. It can shift your luck, and even fortune in life. Jupiter Retrograde is a time of deep spiritual growth.

It’s a time to go within so you can connect with your inner truth. It helps to activate your destiny or soul purpose. It will help you in seeing the big picture.

Neptune is Retrograde in Pisces until Dec 3rd. Be prepared to continue your swim in the deep end of the ocean. This is helping us to see through things in a deeper level. Trust your intuition right now. Saturn is Retrograde in Aquarius until Oct 23rd.

This is all about clearing karma and karmic connections, and getting real with our boundaries. Boundaries are there to protect your energy.

They are so important right now. Your meant to be clearing anything not for you right now. We have Pluto in Retrograde in Capricorn until Oct 8th. This means we are going through a huge transformation.

We move into the Underworld. That means you need to use this time to address any ways your blocking, sabotaging, or getting in the way of yourself.

Time to work on your own toxic, negative patterns, and beliefs. The Comet Chiron is Retrograde until Dec 23rd. This means a deep clearing of any emotional baggage, or unresolved trauma your still carrying.

We will be doing deep digging around in the past and healing during this transit. The root of your traumas may be coming up, to mind, or back around. Expect some major heart chakra healing, and clearing of old blocks.

We have Mercury in Retrograde. That means it’s time to rest, recharge, and restore your energy. Time to re-access how your taking care of yourself…

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