Tag: consciousness

Current Events Akin to Watching A BAD Movie

Upon waking from my chemically induced “slumber” I was ever more aware , super aware of who wasn’t being responsible. A very harsh lesson for me and having been a Mom of 3 , my elimination being supported or ignored blew my mind .

The latest experience in my ongoing efforts to conclude old business and indeed clear up distortions that I was made responsible for .

That makes for fear and anger and discord as no one feels any bond via blood , or need to allow clarity within a situation that has cost our family and many others .

I have had no efforts at cooperation , at ending the WAR that is individual and of liberating me from the past of death . I have no reason to rejoice , I feel no WIN and I’m keenly aware that the professionals involved are lacking in education , lacking in character or retaliatory. Retaliation is something I have been targeted with by ex and landlords who enjoy my vulnerability and their power while behaving irresponsibility and with abusive intent .

I feel I made myself clear about my intentions and delayed by many moves and economic constraints as a result of frauds that hit a peak November 23 2021. As with past legal history/experiences I was horrified by the lack of responsibility by the office who could have shut this fraudulent masked man who intended to take my income in business .

Further research indicated his strong alliance with a religion who appoints members to participate in many abusive practices.

Definitely a show and light experience which may have a few more tower moments but this definitely will bring clarity to responsible business practices and hopefully šŸ™ the desire to be authentic in all we do in more compassionate release of decades of distortions and abuses .

So as I try to live my life , regain my health and physical strength I accept more support and love than I have ever known in real time and spiritually . Peace is in my passionate heart which is wearing an earth suit that is weary but happy !

I have not looked outside myself for love ā¤ļø long enough to know the continued rejection by our sons indicates my need to allow their journey to affect me as they are someone else’s prayer.

Without climbing into the toxins well and digressing during Dec Jan Feb and March with very low funds , I allowed gratitude that I had new tires and battery and money for gas so I could sit in my car as long as my body allowed to have internet after having mine shut off Dec 14, 2021.

I did not give in to the memories of Christmas past , good , bad or horrific or dwell on the non birthday celebration in Feb .

I did realize that the end of holding space for healing other than myself was detrimental to my health and well-being and I would never be in a position to know in this extreme place , I had no offerings of even a MerryChristmas from family .

No illusions there and while it’s painful this has presented over and over again with the Divinely Blessed opening to correct and heal distortions of consciousness and normality .

Change is upon us , by force or by choice . Shadow is being exposed to light and New Earth will be a return to love and peace as it exist in the hearts and minds of enough people to make it happen. The foundation long achieved by our ancestors and elders , we are well on our way ; more are waking surpassing the 11% required to create this shift / change !!! WeGotThis!!

I have experienced challenged in my life and none deeper or more painful that the abuses that took me away from myself and my very essence of being a Mom which has more value to me that my being responsible for an adult male in WAR with himself and ignoring and refusing to do so .

Dust to Dust Ashes to Ashes is the place for these abuses , given light and honored for their many teachings ; for its PAST time to authentically know security, home , peace and joy every day instead of the combative discord that wishes to destroy me , passing me off as the enemy.

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Raising Vibrations

As you are shifting, growing, moving forward on your destiny road, you’re sure to realise you’re not the same person you used to be.

The things you used to tolerate, mostly to not rock the boat, despite feeling like you’re being thrown overboard, have now become intolerable.

Where you once remained quiet for benefit of all and sundry, even to your own detriment, you now speak out your truth, when you think it necessary.

Where you once battled and argued against the wind till drop down drained, you now keep your inner peace and keep being whole in surrender to sacred inner Peace, guarding your heart and health.

You are beginning to understand and appreciate the power of your voice in speaking. And in silence you learn it’s no loss, for not always voicing an opinion, because some situations simply no longer deserve your time, energy and focus.

Keep the shifting going! ā¤

A Friend ~

Woman Power

Historically the mysterious power of a womanā€™s vagina was believed to be so strong that simply possessing one equipped women with a great natural power source. In many cultures, the vagina has been revered as a powerful object; psychoanalyst GeĢza RoĢheim believed that ā€œall magic is derived directly or indirectly from the female sexual organā€,[ii] while Pliny the Elder espoused the power of the vagina in Natural History where he wrote that: ā€œThere is no limit to the marvelous powers attributed to females. For, in the first place, hailstorms, they saw, whirlwinds, and lightning even, will be scared away by a woman uncovering her body while her monthly courses are upon her. The same, too, with all other kinds of tempestuous weather; and out at sea, a storm may be lulled by a woman uncovering her body, merely, even though not menstruating at the time. . . .

In The Story of V, feminist author Catherine Blackledge collects examples where the vagina is shown to have a apotropaic effect as she recounts how a traveller in North Africa recorded lions running scared from women who were lifting their skirts, how folkloric legends from Russia advocated female genital displays as a method to stave off bear attacks, and a seventeenth century European belief that raising oneā€™s skirts could frighten off the devil himself.[v] Lions, bears and the devil represent some of the greatest fears of humanity; things that have the power to destroy humans and highlight human frailty and vulnerability, yet the mere sight of the female vagina had the power to vanquish them all.ā€

~ Dr. Emma Kumar, excerpt from Anasyrma: President Trump & The Power Of The Pussyhat

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Take Your Time : Sherrie Campbell PhD

When toxic people leave your life, or you decide to get them out of your life, you are gifted the time and space to self-reflect on what you learned and to see where you need to grow to become stronger. If you skip the self-reflection process, you will repeat your pattern of attracting toxic people into your life over and again.

Life is hard after toxic people exit because they have twisted your head in a million different directions causing you to doubt yourself and your perception of things. It takes time in self-reflection to right yourself in the direction of what you know to be the truth of your experience.

Take the proper time to heal. Take the time you need to trust that you are not and were not crazy. Take the time to recognize you were abused and in what ways you were abused. Taking this time helps you see what you need to see in others to keep yourself safe.

Trauma Bonds& Children

Did you know that we’re not the only ones who experience trauma-bonding in toxic relationships?

If you have a narcissist in your home with your children (as their parent or otherwise), they will become trauma-bonded, too.

This partly explains why many children, regardless of age, seem to “side” with the narcissistic parent. There are other reasons for this, but trauma bonding is one of the primary ones. They can’t help themselves.

I wrote an article about the damage narcissists does to children. You can read it here:

šŸ‘‰ https://bit.ly/NarcissistsDevastateChildren

Just as you have a hard time analyzing why you dislike the narcissist, but can’t seem to leave them, children are even less equipped to handle trauma-bonding and the other symptoms that arise from narcissistic abuse.

Many of the same dynamics that you experience in your relationship with the narcissist, your children are also experiencing, no matter how much you may try to shield them.

For example, if the narcissist is your partner and they constantly cheat on you, your children experience the backlash from this, as well. And not only from the narcissist, unfortunately. Think about itā€¦if you’re constantly cheated on by the narcissist, how many hours do you spend playing detective, checking out social media for proof, researching narcissism, having meltdowns in your bedroom, and chatting in the forums?

What often happens is that children are not only ignored and neglected by the narcissist, but you can’t be present with them, either, when you are constantly devastated by repeated infidelities and other relationship dramas.

But aside from that, your children become trauma-bonded to the very person you’re trying to protect them from. There’s really no way to shield them from this if there is a narcissist in the home.

Just as you become euphoric over relationship crumbs, so do children.

Just as you become devastated by the lies, so do children.

We want to believe that children are emotionally resilient, but we are now seeing the devastating effects of this old belief. Just as with us, the trauma they experience becomes deeply embedded and affects them their whole livesā€¦often leading them into their own toxic relationships as they mature and become adults.

When there is a narcissist in the home, children cannot learn what healthy love is and many of their own needs are overlooked or unnoticed. There isn’t a magical bubble that protects them from the dysfunctional dynamics of toxic relationships with dysfunctional people.

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Ready to put up an electric fence? Then (if you haven’t already), make sure you watch my free workshop on severing trauma bonds.

šŸ–„ļø https://bit.ly/7StepsBreaktheNarcissisticSpell

Always thinking of you. Xo

Kim

Struggling?

If you are struggling and feeling as if it is too difficult to go on with life here in the physical, please reconsider. when our passing over is self inflicted we don’t go to hell. Instead we experience a kind of spiritual rehab and healing. Although we are aware of the love of our loved ones on the other side, we must heal and go through a more intense soul review. Once you come into a state of deeper soul understanding you will join your loved ones.

If you are in physical body there is a purpose for your being here. Even when it makes no sense and you are suffering, your soul is choosing to be here to accelerate your ascension into a higher state of being. The more our struggle, the more potential we have to advance into a state of profound enlightenment and joy.

When we leave here through our own doing we will return in another life with the same and usually more challenging circumstances. Whatever issues pushed us to make the decision to leave needs to be met again and again, until we find within ourselves the power and love to transform.

I wish for you the presence of pure love and angelic protection. Your physical life is a blessing and gift, even when it hurts and seems so so difficult. The divine is within and surrounding you, now and forever. Allow the higher presence of love to be the healing in every circumstance in your life and in your heart, mind and soul.

New Technologies

Organ Regenerator -The Bio-Organic Machine

Via Aurora Ray

Dear sisters and brothers of planet earth, we have some fantastic news for you!

We are ready with our spaceships. We are excited about landing on your planet! We cannot predict a date but we want you to know that we are positioned and ready for it.

We are prepared to share our technologies that will help you evolve. Our first mission is to improve human health on earth with advanced technologies. Our goal is to make you healthier and happier.

The economy is strained on earth by an aging population because people’s productivity declines as they age and their reliance on the healthcare system increases. Nobody is to blame, but growing older raises the risk of developing major diseases that diminish the quality of life and are costly to treat.

So, what will our advanced technology do for older citizens? He or she will be 20 again in a matter of minutes!

This age reversal is accomplished by reprogramming the chemical markers that build up on DNA as cells age. Our technology will bring the cells back to a more youthful state, allowing them to repair and replace damaged tissue.

They’ll reclaim the energy they’ve lost. Using their experienced brains, they can perform everything with more vitality at the same time. Their mental abilities will be sharp. What they have learned throughout their lives will add value to them. If they desire, they can have children and start a new, happier family!

It is like being born again ā€“ but better. Youā€™ll be transformed to a younger body and the best part is, you wonā€™t have to go through any either. Imagine waking up and seeing your face and body look and feel as young as they did when you were in your twenties!

Not only are your hearing, vision, taste, touch, and smell restored to their youthful condition, but you are also mentally alert with a youthful outlook on life. You can live an ageless lifestyle. You can preserve your youth. You can once again enjoy all of your favorite foods. You can enjoy the wealth, style, and excitement that come with being youthful.

And we have an advanced artificial intelligence scanner.

When you lie inside a hollow cylinder, it uses over 10 different frequencies of electromagnetic waves to scan your body. Then it sends that information to a specialized supercomputer we call the correction mechanism. That computer analyses all the data and identifies any imbalances in your body. By altering specific frequency patterns, it tells your cells how to repair themselves and reestablish homeostasis. Any kind of human disease can be cured within a few minutes!

Another technology we want to share with you is the ā€˜Organ Regeneratorā€™. This is an amazing bio-organic machine that has the power to regenerate organs. Created with advanced plasma technology, it replaces damaged organs with brand new ones!

It will match the body data of a person to a Master Default Program. In it, we keep an ongoing file of human anatomy all the way to cells. and if it finds a mismatch due to an organ being removed, it will start regenerating that organ. In effect, you can regrow any part of your body.

For this, we use our 3D Bio Printer. Itā€™s easy to print out replacement organs. Everything is done automatically with its inbuilt AI. We have already stored all the data in our 3D library of anatomy, so it will print out any part you need.

You will feel completely weightless while lying on our device. It will be like floating in space! You will go through deep sleep. You will be completely relaxed. It will be a sensory deprivation experience with zero side effects.

Our advanced technologies will be a medical breakthrough that will change your views on healing and diseases. You can benefit greatly from this “Heavenly New Age Medicine” that has been hidden from the public for a very long time.

We canā€™t wait any longer. We canā€™t watch you suffer any longer. We donā€™t want you to be hurt anymore. We love you. You are our family of light and this universe cares about you.

Our mission is to empower the building of a new age of Gaia immediately with our advanced technologies.

You are the builders of a new earth where anything is possible.

The Age of light has begun. A new Earth is at hand, and it will be a happy one, a peaceful one, a joyful one, a music-filled one, and a dance-filled one!

We love you dearly.

We are your family of light.

A’HO

Aurora Ray

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