Grieving at this time

“Why Many Feel Deep Grief or Sadness”

Many have asked about the deep sadness or grief sensations, which are unrelated to personal events or clearings.

Follow this flow for a moment:

Magnetic shifts on this planet,

in her fields, and within her core, affect our bodies, emotional fields, and thoughts/ego/brain.

It is one of the root causes of

the awakening and Shift in Consciousness being a widespread, inevitable, global event.

The Higher Realms have spoken for decades about how this passage would affect the mental, emotional, and physical levels. The Ascending collective dealt with the psychological levels last year during death of the ego. We learned to prioritize balance, increase self-care, de-magnetize the egoic structures, and initiate new practices.

Emotions, which are magnetic, are a key to creating in these realms, and beyond. Emotions ascend into crystalline feeling states, consistently focused on Divine LoveLight Intelligence and Unity Consciousness: highest outcomes for all.

As Gaia’s magnetics shift to an organic crystalline operating system, we must do the same. This means the dismantling of personal and collective states which were influenced by the old control systems. This is what we are feeling in the field right now: accelerated collapse of the old ways of creating.

This is literally changing the way in which we assemble realities, from the core outward.

As Unified Crystalline Conduits of a new frequency – the return of the Christ/Kryst – through our activated and coherent Hearts, we feel the deep changes together. We sense things before they are revealed for the collective. This is purposeful; we feel it first, learn practices which assist, and support the collective as they are raised into the higher vibrational flow, anchored by the Ascending collective. We become pure conduits of Divine Service and Divine Will.

When Divine feels less-than-Divine, folks get concerned. We are more sensitive as Unity Consciousness increases; we feel the effect of revelations on the collective. Death, another key theme this year, is very present in the unified field right now. Death of the old affects our entire reality. We are One, and we feel sympathy for our fellow travelers incarnated during this profound passage of Ascension.

Another 2023 theme is an increase in the sensation of heaviness or density, which is actually transmutation of density. Heaviness in the heart, emotions, or thoughts may be felt as these structures depart our realities.

Magnetic changes shift our way of interpreting frequencies in form. It isn’t an instant flip, it is a process. Note the changes in SUNlight right now. Even the Stargate magnetics and frequencies are more refined and direct.

Some guidance for the sadness and grief:

Be a responsible creator.

Don’t suppress or delay the good work; get to it. We have multitudes of tools for emotional clearing and physical release. We are one: The more we transmute in own journey, the more it assists the collective. Do this before the Equinox trajectory shift in March.

Consistent connection with Spirit. A perfect moment to remember you are vast spiritual being. Meditate. Decree. Pray. Get out on Gaia. Activate your DNA, practice with Kryst Light, connect with the Master Crystals, journal for clarity. Get near water, a salve for the emotional fields as they shift. Meditate with your I AM Presence.

Mourn the loss of your old way of creating. Take a moment to witness, honor, and mourn the collapse. Witness it, be present with it. This helps to clear distortions from your fields.

Tap into Zero Point stillness.

This has been my saving grace.

A good place to shed the whirlwind of collective sadness, grief, and dismantling we feel in the field. An excellent practice for realigning to Divine Truth. Even a few minutes of meditation on the Heart can transmute the heaviness of density in our fields.

More time in the organic.

The division is real. Notice how scattering online activity or EMF frequencies feel right now? We don’t have to judge or reject it, just be aware of the effect on your consciousness. Scroll with intention, and pay attention to where your energy is being steered. As always, spend more of your precious journey co-creating the new, rather than getting distracted or watching the old burn.

Gather with intention. I posted about sacred travel this week, and was thrilled to see everyone’s plans for Equinoxes and Solstices this year. Gatherings are making a big comeback, and unified hearts have more power than ever in this new Light.

Unifying During the Gateway

We have witnessed the revelation and narrative shift energies increasing this week. As we exit this Stargate portal, the energy jump starts to physicalize. It will feel positive for open hearts! Use these jumps wisely, it’s a year to stay in Presence and truly learn what the power of the Kryst/Crystalline/Unity Consciousness is all about.

In this Now, send your Divine

I AM Presence your gratitude, attention, and LoveLight. Open the flow, and strengthen that connection.

~ Sandra Walter ❤️

https://www.ascensionpath.com/

Challenges towards Growth – Kim Saeed

I don’t know who needs to see this, but when you leave an abusive relationship or marriage, this isn’t the only challenge you will face. Once you’ve removed yourself from the vortex of lies and manipulation, you may begin to lose friends and family, as well. Your Church might turn on you. Relationships and situations will fall apart around your ankles.

While this is initially horrific and traumatizing, it’s actually a Phoenix process. You are leaving the realm of false narratives and denial. You are removing yourself from the program. The people and situations that hurt you will have no choice but to slowly disintegrate as you make space for your new world.

This phase may take a while, especially if you have to deal with court hearings. This is usually an entire layer of H*LL in itself.

Think of it as an update to software. The bugs are removed so your internal code can go back to normal. The software is your life, and the bugs are all the things that aren’t in alignment with your highest good.

Once this painful phase begins to acclimate, a quiet peace sets upon you. You are no longer surrounded by abusers, fakes, and ignorance. You are no longer amongst flying monkeys, minions, or fair-weathered “friends” who used to go between you and your abuser, stirring the pot. They may try, but your new reality doesn’t acknowledge them. Ideally, you’ve blocked these people out of your life so that any attempts they make to hook you back into the vortex are met with your indifference or even utter unawareness.

Your tolerance for drama and backbiting is zero. You no longer care what the ignorant are up to.

Things worth doing, things that will transform your life… may feel painful while your new world is being built. This is when you need faith in yourself. Faith in what’s in store. Faith in our Creator. This is when you need to stop looking back and, instead, put all your focus on forging your new path.

I’ve gone through many painful Phoenix processes…but what comes afterward is always worth it. Every. Single. Time.

Surrender

Obsession with going down the rabbit hole is the biggest distraction from creating the new. If we are looping the old the new cannot be birthed through us.

This is a part of the process and it will keep looping until we surrender to the fact we are the ones we have been waiting for and the distractions of the old world can be more potently used to create the new.

As I say this, for years I did this.

I was angry, mad,.and.pissed off that

I had been lie to, conditioned, and programmed.

I felt I needed to save the world until

I realized saving myself and being

the embodiment of what

I wanted to see in the world was more important than my egos need to correct and modify anything that was happening outside of me.

This is a process not an event. And everyone is playing the role they need to at this time so there is no judgement. The freedom of letting go of the old and being a part of the solution is more productive. But we need to honor everyone’s process and their role.

Basically we are either looping

the old or creating the new.

Our energy is currency and we are either feeding the energy sucking monster

I called the inverted matrix or we are creating the new creaxtrix.

The choice point is ours.

With love,

Jen Jen Reynolds aka

The Space Monkey 👽🐒

Surgery

The exploratory surgery while I had a very bad UTI and ruptured appendix procedure has me weak but able to use the urnial to the amazement of my aids ; I’m damn good at it .

Slicing and dicing my bowels is painful and I’ve not had anything for pain since arrival at Rehab which is cruel. It’s affecting my sleep and I plan to resolve it

I have weakness in my legs which others are reporting as well and have plans to do energy work as well as supplements to correct .

I’m working on increasing my insurance coverage asap which I’ve tried to do for several years

When I woke from matrix of bipolar mental illness and learned that my cobra serve was running out , my fears of a catastrophic illness or disease would challenge me .

I tried unsuccessfully to get insurance , all took my deposit and a few payments , received a pre approved medical bill and threw me out. One company didn’t even cover the state of Virginia and I found this out 3 months after waiting for an appointment with a specialist , who told me upon arrival for said appointment that ” I’m not taking new patients” !

After buying my last house and in legal battles with ex , I signed on with Anthem Blue Shield with poor credit was $3000 deposit just to sign up

My Bipolar diagnosis still in play the policy would be $1000 per month , and I had a new $1000 house payment It was very scary and when I received a bill for $3000 2 weeks after signing up ; I quit that matrix

The coverage at $1000 per month did not cover glasses or dental !

Blue Cross/ Anthem did not refund my $3000 deposit and my futile efforts to have that money returned has met nothing but dead ends .

I’m in awe of the mostly women who have cared for me and their dedication and compassion are inspiring.

They do release our current medical model is in dire need of improvement, better pay and work conditions. I have deep gratitude and respect and share my experience and cutting edge quantum healing which they seem interested in .

Teacher/Student the beat goes on and I’m aware of the lessons I’m learning and light I’m receiving and dispersing.

Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna😘❤️🥰

Spirituality

Tested time after time , my surgery and recovery are yet one more hurtle .

I’m better but have a ways to go and my faith and determination are solid .

Magical people assist me and come into my life wherever I am and I’m gratified

What falls away is supposed to to make space for what’s in my best interests now.

I used to worry what did I have to offer , what was my worth and how could I best serve ? After years of being targeted by distortions to protect unspeakable abuses , I had to learn again I am love and I bring love and not everyone has the eyes to see and the heart to accept me ❤️

This surgery has brought me to a place of comfort and peace and patience because of the very special and unique earth angels that are at the ready to stand beside me and support me and that’s beautiful; money cannot buy happiness or these bonds that are of value beyond that I have known in the past . With the exception of the Heaven on Earth I knew as a young Mom I have never known that love ; the sweetest ever and that challenges the distorted , greedy and controlling.

I know I’ll be on my own and that’s ok until the man shows up that has a hand for my back and no knives to harm me . It’s hardly a consideration now as I fight to regain my physical strength and return to my room and seek my home 🏡

Medical treatment this time around has twice opened the door to psychiatry which I politely slam shut just as I reject the common offer of chemo for 1 cancerous polyp.

# I Got This

Detox from High Conflict Families of No Love

Being raised in high conflict families, we are raised to be our own worst enemies and harshest critics. High conflict family environments do not operate from love.
These families are driven by competition, comparison and conflict. To gain any sense of peace in these toxic environments, we must go against what is in our best interest to fit in.

Cutting off from a family like this, requires going through a period of a “major detox.” We need time to detox from all the poison and brainwashing. This detox requires examining and understanding the totality and vastness of our family’s dysfunction. It requires grieving and a strong commitment to moving forward. It requires self love.

This detox period is the launching pad for the development of a healthier sense of personal power that does not include forcing, pressuring, controlling, criticizing or competing.

There are far better, and more empowering ways to do life than from the same type of dysfunction we were raised in.

Sherry Campbell PhD

Life With a Narcissistic Parental Alienator

Certainly seems alien

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Parental alienation is probably the hardest experience you will ever go through and screws you up mentally and emotionally. I know because I have been there too!

The alienating parent’s childhood trauma may have been triggered by the separation/divorce, and they fear abandonment, feeling worthless and empty, and losing control – so they rewrite the narrative, recasting all the roles. Good parent becomes bad. Victimizer becomes victim. They cling to the child/ren as the emotional attachment bonds with their spouse/partner sever.

I also know that although it was the alienator that put you onto this emotional rollercoaster, ONLY YOU can get yourself off. Every day that you sit on that ride experiencing pain, is another day that the alienator wins. It is another day that you are less able to help your children and your family.

Many of us need help to get off the rollercoaster, learning how to best support our children in ways to be more effective in dealing with alienators.

The Personal Authority 9-Step Program can start making a difference to your life in just a few weeks. DM me and start taking back control today!

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Highly Toxic Parent

At their core, the alienating parent is afraid, jealous and cannot bear to think there could be time spent, let alone love given, to anyone but themselves. Their wounded ego needs revenge, and this will be inflicted on anyone (especially a ‘target’ parent) who exposes the truth of who they are inside (often triggered by separation/divorce – it can’t be their fault). They can’t bear it. They even hide from themselves. To deal with this, they try and control everyone and everything. They rewrite the narrative. They encourage and magnify any natural discord that happens in the course of childhood with parents. The children are coercively controlled, and weaponised. They’re not allowed independent thought or any positive feelings or even memories about the ‘other’ parent. But the child/ren loved you, and they still do, they’ve just been ‘indoctrinated’ to think otherwise. Once they remove their gas mask, their toolkit of survival, they can breathe. They can live their sovereign lives as they deserve. They can reunite with you. Please see more of my posts at:

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Ancient Souls

‘When you love an Ancient Soul’

“There is a special kind of person in this world who is often misunderstood. These people tend to be the loners, the free spirits, the innocent lovers. They see the world for all they can – and should be – although the world rarely sees them.

They are the old souls, the dreamers, the people in tune with life, so intuitive of emotions that they frighten us. They frighten us not because of who they are, but because of who we are not, what we lack.

Ancient souls reach depths we cannot understand. They have a connection with God, with the Universe, with Nature, and that’s why they are the people who will change the world.

We often feel inferior, as if we have to strive to stay remotely close to their level, to be worthy of their love.

It takes a confident person to love an old soul. But it’s worth it. It will change your life.

They are romantic, they are loyal, they help us grow, they are not materialistic, they understand the deep connections in life, they are grateful, they are examples of bravery.

They walk the most painful roads of this life, and yet somehow they find the courage to smile. Of being selfless. Support others. Loving an old soul and being loved by it is a gift from the Universe!”

— Louisa Fletcher

Art | Ellen Uytewaal