Tag: survivors

Man o War

This is perfectly apt highly descriptive

A man at war with himself will wage it on the woman who loves him.
He’ll distrust her kindness, not because she’s unworthy, but because he can’t believe he’s worthy of it. Her care will feel suffocating, her patience like pity—not because she’s done wrong, but because he can’t reconcile his own brokenness.
He’ll pick at her confidence, resent her warmth, and mistake her love for a debt he can’t repay. His silence will bruise, his distance will confuse, and his unresolved pain will leak into every conversation.
No amount of her love can heal what he won’t face. Until he confronts his shadows, he’ll keep drowning her light in the chaos of his unhealed wounds.
Because love—no matter how pure—can’t fix someone who refuses to meet themselves in the mirror.

Narcissist stay with partner they hate

He walked out , to be happy . Immediately openly dating his new supply , he paid household bills and was in no hurry to start divorce proceedings or even a legal separation .

So I began looking and like many women left crying at the legal system.

I filed ,with truthful charges ,which were altered to no fault and offered that we had a prenuptial agreement.

Not do

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The truth is rising

Over the past few days, something big shifted. You may not have language for it yet, but your body knows. Your spirit knows. Your nervous system knows. What’s happening right now isn’t chaos… it’s alignment.

We’ve passed through a massive energetic window (June 3–6) where solar flares, planetary alignments, and timeline collapses triggered a full mirror reversal in the collective field.

What does that mean?

It means the inner work many of us have been doing for years is no longer just personal… it’s planetary.

It’s no longer about how much you’ve healed. It’s about how much you can embody.

The world is starting to reflect that back now. More truth. More clarity.

Less tolerance for fake smiles and spiritual bypassing.

Here’s what you might be feeling…

• A deep pull to slow down

• Sudden disinterest in distractions or shallow conversations

•The urge to ground into something real… nature, body, breath, stillness

• A strange sense of peace in the middle of the madness

You’re not broken. You’re not lost.

You’re just done pretending. And you’re not alone.

Thousands… maybe millions… are stepping into this new frequency quietly. Not with fireworks, but with deep presence.

We’re not here to save the world.

We’re here to become the world that no longer needs saving. Take care of your nervous system. Drink more water.Take off your shoes and feel the Earth. Speak only what’s true. And remember… just because the storm is loud… doesn’t mean it has power over you.

The flip has happened. Now… walk like you remember.

– ZF 🔥

~ Zachary Fisher

Alienation & extended Famlies

“We often talk about how alienation cuts off one relationship. But in reality the truth is, it severs an entire family line. It has no mercy as it leaves parents without their children. It also leaves grandparents sitting by their windows, flipping through old photo albums, wondering what they did to deserve this treatment.

Remembering all those bedtime hugs, the silly stories, and backyard adventures that came to such a sudden end.If you ask any alienated grandparent, they’ll likely say: “I never thought I’d ever become a stranger to the child I once held in my arms as a baby.”

Now, ask the parents, and most of them will tell you: “I never imagined my own mother or father would lose their grandchild because someone I once trusted decided to destroy everything because of me.”

The saddest part? The alienator isn’t satified with severing just one bond—they tear through entire generations. They conciously choose to rewrite the family story. They turn family closeness into distance, and loving memories into something that hurts too much to remember.

Still, both the parents and grandparents hold on. They keep the birthday cards safely tucked away in drawers. In their mind’s eye, they remember the favorite colors, or the silly sayings, and the way a child’s head once rested under their chin.

Just like the parents who still hear the words, “I love you, Dad,” or, “Don’t let me go, Mom.”

For those living through this, you know that this pain doesn’t just come and go. Instead, it follows you everywhere. Into the grocery store, where another child looks just like yours. Into every holiday season, where an empty chair sits at the table. Even into your nightly dreams, where the reunion plays out perfectly, until you wake up to the same numbing silence you’ve been carrying for months, and sometimes years.

Yet… we still hope. That’s what so many don’t understand. Even after all the unanswered calls, all the doors that were slammed shut on us, all the letters marked “Return to Sender,” we still hope.

We hold onto the possibility of one more chance.

One more knock on the door.

One more opportunity to say, “I never stopped loving you.”

To the alienated grandparents out there, I want to say this: You’re not forgotten. The grief you feel is real. Your love still matters. That special place you held in your grandchild’s life should never have been taken from you.To the parents who are still hanging on: Don’t ever let go.

You’re not weak for caring. You’re certainly not foolish for loving. After all, you’re a parent, and that’s what we do.

To those reading this who’ve never lived through this kind of emotional torture: Please know this kind of silence doesn’t happen by accident. It’s designed.. It’s the product of manipulation, control, and the belief that love should have limits. Maybe one day, the door will open again. Maybe a child, or a grandchild will ask the question that begins to undo all the lies that were told.”

Until then, we wait in the wings… together

✍️ David Shubert

Not who she used to be

She’s not crazy… she was abused.

She learned how to stay quiet in rooms where she should’ve been protected. She learned how to survive in love that felt more like a battlefield.

She’s not irrational…. she’s carrying pain that no one ever apologized for. The kind of pain that teaches you to question your own reality, just because someone else wanted control over it.

She’s not stupid… she was manipulated.

There’s a difference. Love-bombed, gaslit, lied to, twisted up in someone else’s brokenness. She believed words over patterns because she wanted to believe.

She was taught that love meant enduring…. so she endured. She was told it was all in her head, when really, it was all in his hands. The control, the silence, the guilt. That wasn’t stupidity. That was hope…. weaponized.

She’s not shy… she’s protecting herself.

She doesn’t trust easily anymore. She’s guarded, not because she wants to be cold, but because warmth once betrayed her. She’s quiet because her voice was once ignored. She’s observing, calculating, studying who is safe and who just pretends to be. Her silence is her shield…. not her flaw.

She’s not bitter… she’s speaking the truth.

Calling out what happened isn’t bitterness. It’s bravery. Naming the pain is healing. Holding people accountable is not holding onto hate… it’s refusing to sugarcoat the damage.

She’s not angry, she’s awake. And she’s done shrinking herself to make other people comfortable with their own wrongdoings. She’s not stuck in the past… she’s been damaged.

Trauma doesn’t live on a calendar. Healing isn’t linear. Sometimes the memory of pain walks right back into her day, uninvited. She’s not “dwelling,” she’s rebuilding. You can’t rush a heart back to wholeness. Not when it was shattered by the very hands that once held it.

She’s not delusional… she lived a nightmare.

The kind of nightmare that smiles in public and destroys you in private. The kind that no one believed because he looked charming and she looked tired. She’s not exaggerating…. she endured. She’s not dramatic…. she survived.

She’s not weak… she was trusting.

She gave people the benefit of the doubt. She believed love was enough. She forgave more than she should’ve, stayed longer than she deserved to, and loved harder than she was loved in return. That’s not weakness…. that’s humanity. She wore her heart on her sleeve in a world that keeps trying to rip it off.

She’s not giving up…

She’s healing. 💜

And that healing? It’s messy. It’s loud sometimes, and silent at others. It looks like pulling back. It looks like losing friends. It looks like crying in the shower and smiling at strangers. But it’s real. And it’s happening.

So don’t mislabel her process. Don’t mistake her silence for surrender or her tears for defeat. She’s not broken…. she’s becoming. Stronger. Softer. Smarter. Wiser. Louder. More careful. More powerful.

She’s not who she used to be… and that’s a good thing.

Identity Awakening

To The Ascension LightWorker Collective : After the Intense 6-6 portal activation energy, and major planetary placement changes the physical body may experience these profound energy shifts, causing a range of ascension symptoms . They can also be known as energetic hangovers .

These energetic hangover Ascension symptoms include internal buzzing, vivid dreams/nightmares, brain fog, poor memory/focus, anxiety/feeling overwhelmed, crankiness/irritability, gritty eyes/eye strain, depression, needing to isolate, mood swings/overly emotional, argumentative/triggered behaviours, fatigue, headaches/migraines, heightened intuition/psychic insights, increased or decreased energy, afternoon slump, high energy at night, and changes in appetite.

In these particular ascension stages. You Are not having an identity crisis. You are Having an identity awakening. You are not overreacting. You are re-experiencing the True Self. To discover the true self you must Be willing to lose who you thought you were.

Ascending souls it’s now about letting go of things that are falling apart because holding onto them can lead to deeper inner confusion. Allow them to be removed so that you can create a clearer plan of purposeful action. Wisdom in all things will always bring in clarity, enlightenment, and transformation.

Opening your mind and embracing the knowledge being imparted to you while releasing what no longer serves you into the earth. Trust your higher guides your light team and merge with the ancient wisdom of your soul, which is revealing what has been hidden for a very long time. This significant awakening will bring in independence in self thinking , change, and forward momentum. Having faith and trusting that everything is unfolding for your highest good and in perfect divine timing.

Duality and spiritual warfare: there are established rules that are governed by Universal laws. Any schemes intended to harm humanity will ultimately be transformed for our highest good with a much better outcome than expected .

Starseeds remain mindful of who you share your personal energy with, as this involves blending your auric field energy with that of another person. These significant connections, even those that may seem insignificant, often leave strong spiritual traces, and imprints .

The more frequently you interact personally with someone, the more profound the relationship and the more their aura becomes intertwined with your own. When you choose to enmesh and entangle with those in a lower conscious mind set, it will ultimately impact your path, it has a profound negative effect for the internal structures, having to later restabalise the auric and energy fields . You become like the people you choose to be with because of energy transfer , this will feel extremely debilitating when you are attempting to authentically ascend, internal alarm bells in the system are the warning signs to look out for .

WHEN YOU ARE NOT GETTING WHAT YOU NEED FROM ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP

YOUR BODY WILL ALWAYS TELL YOU

People may assume your gentleness must have come from an easy life. They don’t know you walked through the darkness and shadows alone, transforming pain into its highest power, wounds into wisdom, the mistreatment of others into healthier boundaries, and any generational misgivings into lineage spiritual wealth and blessings.

June to August will bring intense energies pushing for inner change and self transformation, leading to unexpected or sometimes uncomfortable situations if you have been denying your true self or holding onto unhealthy attachments these issues may soon arise.

Many ascending will awaken to new gifts, talents, and abilities from Akashic past lives, offering fresh opportunities to shift into a new energetic space. During this time many will integrate these newfound abilities and have the opportunity to change life for the better. It’s a crossroads moment where the ascending decide whether to repeat old lessons or leverage their accumulated gifts for soul growth by moving in a totally new direction.

No matter what challenges arise in the weeks ahead, whether on an individual level or a global scale, always remember that YOU HOLD THE KEY. See through any distractions and have faith that the inner divinity within is guiding you towards your destined path. When uncertain, take a moment to quiet the mind, dropping into the heart space, for within the stillness of self resides all truth. You hold the answers and have the power to lead yourself through this next phase of humanity’s evolution .

During this ascension window the process of merging all our different versions across timelines and realities into one is accelerating and intensifying. We exist in various dimensions based on our conscious choices and decisions, the discomfort some are feeling is from rapidly integrating these diverse versions of the self.

This amalgamation is necessary, even though some versions resist. As we unify these aspects of ourselves spread across timelines, we become more grounded and less hologram like, transitioning from shifting between realities to being fully present in one physical body, one timeline, and one reality.

As you surrender control and allow things to unfold naturally, your journey will lead you towards a more peaceful path. Trusting the Universe will bring about a sense of calmness and serenity, guiding you towards smoother, more manageable waters. This shift in your destiny will allow for greater peace in your life.

The Universe is not making you wait, rather preparing you to receive and achieve beyond your own expectations. Your struggles were actually blessings that helped harness your growth and lead you to your higher calling. Through the process of discovering yourself, you continue to experience breakthrough after breakthrough on your path towards awakening. Your energetic wings are beginning to unfold it’s important to keep things real, light and remain positive.

Your incredible work with uplifting your energy and mindset is paying off .Even if you don’t see all the changes happening in a tangible way as yet, know that things are re-aligning behind the scenes to your advantage. Your timelines and upcoming experiences are shifting into a higher state as a result of your positive intentions and committed inner work.

In Loving and Devoted Ascension service

by Ascension LightWorkers.