Tag: trauma

Dads

This picture was taken in 2003

Crosson was born on June 19th

Today he 19

Dad treated us to a meal at

K&W

As Fathers , I have not been

privy to parenting .

I last saw Crosson when Dad

passed in 2012.

I have known scant visits with

2 local grandchildren.

2 grandsons ; I have never

met .

Distortions abound

No one wants to participate in

facts , nor healing.

I was still medicated, notice

the blank look .

It was a celebration , I was part

of the baby sitting team for

Crosson , who was my catalysis

to exit the matrix of

psychiatric abuse , denying

Domestic Abuse that is still

high conflict, extremely

malignant.

Happy Birthday Crosson V

Love Nona

5 Reasons NPD cheat

I was aware of this possibility 3 months into marriage .

I had no idea how extensive it was , given his stories were attributed to friends …

When I was in the throes of psychiatric help, a younger sibling told me of intimacy with him. He excused himself saying her body reminded him of mine before our sons .

He claimed to be glad that she told me .

I have reason to believe that relationship went deeper than the attempt to seduce her as she claimed , for varied reasons including competition and envy .

I no longer allow that energy or her distortion of my every word or manipulation that creates the illusion that she takes my thoughts twisting them into her feelings/ ideas etc

Lately she has tried to blasphemy me in my life style and backed the distortions of a person in crisis , which allowed me to review 4 decades of secrets and lies .

She said my years of psychiatric abuse were too painful, knowing not what to do , she did nothing

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Not everyone heals their trauma

Not everyone will heal in this lifetime.
It’s important that we accept and understand this.
The perpetual emphasis on acknowledging and healing trauma is a beautiful thing, but its not for everyone. Because some of us don’t have the capacity to heal. Some can’t even get out of bed, because of the weight of their pain and the complexity of their trauma.
Too much has happened, and there is no possibility of transformation. This is very hard to accept in our toxic positivity culture, one where trauma is the new buzz word and where people forget that they are not walking in someone’s else’s shoes. Just because you were able to heal parts of your past, doesn’t mean everyone can heal parts of theirs.
We have all lived in a trauma inducing culture.
Some of us didn’t make it through in one piece. That’s a fact. And if we can just accept this, and honor and comfort them as they are without any effort to ‘heal’ them, we actually stand a chance of co-creating the kind of trauma-sensitive world that avoids this level of suffering altogether. Because trauma is perpetuated by insensitivity. Our tendency to turn a blind eye to the truth of people’s suffering, to shame them for not healing, to blame it on their karma and their choices, is precisely the dissociative consciousness that perpetuates the trauma cycle. You want to help, but you just make it worse. Better to accept people right where they are. Better to provide comfort to the fallen ones. That alone will heal the world ..

an excerpt from ‘Hearticulations’ by Jeff Brown

Artist Lindy Longhurst