I was aware of this possibility 3 months into marriage .
I had no idea how extensive it was , given his stories were attributed to friends …
When I was in the throes of psychiatric help, a younger sibling told me of intimacy with him. He excused himself saying her body reminded him of mine before our sons .
He claimed to be glad that she told me .
I have reason to believe that relationship went deeper than the attempt to seduce her as she claimed , for varied reasons including competition and envy .
I no longer allow that energy or her distortion of my every word or manipulation that creates the illusion that she takes my thoughts twisting them into her feelings/ ideas etc
Lately she has tried to blasphemy me in my life style and backed the distortions of a person in crisis , which allowed me to review 4 decades of secrets and lies .
She said my years of psychiatric abuse were too painful, knowing not what to do , she did nothing
It is well know that trauma distorts the brain in shape
etc ..abuse \trauma as well..
I personally walked back a lot , for years accessing
memories and asking for help from family after waking
from 13 years of induced mental illness. I had lots of
time for this as years rolled by and and all was forgiven
and excused , psychiatric drugs adversely effected other
family members and children, but denial continued .
I had much memory come back , and over the years of
emesshment in someone else’s trauma,/ drama and
opinion , being targeted for daring to speak truth , to be
spiritual, to be responsible for everything and everybody
and be targeted for failing to serve the family , as I’ve
been told cost me rights with 2 innocent grandchildren .
This family code was forced , I was lulled , I fell in line to
a point and have found myself accused of all manner of
attrosities . Lots of details I cannot share at this time .
I have asked questions , studied , been counciled, isolate
from folks in huge increments of time to learn all I could
and I totally understand the dynamics of traumatic
memory etc , and denial of such has side effects . I made
many errors , in addiction to psychiatric drugs but I
might be a street addict for the judgements made and
carried out and judged for lack of awareness or other
The results cost children of healthy parents by legal
lethal addictions and stressors of being somebody are
erasing families .
Blessings & Peace
I post this , laughing my head off at her very accurate
depiction of current energy ..I cannot share all that’s
recalibrating in my life , no fear as the unfolding
is confirmation and validation that ” Thy Will Is Done ”
and I know my worth and my will . I have support
and respect that has been building for 11 years
and yes I know I am in presence of many heavenly
bodies , and it’s my joy 💖 to share myself enough
to shine the light , the truth …their way is their
My fellow Pisces , I share my love 💕 and support
for you and pray for your restored energies and urge
you to rest and self nurture .
#11 is mentioned a lot , how exciting …Taking back
the magic of the number 11!
Eldest son , born 3/11 @ 11.11 and I seemed to be
the only one who had an awareness of the unique
timing my 1st born , a beautiful gift , an ” old soul”
to my 2/29 birthday , we were bonded oh high .
That was severed by psychiatry and a partner in
a state of distortion .
It’s being corrected , as Thy Will Is Done .
I have great faith and awareness born of many
influences that failed to take me from love and
Blessings & Peace ,
Thy will was done , in as this movie revealed
relationship lessons of infidelity, breeching the
Contract of Spirit and Universal Law , which profits
the industry of laws that do much harm to families .
A very extreme and harsh lesson, I have heard and read
such horrors of traumatic experiences .
Unnoticed , Unheard ,Unhealed
That healing is happening in mass 🐸🙏💯❤️💜💖✌️🌟☮️
Blessings & Much Peace 😘
This is a year old , and though my state does not has
not addressed this, and I can and will add supporters
and vision that addresses family in a consciousness
that is demanded for thriving, instead of serving .
Creating a safe foundation where each member is heard
seen , and knows they matter …it’s happening in greater
numbers that ever ..
Blessings & Peace,
Despite growing evidence that abusers often use custody battles to retain control over their former spouses, Congress is still punting on basic protections for survivors.
— Read on psmag.com/