There are men who come in to repair

And then they make their early diagnosis.

They look at you and detect you.

They land in your little world like Columbus in America. But they don’t conquer you. They don’t plunder you. They don’t even deceive you.

They only bring love in pots. And they do what they have to do for you. For your soul. For your pain.

Because you wanted to find something else in life. Some men know. I still don’t know. I haven’t suspected it yet.

Even without being fully aware of their importance. They know with a different wisdom. They smile with different smiles.

They speak in different words. They work magic. There are men like that. I swear to you. I’ve seen them. I know them. I watch them play.

From afar or up close. I admire them. Sometimes I let myself be excited by them. Because they hold art in their hands. They open you up. And you don’t suspect anything for a second.

Because they are friends. But they are not ordinary friends. They are strange friends. They are friends from elsewhere. They are companions of stars.

They arrive. They do. They say. Look. Come. They won’t always love you. They won’t always love you the way you want them to love you.

You won’t always love them the way they want you to love them. It’s something else. Something else. They will arrive to fulfill their destiny.

They will arrive to improve your life for a while. To do you a favor for a while. To make a pact. Because they are something else.

Deeper. Stranger. More capable of staying inside you. Because these men will live in those places where you let no one in. Because you will remain in them like a girl gazing at the sea on the beach at night.

There are men who come to repair the women who repair. Because they were born for that. To heal those who heal.

To heal those who heal. Because we are partners. Beloved. Lovers. In love.

And when two such lovely companions cross paths, meet, entwine, love each other in their own way, the universe celebrates.

The universe thanks you, and so do you.

No ordinary Love ❤️

Sade

I discovered Sade while drugged via psychiatry…ala the ” chemical

straightjacket ” and she helped keep the flame of love alive , while

my reality was of the disposal process , of a highly disinterested,

disturbed , detached , depressive person who had dumped all his

shadow on me and one of our children .

Like a light in the dark , a flickering flame , heart knowing that I

would know that love . That light became brighter and brighter as

After having the mother load of trauma , while still shedding decades

and pre birth trauma come all at once , without a single soul being

aware ; a gal befriended me and showed me the female version of

narcissism…It took a while but man, I walked away from that situation

with no regrets . It was an invaluable teaching experience.

I had to learn to roll through my feelings and traumatic memories, to

go within .. That was driven to move to the mountains that brought me

a slower pace , but first I had to slow my mind down …The pace of city

life was a challenge that had to be eliminated .

That accomplished , my normal Pisces mind can ‘roam’ as it were and

I own that , and try to not be overly excited as I was years ago and

it didn’t turn out well…

Thy Will Be Done ..

I have known I had to clear the tragedy and trauma of my family

and I have had to leave that to Divine Love , who know their hearts

and their horror , what they feel… I will trust that healing , for them

will allow healing on a comfortable degree with mother & child .

Today , messaging is of love ❤️…and I had this in mail, and thought

of this song , so anchoring in my world of horrors , and dissolutions .

I had to be able to roll through

Angel message :

https://youtu.be/AXenZU3XLIk?si=Hg3Ia4VDISxCYUP5

Sade,

No ordinary love ❤️

https://youtu.be/_WcWHZc8s2I?si=cEYJjeAub_w0VuVW

youtube.com/watch

Honestly is essential for Intimacy – Sherrie Campbell PhD

Totally is for me , and that’s an absolute …

Not sorry either .. It’s sadly been MIA from far too many relationships ..

Because honesty is the highest form of intimacy, it makes sense why peaceful connections don’t occur in highly dysfunctional family systems. There is zero honesty. These families are plagued with lies, selfishness, false narratives, divide-and-conquer gang-ups and scapegoating. There is no love, just demands.

Without honesty, no one is safe aside from the most dominate toxic person/people. They force the entire system to function around their dysfunction by inducing fears of rejection in all other members.

In these families, what is valued by the most toxic person isn’t connection, but control. Control and being able to manipulate everyone else to follow along like sheep is intoxicating to them. Honesty could never bring them this type of satisfaction in the ways they crave. This is a sick system, and you have every right to liberate yourself from it .

I had this picture hanging in my bedroom , and she brought me so much joy 😊❤️

Friendship Is

FRIENDSHIP IS

Knowing that someone will be there when you lose,
when you fall,
when you snort ugly tears.

Friendship is knowing they will ask you twice,
‘how are you, really?’
And they will not accept your answer of fine,
when you are anything but.

Friendship is showing up for the worst of times,
as well as the best,
and knowing which one is the most important.

Friendship is building another’s self-esteem,
realising the gift they have given you by allowing you to do so,
and never using that gift for anything but good.

Friendship is every colour of the rainbow and all the hues in between.
The good, the bad, the ugly, the glorious, the beloved and the brilliant.

Friendship is hanging on when that person is cocooned,
waiting for them to re-emerge,
ready to accept their changes,
knowing they are still the same, to you.

Friendship is a gift, a blessing, a joy.

Be the friend you seek to have.
And be that friend to yourself too.

Donna Ashworth
From ‘I Wish I knew’ : https://amzn.to/3JVMJlZ

Art by Kürti Andrea #kurtiandreaart

Bella Luna – No walking it backwards ; Upgrades

I have received so much guidance on this that I know I must

release , more from my life , and accept that it could be forever .

Hardly supportive , positive or healing , much the opposite , and

noting words , with no action has been the response for 45 years

much to the harm done to my soul …it does rot the faith in

healing, growth and moving forward , consciously. . To the better

outcome for each individual. So I am Thankful

for all that got me here , I forgive and surrender to not walking

the path of spiritual enlightenment with everyone , but given the

light in regards to the past , of facts that I cannot and will not hold in

meaning anymore than they did . Revelation was and is and always

will be , that my role as wife and mother were my reality in a past that

exposed Hell on Earth , and ongoing effort to hold me there and or

eliminate , my truth , time after time ….I am surrendered to not

needing or desiring repeating or experiencing the words them in

the shadow… I recall the experience , was stuck for a long time ,

challenged on many levels , but I stayed focused , in between

In between challenges , that entertained the “ committee “

who ate “ too busy “ and “ not interested” to care , for over 20 years.

Over 24 years

Was it reality before that .? I thought so, I have even experienced

attempts by them to draw close , but then it’s gone, poof .

Forgiving them , frees me up, so creating more opportunities for

challenges , are put out there , and occasionally hit , UNTIL , I say

NO.

This is me saying NO..

Many years, fears, and tears brought me here, with the feeling all

my life , was I deserve better, indeed to be heard , to be seen , to

know I matter..

At the behest of Divine , and at the disturbance of “ blockers” ( who will

comprehend , justice , very soon ) to move forward , completion of

these challenging years , my dreams take root .

And I am ever ready, for the 110% peace ✌️peace, and rest that is

a major part of my personal dream…

I don’t hate them, perhaps all of this was Karmic, but understanding

all the drama and trauma that I encountered , grew my strength , self

love, self forgiveness , and discernment .

Absolutely, not walking it back…. Love our kiddos , wish the best for

the ex, and those who have tried to negatively influence my life

but as I watched , in anger sometimes, fear , or even “ what the

fuck” I witnessed the karmic lesson that was gonna find them

and how , and I didn’t want that… no revenge , just settling up

I had to accept the Free Will , and my efforts to assist them, would

not benefit my progress.

So , I release, surrender , let go… I proceed with the clearing of financial

, contracts etc ..business , but 2023 has brought me to this place

that has been seeded many years, so much loss and delay , but

so happy that Spiritually , I did not fail , and I’m assured I need not do

or say more , or hold anger , because justice is coming , not my choice

but no longer to be denied , due to Universal Law .

I let it Be …

I don’t participate

End Game 👍🔥🎁 which is not my thing … tricks and games are for

Kiddo

As was stated by our child, “All this to make you grow up “

Thank you 🙏🏼 child .. it’s an inside out job, and indeed entirely my job to do.

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna 🐸☀️🌞

Healthy Holy Man

WHEN A HOLY MAN WALKS INTO YOUR LIFE.

You will be confused, at first it will seem selfless or not very intense. You would think there’s something off about him, or that you’re not the center of his attention.

When a sane man comes to you, he’s not going to put you in a state of delirium and demand, he won’t demand attention and he won’t harass and control you.

When you attract a healthy man, they will have some things in common, but he’s not going to make the effort to love you and be nice all the time, he’s going to show for himself.

When a healthy man comes to you, he shares his peace and calm with you, he includes you in his life without training you and he respects your time.

He will show you who he is instantly, the masks won’t come off after a few months that will confuse you.

He will not waste space, he will listen to your silences and know your cycles.

When you attract a healthy man, only then will you know you’ve broken the repetitive pattern of attracting toxicity and violence, and you’ll know you’ve healed what was broken inside you.

Wish you all the things you deserve.