Tag: Children
Best Homemade Electrolyte Drink
I am very easily dehydrated and am there now , as weak as I’ve ever been. Flash backs to the psychiatric drugged years when in family , no one noticed or cared , falling in alignment with partner-abuser . I went in and out of believing I wasn’t worthy of love or compassion but thankfully Divine Intervention kept me alive .
Harsh reality has been the continual decline to worthy of our children’s love , consideration or affection which was pronounced last year with a business partnership that nearly wiped me out coming down November 23 rd and continuing through out 2022 .
I had many peaceful Christmas in my own space but being in a motel since May 1 ,2022 has been stepping backwards and acknowledging that the interference has a very strong recoil for those who instigated and ignored their responsibilities.
More on this later as well as how to do organic ” blood transfusions ”

Erasing Families: Gov plans
Experimenting on Children – US (WWll)
Parents can contribute to child being Narcissist
Hearing stories after we wed and experiencing 1st hand the cruel results of a bond that exist precluding healthy relationships.
Replicating this dynamic did not address the emotional needs of our children .
It wasn’t with the best of intentions but a form of control and bondage .
Bipolar RollerCoaster – Mad in America
Toxicity via the RX
A ” brother” who diagnosed based on ” martial difficulties ” and effects Xanax overdose prescribed for IBS
No test , no science just an authority- founder whose misdiagnosis was not questioned .
Describing then partner as “Supportive ” instead of abusive .
The law , then society adapted , a family destroyed , targeted for life by the abuser who of course is never responsible for anything . Considers himself the victim .
Totally correct system of no checks and no balances
The Bipolar Rollercoaster: Looking Beyond the Labels
By Rachel Townley
I am a family member of someone that has apparently been living with three “disorders” (autism, bipolar, and schizoaffective). Yet for those past three decades, they have gone through a variety of psychiatric interventions and treatment programmes but still have no more insight into their psychological distress than when they first became unwell.
Having a diagnostic label given to them by someone in a position of authority seems to have provided them with a reason for their experiences. Yet it does not explain how to deal with these experiences, nor does it help them to unpack the complex and traumatic history underpinning their suffering.
www.madinamerica.com/2022/12/the-bipolar-rollercoaster-as-seen-through-a-monopolar-lens/
Childhood trauma -Gabor Mate ‘
The other side
“Don’t stand there crying in front of my grave,
I’m not there, I’m not sleeping…
I am the wind blowing in the trees
im the diamond sparkle in the snow
I am sunshine on the ripe grain
I am the gentle autumn rain…
When you wake up in the morning still, I am the flight of these silent birds
Who spin in the sky…
So don’t stand there in front of my grave lamenting
I’m not there, I’m not dead!
Why would I be out of your life simply
Cuz am out of your sight?
Death you know this ain’t nothing at all
I just went to the other side.
Im me and you are you
Whatever we were to each other before,
We will always remain so.
Use the first name to speak about me
With which you always called me.
Speak about me just like you always did.
Don’t change your tone, don’t look all serious and sad.
Laugh like before at jokes that together we enjoy so much.
Play, smile, think of me, live for me and with me.
Let my first name be the comforting song it’s always been.
Pronounce it simply and naturally,
Without a trace of regret
Life means everything it’s always meant.
Everything is still the same, she continues, the cord is not broken.
What is death if not a passage?
Relativize and let go of all the aggressions of life,
Always think and talk about me around you and you’ll see,
Everything will be alright.
You know, I hear you, I’m not far, I’m there, just on the other side. ”
Mary Elizabeth Fryer

