Tag: communication

On my own has allowed healing trauma , finding my core soul values & intellect đź’Ż

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Grief

Imagine a reduced capacity to grasp what’s reality and what’s not , medicated by psychiatry into this state and your partner splits and 2 weeks later eldest child and knowing the preparation was being made to strip you of everything you held dear so he can begin a happy life

Not one Drs appointment did he attend. He did make a few phone calls to Dr

Mom nearing her death ( April; he split Dec 27) and spewed his tale of victim hood . He was too busy being happy to have quality time with children so he continued to throw money at em

When you lose someone…

all of a sudden you have no choice but to live in a world you don’t recognize.

It feels dark even when it’s daylight.

Lonely even when you are surrounded by people.

Only existing. Unsure of your identity now.

You can see life going on right in front of you.

You even try to reach out and touch that world. But you aren’t able to. Yet.

People out there are just living their mundane lives and seem to not have a care in the world. You sometimes try to live in that world too. This involves fake smiles and pretend interest in small talk. It’s exhausting. So you choose to isolate instead.

It would be nice to switch places with them. And not have your loss constantly replaying in your mind. All those anxious thoughts ruminating.

It’s a rude awakening when everyone just keeps moving. Laughing. Making plans. While you are suspended in time.

Just going through the motions. With a pain so deep that you can’t even exactly pinpoint where it is coming from.

Invisible to others. But it’s there. And it always hurts.

People will say “they are always with you”.

But where? It feels so long since you have heard their voice. You almost feel like you have been abandoned to roam this unrecognizable world alone. And on the other end, feel guilty for trying to move forward without them.

Loss is this way. A big ball of tangled up feelings. And it takes as long as it takes to move through these confusing emotions. It takes patience. Lots of self care and being kind to yourself.

Because grief is lonely journey when you are the only one who truly understands how this particular loss feels.

The After Glow

Inspired Update

All is in perfect order

It’s know that we have help and this guy doesn’t touch on it because it’s so freaky for so many .

It only takes 11% of the world’s population to effect change or shift this amazing return to “Natural Time ” not Corporate time . Not distorted nor abusive .

Peace on Earth ❤️

Enough for everyone

* not pushing his products

Blessings , Peace & Much ❤️

Dona Luna

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Wounded Child -Ancestors

Our wounded child is not only us; he or she may represent several generations of ancestors.

Our parents and ancestors may have suffered all their lives without knowing how to look after the wounded child in themselves, so they transmitted that child to us.

So when we’re embracing the wounded child inside us, we’re embracing all the wounded children of past generations.

This practice doesn’t just benefit us; it liberates numberless generations of ancestors and descendants. This practice can break the cycle.

-Thich Nhat Hanh The Art of Communicating

We all have generational shadows. These shadows are handed down like waves of deep conscious pain travelling through the human condition like a virus.

When I find myself experiencing the crashing wave of generational shadow, I find strength in knowing I am doing the work for all of my ancestors, all of my descendants, along with myself. And yes, the rest of the world as well. We are all just walking each other home.