Tag: patriarchy

The Fantasy of the Male Narcissist

This video was intense , because I don’t recall feeling ‘connected ‘ especially in sexual exchanges . That energy was highly influenced by his sexual history , his self satisfaction , detachment is not strong enough to express my withdrawal from expectations where sex was concerned .

Porn was indeed a huge negative factor and his casual behavior with me , instead of maturation, it was stuck big time ; and my education, my lessons only darkened with prescription medication 💊 that was slowly killing me and no body was adulting or educating themselves . With the exception of middles son who wrote a school paper with great grades in it on Bipolar . I don’t recall what he wrote but the information at that time was ‘chemical imbalance ‘ and no one discussed trauma . Domestic abuse was not and still is not considered as violence nor are our children protected by the current systems that must be corrected asap.

I’m but one voice there are millions of.

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Rethinking Psychosis: Nursing’s Role in Challenging Psychiatry’s Biological Paradigm

My 1st nurse in the psychiatric ER , leaned down and whispered

” honey you don’t belong here ” , which I knew in my heart but

I had to follow through . Later , I looked up to see a woman with her

arms and hands focused on choking me to death ; I screamed

and she was removed to solitary in a straight jacket..

nightmare stuff to a 37 year old Mom and wife of a highly distorted

man , never a partner , who needed me at home to watch his sons

age 11, 6, and 6 ..

Xanax , more addictive that the worst street drug , was determined to

be suspected Bipolar , disregarding my trauma , my abuse ( I’d been hit )

and altered my life forever more , removing me from sons , acknowledging

the dark heart and soul of X , but determined to make it work .

I had no one to work it out with …shadow swallowed him up long

ago.. he wanted company , he’s got ” his sons / grandchildren ” to

believe him ..

Nursing scholars explore the crisis in psychiatry’s approach to psychosis and highlights the potential for mental health nurses to drive scientific revolution.
— Read on www.madinamerica.com/2024/02/rethinking-psychosis-nursings-role-in-challenging-psychiatrys-biological-paradigm/

David Brooks: The Nuclear Family Was a Mistake – The Atlantic

The family structure we’ve held up as the cultural ideal for the past half century has been a catastrophe for many. It’s time to figure out better ways to live together.
— Read on www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2020/03/the-nuclear-family-was-a-mistake/605536/

Weather Modification

HAARP IONOSPHERIC HEATERS DISCOVERED WORLDWIDE USED FOR WEATHER MODIFICATION!

Can you handle the truth?

HAARP isn’t just in Alaska, it’s spread evenly all over our world! Controlled in tandem with other weather modification programs, all working simultaneously together to bring “hell on earth”, meaning time is modified on a scale many people cannot imagine! Every country has its own HAARP ionospheric heater, Colorado and Massachusetts even has one!

Their sinister goal, to destroy the natural environment of our earth by blaming it on “global warming”. Ionospheric heater: “Powerful HF transmitter (2.8 to 10 MHz) that induces a temporary and controlled change of temperature of the electrons at the desired altitude”.

Arays of heating antenna pump electricity from the ground into the atmosphere! This artificial electrical alteration in our ionosphere creates many different effects.

These experiments are highly controversial and probably not only affect our atmosphere, but they could also affect your mood. High-energy microwaves can pinch the electromagnetic field in the ionosphere like harp-playing fingers. This can produce very low-frequency radio signals that can penetrate land or water – sometimes up to depths more than 100 meters (328 feet) into the ocean, making it a possible communication method for submarines. According to an earlier report by the South China Morning Post, China is now building an even larger and advanced facility in Sanya, Hainan, with the capacity to manipulate the ionosphere across the entire South China Sea. Ultra low frequency waves generated by these powerful structures could even affect the functioning of the brain and human body, causing side effects such as; headaches, cancer, loss of concentration and liver problems, just to name a few. Spraying heavy metal particles means increasing atmospheric conductivity (global warming or climate change is the cover article), which, if used together with these heaters, are used to create all kinds of “natural” disasters, such as starting fires that burn houses instead of trees, creating earthquakes, modifying atmospheric electrical properties so much that it creates hurricanes, tornadoes and floods.

Written by Scott L. Biddle