I felt I had no choice but to isolate .
Our children were exampled the methods of
a detached abuser , who never involved himself
in partnership , and fathered like a friend/brother
rather than a Dad . That was abusive during our
1st due to the surprise ” gift” he wasn’t responding
to as such, moreover obsessed with the change
in finances .. home was not somewhere he liked
to hang out, but was my haven, my peace , my
solace. Quoted as saying he warned a son before
choosing marriage , of not finding himself having
to marry ..Baby was 1 year , 7 days after I do.
He was responsible for birth control , and sadly
the pattern for non responsibility has been life
long as in horror I learned of all of the outs he
had experienced from infancy on …it’s a very
long list .
I find him the most self isolated , unreachable
soul I never knew ..His heart is so isolated from
all that life teaches , as I suspected there are
many fragmented parts of narcissistic behavior
and it can be relieved by personal choice and intent .
Our sons and grandchildren are not enough to be
incentive , and that still shocks me .
It’s done , greed , power, networking to adjunct incomes .
Dr Mohammad Makhdum has voluntarily given up his medical licence after an investigation.
— Read on www.bbc.com/news/uk-england-suffolk-46701232
Federal funds are key for these critical programs, which often operate paycheck to paycheck.
— Read on www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/government-shutdown-domestic-violence-shelters_us_5c2e7ee7e4b08aaf7a97a9fe
This is what 5 million women standing up to the patriarchy look like. Today in Kerala, India, women came together to make a 620 kilometer long wall crossing all 14 districts of the state. They are demanding gender equality and justice in what is being described as the start of a new wave of feminist politics in India.
the bottom 2 left pictures , of youngest son, were around the induced
mental breakdown , as he was only 6, I disappeared for 17 days
and he stayed with his P-GM.. 5 Xanax per day for 12 days with
no acknowledgement, of the RX influenced my experience .
Our 3 sons of course were ignored , I recall their visit 1 time .
Youngest was the targeted age , a judge referred to in the
late 80’s , as ” No longer needing the Mother ” .
Kramer v Kramer , starring Dustin Hoffman, and Meryl Streep
depicts this horrific situation.
My research grasp the corporate greed , control and inhumane
” side effects ” of creating opposition , in erasing families
and destroying the nature and nurture for children .
The adversity in physical and mental wellness , resulted
in alienated, abused parent is experienced by child , resulting
in trauma as deep as sex abuse which we are more aware
is treated casually by the codes of law.
Emotional pain you experience in the present can be used as a bridge to help you identify and then heal past traumas that are holding you back. In complex trauma the link between the emotional dysregulation you experience in the present and the unresolved traumas of the past is not conscious. Unlike in shock trauma…
— Read on abuse-recovery.com/2019/01/01/emotional-pain-as-a-bridge-to-heal-past-trauma/
I have reviewed , and for New Years was graced with a few words
after weeks of silence , a casual, not even friendly , and the blurred
lines , cleared and with divine clarity , I said no more …