A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required
in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me
to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level
that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to
our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,
and I had faith .
Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off
my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the
splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored
in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those
last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking
empathy , compassion or humanity …
Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as
I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as
they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and
all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to
be a part of it …😍
The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,
the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,
there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished
my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow
a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .
Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…
Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊
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Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
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