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Golden Tears

“I’m slowly learning that even if I react, it won’t [always] change anything, it won’t make people suddenly love and respect me, it won’t magically change their minds.

Sometimes it’s better to just let things be, let people go, don’t fight for closure, don’t ask for explanations, don’t chase answers and don’t expect people to understand where you’re coming from.

I’m slowly learning that life is better lived when you don’t center it on what’s happening around you and center it on what’s happening inside you instead.

Work on yourself and your inner peace and you’ll come to realize that not reacting to every little thing that bothers you is the first ingredient to living a happy and healthy life.”

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🎨Artist : Gustav Klimt,

“Golden Tears”

Surrender

Obsession with going down the rabbit hole is the biggest distraction from creating the new. If we are looping the old the new cannot be birthed through us.

This is a part of the process and it will keep looping until we surrender to the fact we are the ones we have been waiting for and the distractions of the old world can be more potently used to create the new.

As I say this, for years I did this.

I was angry, mad,.and.pissed off that

I had been lie to, conditioned, and programmed.

I felt I needed to save the world until

I realized saving myself and being

the embodiment of what

I wanted to see in the world was more important than my egos need to correct and modify anything that was happening outside of me.

This is a process not an event. And everyone is playing the role they need to at this time so there is no judgement. The freedom of letting go of the old and being a part of the solution is more productive. But we need to honor everyone’s process and their role.

Basically we are either looping

the old or creating the new.

Our energy is currency and we are either feeding the energy sucking monster

I called the inverted matrix or we are creating the new creaxtrix.

The choice point is ours.

With love,

Jen Jen Reynolds aka

The Space Monkey 👽🐒

Surgery

The exploratory surgery while I had a very bad UTI and ruptured appendix procedure has me weak but able to use the urnial to the amazement of my aids ; I’m damn good at it .

Slicing and dicing my bowels is painful and I’ve not had anything for pain since arrival at Rehab which is cruel. It’s affecting my sleep and I plan to resolve it

I have weakness in my legs which others are reporting as well and have plans to do energy work as well as supplements to correct .

I’m working on increasing my insurance coverage asap which I’ve tried to do for several years

When I woke from matrix of bipolar mental illness and learned that my cobra serve was running out , my fears of a catastrophic illness or disease would challenge me .

I tried unsuccessfully to get insurance , all took my deposit and a few payments , received a pre approved medical bill and threw me out. One company didn’t even cover the state of Virginia and I found this out 3 months after waiting for an appointment with a specialist , who told me upon arrival for said appointment that ” I’m not taking new patients” !

After buying my last house and in legal battles with ex , I signed on with Anthem Blue Shield with poor credit was $3000 deposit just to sign up

My Bipolar diagnosis still in play the policy would be $1000 per month , and I had a new $1000 house payment It was very scary and when I received a bill for $3000 2 weeks after signing up ; I quit that matrix

The coverage at $1000 per month did not cover glasses or dental !

Blue Cross/ Anthem did not refund my $3000 deposit and my futile efforts to have that money returned has met nothing but dead ends .

I’m in awe of the mostly women who have cared for me and their dedication and compassion are inspiring.

They do release our current medical model is in dire need of improvement, better pay and work conditions. I have deep gratitude and respect and share my experience and cutting edge quantum healing which they seem interested in .

Teacher/Student the beat goes on and I’m aware of the lessons I’m learning and light I’m receiving and dispersing.

Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna😘❤️🥰

Chosen Ones

“Service to Others and to Self”

Divine Mother, through Jennifer Crokaert

My beloved self in myriad forms,

each one of you the ocean in a drop;

You are the Divine you worship.

Why do you treat yourselves so harshly? .

Why are you so hard on yourself when you are kindness embodied to those around you? My beloveds, it is time to move beyond this distorted matrix programming.

When you have service to others without service to yourself, you are creating a distortion. When you have them both,

you are in alignment with Divine perfection. It is a process, and learning to love yourself can be as hard a challenge as awakening. Every level, every dimension has its challenges, to allow you to grow, to expand into greater consciousness and to experience the enrichment that comes from going ever deeper into the experience of your innate Divinity.

I would like to make it clear, when I speak of service to yourself, I am talking about coming from your heart, from the space of loving kindness. Pushing yourself, powering through and being disciplined are favourite distortions of the mind, the idea of control or “power over” – even if it is only power over yourself – in the old matrix. “New year’s resolutions” are frequently short-lived because they are based on reigning yourself in, on changing yourself by force, rather than through love through the wisdom of the heart, through expansion rather than contraction.

This distorted matrix has fallen now, its shadow is there and you can attach to it if you choose, but why choose the illusion? Why not choose the new path of manifesting your truth with grace and ease?

You are creating the coding for the 5D and beyond. Each one of you. You are creating the Ascension templates. How do you want it to look? You create it now by how you be, how you think, how you act. The Universe is intelligent, awake and aware. It is responding to you in every moment. You are now more free than you have been for millennia of your time to create the world as you want it.

It has never been more important to find your joy, to express your pleasure, your delight, to do small things that uplift you – however modest they may be – than it is now. Choosing anything that is in alignment with your love and joy is a clear demonstration of balanced energy and contributes to the well-being of all.

Now that doesn’t mean that others won’t be annoyed by your choices: they may well be annoyed. They will be annoyed to the degree that they are embedded in their ego, in distortions of service, and in the old matrix. You can choose to respectfully decline to conform to their wishes.

Be YOU. Be free of chains of fear and the shackles of doubt. Allow yourself to step into the version of You that is bubbling inside you.

One step at a time, one decision at a time … align yourself with love and you are aligned with the highest good, which isn’t always what makes the people around you happiest. And that’s OK …

You have my blessing to be you.

Copyright © 2023 Jennifer Crokaert http://www.jennifercrokaert.com

Me

I have been her

I have been she

I have been them

And now I’m me.

I have been out

And I’ve been in

I’ve felt defeat

I’ve known the win.

I have held joy

and shouldered grief

I’ve had my share

Of changed beliefs.

I have been hurt

and I’ve been high

I heard the answers

to what and to why.

I know the loss

and I know the gain

I know that we

all bleed the same.

I have been her

I have been she

I have been them

And now I’m me.

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Spirituality

Tested time after time , my surgery and recovery are yet one more hurtle .

I’m better but have a ways to go and my faith and determination are solid .

Magical people assist me and come into my life wherever I am and I’m gratified

What falls away is supposed to to make space for what’s in my best interests now.

I used to worry what did I have to offer , what was my worth and how could I best serve ? After years of being targeted by distortions to protect unspeakable abuses , I had to learn again I am love and I bring love and not everyone has the eyes to see and the heart to accept me ❤️

This surgery has brought me to a place of comfort and peace and patience because of the very special and unique earth angels that are at the ready to stand beside me and support me and that’s beautiful; money cannot buy happiness or these bonds that are of value beyond that I have known in the past . With the exception of the Heaven on Earth I knew as a young Mom I have never known that love ; the sweetest ever and that challenges the distorted , greedy and controlling.

I know I’ll be on my own and that’s ok until the man shows up that has a hand for my back and no knives to harm me . It’s hardly a consideration now as I fight to regain my physical strength and return to my room and seek my home 🏡

Medical treatment this time around has twice opened the door to psychiatry which I politely slam shut just as I reject the common offer of chemo for 1 cancerous polyp.

# I Got This

Being Correct

There is alot of old sticky, heavy, combative energy surfacing at the moment. This message is to say that

it’s okay, it’s not just you going through all of this right now, as a whole this is being experienced throughout.

Things that we had once thought

we had overcome, things that

we thought we had let go of.

Patterns, habits, coping mechanisms ,

past resentments and insecurities are all surfacing rapidly and also quite spectacularly.

Things that we thought wouldnt hurt us any more have rocked up to challenge our perceptions.

And have shown up seemingly uninvited to shine light uppon the deepest darkest corners of our sorrow.

This isnt time to internalize this,

as we have some how failed in our journey of healing. For some your healing has really only just begun.

It is to highlight that the layers of old pain and trauma don’t always go silently.

They don’t always, shift without having one last tantrum before it storms off in a almighty climactic huff.

There are times where it stops us in our tracks to say, “hey, there is a little piece of me that’s still here and you are ready to deal with me now”

In which case, this inner child suffering is being invited to be worked on to a degree that you might not have felt before. This can feel lonesome, tiresome, endless and at times we can feel completely unsupported.

There is no right or wrong way of navigating these things, no words that can take away or eleveate what you are experiencing.

Only this message of compassion and innerstanding that no matter how alone in all of this you may feel right now. You are very much supported, nothing can effect or challenge that.

Difficult conversations, disagreements and challenged perceptions might surface between partners, close friends or relatives right now.

Try to challenge yourself to come from a compassionate angle. Meaning when you think you do this already and you think you are being compassionate towards someone, challenge yourself to hold even more space and compassion for the other while remaining calm and holding clear yet loving bounderies.

Being correct isnt the goal of life.

Only the demands of the ego.

Common ground is found when we soften and see the other, human to human, soul to soul from one heart to another.

Its here where we can parent and nurture our inner children, they way they have always longed to be taken care of.

From my heart to yours 💚

Nina

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Know Mothers who do this and wives who are challenged by Mother-Son

Ex is still bound to his Mom and I’ve had to consider his reasoning in destroying relationships with sons was to thwart and sever our ” living connection”

But then he saw himself as the superior ultimate Dad/Mom and imprinted them early on . Our family was never more important that his Mothers requirements .

Of course his causal connection celebrated birthdays etc with money not his presence and I declined in competition with his detachment of being and giving

I believe this was an issue with the next supply as he became toxic and detached when she became so ill she couldn’t work and he had the responsibility of paying for her health care . Mentioning in court these facts and even how much she spent on bras !

He is still owned and still selfish even as he steals from me . That’s clearly not going to heal in mid 70’s and mid 90’s

His partner, his confidant is Mom who allows him to have relationships and listens to his complaints and supports his ending said relationship.

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