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Cannot build a family with a Narcissist
Stepping into our highest purpose & having fun – Matt Kahan
“In my last energy update,
I discussed the numerical signs and synchronicities that confirm you are aligned with and entering the 11:11 portal. Such signs included seeing 1111 on license plates, 11:11 on clocks, any repeating numbers, as well as ascending sequences, such as 123, 456, or 789. These signs indicate that your inherent spiritual impulse has been initially awakened leading you on a journey to return into full alignment with the light and embody your soul as an anchor of 5D unity consciousness.
It is important to note, this process of spiritual evolution is an energetic rite of passage. It unfolds uniquely for each of us when we have evolved to a point of readiness and not a matter of reward or punishment of any kind. As this process unfolds, you play an essential role in helping it unfold with the utmost ease, grace, compassion, and joy. We cannot ever stop this process, although we are capable of slowing it down to an agonizing pace, until our choices match up with the inner wisdom of our soul’s essence.
Since we know the numerical sequences signify a preparation toward 11:11 portal entry, what are some of the symptoms that occur as you enter it?
The 4 Stages of Clearing
There are 4 key stages we pass through as we move through the 11:11 portal. Each one stripping away layers of the old carbon-based DNA, clusters of limiting beliefs, and clearing out imprints of outdated cellular memory. These 4 stages are actually emotional states that orbit our experiences, clearing out each layer of 3D debris, until we are aware of their highest purpose and can meet each one with respect, acceptance, gratitude, and honor. These 4 stages are: loneliness, boredom, frustration, and confusion.
From a 3D perspective, it is believed that circumstances in our outside world, such as people places, and things cause us to feel the way we do. From a 5D perspective, everything in physical form is triggering in us all the aspects of our soul’s evolutionary process to clear out and activate what each of us brought into this lifetime to resolve for our own journey, as well as a living contribution toward healing and awakening the collective consciousness.
Imagine: you are going about your day, feeling various patterns of confusion, frustration, loneliness, and boredom, only assigning personal meaning to the characters or circumstances in view, unaware how these specific feelings indicate an advancement out of 3D consciousness and into a new dimension occurring through the 4th dimension of time.
Dispelling Some of the Myths that Impede Our Flow
Let us take a moment to dispel a few myths to allow our entry into the 5th dimension to be as smooth and exciting as possible. Many spiritual seekers believe that processes such as these only happen to those who live on their best behavior. While it is true that fully aligned souls embody a frequency of empathy, compassion, vulnerability, and love that remains ever-present and unwavering once embodied and integrated, it is unnecessary to work so hard to be a certain way, as if your soul’s journey is an obstacle course.
As we’ve come to know, the way we heal the layers of conditioning and imprinting within ourselves is by being emotionally triggered. The purpose isn’t trying to be trigger-free and above our experiences, but to develop such conscious relationships with each feeling that anything we feel on the inside doesn’t cause us to lash out toward others on the outside.
As we shift from 3D to 5D consciousness, there may still be disappointment, heartbreak, grief, and sadness, but our inner pain doesn’t instigate us into projecting our pain onto others. In other words, as we evolve, our hurt doesn’t motivate us to hurt others. Instead, we are willing to take the time to go within, honor each feeling, as a milestone in our evolutionary process by breathing through each emotional wave and loving our hearts to the best of our ability.
Another myth is imagining we are supposed to feel good all the time as we evolve from one dimension to another. While there can be bursts of joy and moments of clarity and renewed passion, these act as sneak previews of how life will be, once we’ve fully integrated our new 5D crystalline DNA into physical form.
Its not that we have to be in pain in order to evolve, as much as pain represents a potent energetic expansion underway that we are often viewing from just a physical or emotional perspective. As we evolve, we still care for our bodies and seek medical care when necessary, while learning how each health scare, emotional outburst, change in life direction, and relationship represents the unfolding of a greater cosmic journey.
While there is always a deeper spiritual reason why everything happens, another myth is trying to quickly learn as much as you can, hoping to not repeat our most uncomfortable experiences. While we are destined to learn from each outcome to inspire higher forms of wisdom to motivate more empowered choices, it only occurs when we approach each moment with earnestness, authenticity, humility, and transparency. The Universe knows when an ego’s agenda is to manipulate the soul’s learning curve to avoid the anticipation of future pain, which acts as a tell-tale sign of the ego’s inner fight as it gradually surrenders through this process.
Another myth is believing you are capable of surrendering your ego, which only creates more of an inner battle between fragmented parts. Instead, you are the space of eternal light, whose unconditional love gives the ego permission to recognize that it is safe to let go of you and enter the doorway of light back to Source.
And, one of the biggest myths of all, is believing entry points into 5D consciousness require a grandiose external mystical experience to confirm its arrival. In both 3D, 4D, and 5D, the physical body exists within the existence of time and space. The difference being, in 3D, you perceive yourself as a person in time surrounded by space. In 5D, you are the spacious witness or inner observer experiencing life as a person throughout a journey of time. The body may be rooted in time, but the inner observer or spacious witness is beyond the dimension of time.
A Journey Through Time to Discover the Timeless
Each of your sensory experiences occur in time. Every outcome, sensation, or change can be correlated to occurring at certain measurable moments. All the while, the one on the inside who sees, feels, hears, and knows all that occurs in time is not existing in time at all. Ironically, it is a journey of time that helps awaken the recognition that you are the timeless within and throughout it all.
This indicates how the journey from 3D to 5D is adjusting to life at a higher altitude of consciousness, where we are no longer searching for the light, but the light within our bodies experiencing its journey of evolution from a more conscious and timeless perspective. Even if these words inspire any degree of frustration, boredom, loneliness, or confusion, it is purposefully happening by the Universe to help you clear deeper layers as you move through the 4th dimension of time and adjust to life from a 5D perspective.
Passing through the 4 stages of boredom, loneliness, frustration, and confusion to release outdated carbon-based DNA, limiting clusters of beliefs, and outdated cellular memories is a journey known as dark night of the soul. In my next energy update, I will outline dark night of the soul in explicit detail. For many of us, we’ve been in the depths of this process for quite some time and are now completing this process to adjust to 5D reality, much like learning to breathe at a higher altitude where the air is thinner.
Experiencing Psychic Burnout
When we are making our way out of dark night of the soul and entering the new altitude of 5D consciousness, we are likely to experience the profound exhaustion of what I call psychic burnout. From this space, energy is limited, sleep is disturbed, and motivation may feel at a standstill. During this phase of initiation, we may not seem to perceive much guidance or inner direction; unsure who we are, where to go, or what to do.
This is because due to the amount of clearing and expanding occurring during the dark night of the soul phase, our bodies needs to rest, recharge, and rejuvenate, in order to build up the inner chi energy to activate our new crystalline DNA. This is much like a newborn wondering who it is, what it’s purpose is, what it should do, and where it should go, unaware that it must grow through stages of infancy before anything else can be known or revealed.
Psychic burnout is a time to slow down the pace of our lives, especially slowing down the way we approach spiritual evolution. Instead of trying to race to the finish line out of fear of missing a window of opportunity or being left behind, we allow each moment to be as intentional, and deliberately aligned with our highest wisdom, as we move through time and space as authentically and openly as possible. It is a time where our immune systems are rebooted into 5D reality, as our adrenals get repaired to be uplifted by 5D light frequencies, instead of short circuited. Most importantly, it is where our subconscious minds learn to recognize 5D reality as familiar instead of foreign, which gives our nervous systems permission to welcome 5th dimensional experiences of unity consciousness into our awareness.
This is truly the most exciting time to be alive and it is my honor to use the power of my healing transmission to radically transform your journey, so we can each experience the absolute bliss and holy perfection of our soul in human form. We cannot look at the political landscape or even the mentality of the world to know how much evolution is taking place. We can only look at ourselves to recognize the process underway, while learning how to be the most loving, patient, and faithful ally to our own awakening process.
Our brand-new beginning is here. This is where we step into our highest purpose of being and have a lot of fun along the way.” – Matt Kahn ❤️
Witches – Ocean LeBlanc
Witches are familiar with this, so we’re just here doing what we do across lifetimes and world drama.
We’re actually here for damage control, the majority of us.
Damage control and fallout cleanup.
Healers, mystics, yogis, light workers, folk magicians, shamans, witches… all those people that get the most flack.
We’re here to help you.
You have absolutely no clue how hard we work to hold the world together.
Lucky for this world we can’t be killed no matter how hard they’ve tried.
For instance, remember Jesus, that queer witch heretic who just keeps coming back?
Yeah, he’s one of us.
A good amount of my friends won’t “like” this post because they have no intention of having their religious followers finding out who they really are.
And that’s okay.
I do love and appreciate you.
Someone’s got to bridge that gap.
Not everyone is ready to come out of a closet, and I honor that.
Honoring each and every witch by whatever title you go by for…
…your 24/7 work holding people in safety
… your radical and courageous work across lifetimes and dimensions
… for continuing to come back to this planet even though you know what you’re in for
… your willingness to even heal a$$holes that hate you publicly and then show up secretly through the back door for help from you
… for standing up for those who have no voice
… for being the balance when you know you have to take a hit for it
… for your constant vigilance and determination
… for your high intelligence that knows where to look for truth, and I don’t mean the dark web unless you’re referring to spiderwebs
… for your unwillingness to just believe whatever people tell you and for seeking truth always.
… for being the justice for those without means
… for dedicating your life to keeping the calendar rolling, the sun rising, the creatures cared for, the
plant beings protected
… for being the bridge between the races seen and unseen
… for calling on the ancestors and remembering the forgotten dead
… for burning at stakes and still coming back
… for aiding the recent and lost dead as the GPS to their destinations
… for divining the truth and preparing for the inevitable
… for days into nights on your feet tending to the broken-spirited, the sick, and the hopeless, one at a time
… for bringing hope and connection to departed loved ones and those still on this side of the veil
… for years and years of writing guidebooks for the incoming witches so they remember who they are and can pick up where they left off
… for being the keepers of stories to ground archetypal knowledge into our bones
… for so much more
We are the ones who answer the living prayers for balance, treading where most tremble and working in unseen ways on behalf of the entire world and beyond.
Thank you out loud.
I’m grateful to be in such good company.
💜💜💜

Reality

Narcissist give subtle hints
Yes , there were hints, which intensified, waxed and waned kinda energy .
It took me a long time to understand that his confidences in sharing his
” friends” experiences were in fact his ..
Prowling , with one of his besties , he talked of cruising the prostitution
are of town..3 months after we married .
His employees crossing the highway for lunch hour paid sex ..
So, yes when I wasn’t viable , he wasn’t available, because it wasn’t his
” job ” .
Expressing the same non interest as his Dad expired or a long period
I began to understand that it was problem with him, and ditto for Mom.
Our sons follow this model, and it’s been heart breaking .. I am worthy
of being cared for .
This Dr’s message was indeed a gift , on this full moon 🌕 Gemini .
Blessings & Peace 🫶🏼
Dona Luna
Transformation via over coming pain
The Great Awakening
You’re Within Me
I could allow the grief to bury me alive.
Just let the loss of you
crush whatever’s left of me.
But you’re not a memory,
you’re a light still shining.
Burning bright, and something I carry with me.
When I speak of you,
I do so without remorse.
I beam with pride.
I speak of your exuberance.
I give them your energy.
I tell them you were art embodied.
Dancing avant-garde, bold and beautiful. Where you went, sunshine followed.
I tell them that you made life musical.
Every smile, a song.
Every laugh, a celebration.
Your life, your light,
changed me in the greatest of ways.
All the love shared between us doesn’t cease simply because you’re not beside me.
You’re within me.
My skin and bones.
My heart and soul.
The air I breathe.
The sun I stand beneath.
You are all around.
You are everything that made me.
And that sort of light never fades.
I’ll take all the love we shared,
and continue sharing it.
J. Raymond
Poem from The Kindred
📸 credit: UNKNOWN

To the woman who is loosing her spark Donna Ashworth
To the Woman
Who is Slowly Fading Away
by Donna Ashworth,
from To the Women
To the woman who has lost her spark.
To the woman whose get up and go, has well and truly gone.
This is for you.
This is to remind you, that you don’t have to be everything to everyone, every day.
You didn’t sign up for that.
Remember when you used to laugh? Sing?
Throw caution to the wind?
Remember when you used to forgive yourself more quickly for not always being perfect.
You can get that back again.
You really can.
And that doesn’t have to mean letting people down or walking away.
It just means being kinder to you, feeling brave enough to say no sometimes.
Being brave enough to stop sometimes.
And rest.
It starts the moment you realise that you’re not quite who you used to be.
Some of that is good, some of that is not.
There are parts of you that need to be brought back.
And if anyone in your life is not okay with that… they are not your people. Your people will be glad to see that spark starting to light up again.
So, if you have been slowly fading away my friend, this is the time to start saying yes to things that bring you joy and no to things that don’t.
It’s really pretty simple.
[Image: A Hot House Flower (1909) watercolor heightened with bodycolour and with gum arabic, heightened with gold by English painter, designer, and draughtsman Sir Edward John Poynter, 1st Baronet, GCVO, PRA (1836-1919).]
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