The trauma of being an unwanted child

This one was huge for me , and I’m so happy to have discovered the most logical explanation of what was a sad and distorted childhood . Mom and I didn’t bond due to a ” cocktail ” of a hallucinogenic RX combined to put a birthing Mom into a trance where there was no memory of birthing her child .

Yes at time it was extremely painful and I was totally wasted as a psychiatric patient

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Kidney disease Warning Symptoms

I have held trauma energy/fear there as long as I can remember. I believe I had frequent UTIs as a teen . My Mom was not a teacher and I’m not sure where I gathered knowledge of how the female body works .

I am taking care with my kidneys as our sensitive bodies are rained up with toxins and chemicals ; Thankful to set intentions of being here to regain, rebuild , renew and relax 💯🙏❤️

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Peace & Profound Grace / Fall Equinox 9/22

We are approaching Equinox on September 22 and some may feel like you are being carried into this on the swift current of a river… So much feels in FLOW at a level beyond description…

Things also are moving swiftly and suddenly for many precious HEARTS, and we are being called to exercise our Soul Mastery skills! Many have been preparing for many years and have been made ready for this timing!

Remember all of those challenges and experiences you previously had that you originally thought were “undesirable”? We can now see that all the skills we learned and applied are coming in handy now. We have our Cosmic Toolbox and are ready and able to move through all that arises with GRACE and LOVE as our guide!

With Fall Equinox, Fall traditionally holds a slower pace, a time of inward stillness, and an invitation of surrender. This is the metaphoric death before the rebirth. We witness it all around us. The leaves that fall from the trees. The Earth that continues to tilt away from the life-supporting energy of the Sun. The trust in the natural cycles of life that hold steady, even amongst the darkest days of the year. There is only continued surrender.

And for some, during this equinox, even this will feel accelerated!

Like the Earth, we, too, are in a continual motion of becoming, releasing, transforming, moving, expressing, and receiving. As the Earth comes into a balance of light and dark, day and night, we are invited to honor the polarity within ourselves.

When we are focused upon our outward expression, it can be easy to dismiss our internal light. Fall represents a time of releasing. Of finding a new groove. Of reorienting ourselves to a new direction that will continue to take us away from the Sun and into some of the coldest, darkest months of the year. It offers us a time to renew our relationship with outer darkness and turn inward. It is a chance to rediscover our own light that exists only within darkness, our inner voice that can only be heard in the quiet, and our richness that can be found only in stillness.

The equinox in September is an opportunity to bring our past and future into the present moment. To witness each step that has gotten us to where we are now, and acknowledge that this exact moment is leading to all that has yet to come on the journey. It is on this day that we can bridge together who we have been with who we are becoming, to honor the parts of ourselves that we have lived, expressed, and praised as well as the parts of ourselves we are still discovering, getting to know, and learning to love.

The fall equinox initiates a chapter in which you discover the medicine within. To move through your inner landscape while the outer landscape begin to slow down, to heal through feeling, and to release patterns, beliefs, emotions, identities, and more through awareness and an entirely new discovery of self.

Many of us were taught to live from the outside inward. The fall equinox ushers us into a time that asks us to let go of all we have been taught, and to instead live from the inside out. To find our own language, guidance, perception, and desires.

Let go of who you have become. You cannot add to what is already full.

Empty your hands, knowing it is only then that you may receive.

Empty your mind, becoming the student, the inner explorer, the pathfinder who knows each moment of life is the greatest teacher.

Become the listener.

Become the intuitive, sensing the guidance in moments of silence.

Growth, transformation, and becoming can only take place when there is space to do so.

Empty what is ready to be emptied.

Let go of all that is excess.

Release all that feels like noise.

The emptiness, the darkness, the unknown, the mystery, the spaciousness, silence – this is where we emerge.

This is where we get to meet ourselves anew. This is what lies waiting for us in the coming months.

Beautiful blessings are unfolding for all precious HEARTS!!

May these days leading into the equinox bring you great PEACE and profound GRACE.

May all you experience be HELD IN LOVE and may you know with every breath that you are truly LOVED and SUPPORTED in seen and unseen ways!

It IS So. ✨🙏✨

BLESSED UPCOMING EQUINOX TO ALL!!

I so love you !

~ Ally Raye ❤️

✨🌈🙏🌈✨

Love Is. Love Is. Love Is. ✨🤍✨

God Is. God Is. God Is. ✨🙏✨

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Moving On

During this Piscean eclipse onwards many of you, whether in solitary or with your divine counterpart have received, or will, an activation like never before in your ascension journey. The eclipse in Pisces revealed all we need to heal, unify, and clear, so we can continue stepping into this New Era that Pluto in Aquarius introduced and that many of us are already anchoring within.

After a long period of deep healing and restoration, many of you are awakening now your female and masculine energies, preparing for the next phase of embracing an equal partnership, if it is meant to be for the highest good of All involved. A phase my Guides called a stage of solar synthesis and depolarization, that the current energies facilitate, as we continue creating more unity within.

The eclipse in Pisces has also activated a new planetary mission for many of you who are on divine reunions, bringing a mission of planetary unification and restoration, for the planet is now becoming ready for the ones who came to literally recode our planetary template.

Many couples are ready now to unite as One, being spiritually activated, which means to have awakened their shoulder female and masculine blade portals, and the twin Christic seed in both of them, serving Creation as One to bring something that will benefit All.

Pisces helps us in polarity integration, serving individually or in sacred partnership, for some of you already came with a unified template, serving Creation without the need of a divine counterpart, for not everyone came with the same mission and blueprint.

We are still surrounded by the Piscean eclipse and the many plasmatic waves from it together with the ones that now sum up from the Equinox, as the Sun moves in Libra. It is time for stabilizers to anchor the harmonic frequencies from the Equinox and later from the last solar eclipse in Libra.

We begin now a phase of solar synthesis (unity and hence depolarization) that many of you are experiencing in solitary while others are in divine partnership, depending on your assigned mission, which is why stabilization is key, for we are yet synthesizing the Sol plasma waves together with the Auroras and Piscean eclipse in our bodies. Liquid Gold plasma assists us in merging our female and masculine energies, emerging as solar unified beings, for as the sun, we are too divine luminaires, sharing light, love, and wisdom with All.

This is a phase in which many are too awakening their solar bodies, essential to retrieve their angelic sixth-dimensional body and start the process of physical transformation that many of you are now undergoing.

Every symptom, that is not a medical condition, and every sensation must be witnessed from a grounded and natural perspective, for our bodies speak to us constantly. Every symptom may express where we are reticent to leave the past and move forward, where we are not listening to our soul, where we are forcing ourselves or our bodies, or where we are finally releasing, clearing, and opening new energetic venues for us to step into.

Many of you will feel many different sensations in your shoulder blades, as a sign that you are being called to awaken and unified them, or are already under this process. if you are on a divine reunion these sensations may be intensified, especially if both work at the same level of transfiguration, and polarities retrieval.

All is happening for us to see where we are and what we need to do to get to our next destination. Nothing is ever a curse or a punishment but a powerful ally to teach us how to get to where we wish to be.

When we surrender and embrace each moment as it is, we create flow, alignment, and the opportunity for unity and co-creation. When we resist we perpetuate stagnation and avoid closure, creating more frustration.

Pisces reminds us to let go, embrace the new, and stand tall in who we have become, so we can now move into a new direction, one filled with all the blessings we are meant to receive, for it is our birthright to live within divine love, joy, and harmony.

I wish you a loving and peaceful stabilizing new passage, Beloveds.

Within Infinite Love,

Natalia Alba

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Increased Sensitivity

…”Intensity , Feelings , even melancholy.

Increased Sensitivities.

Welcome to the Partial Lunar Eclipse in Pisces.

This is the starting point,

The take-off you have been waiting for.

During these two weeks, nothing will be Random. Opportunities will be sent Your way to speed up your Evolution and the Revelation of new levels of Consciousness and Aligned experiences.

All is Divine and there for Your Sacred transformation for your highest good.

If you are feeling both agitated and

on the verge of something big,

You are right on track.”

~ Sophie Grégoire