Tag: consciousness

Paralyzed in time

Medicated for 13 very long years , I grieved for lost lime and unable to correct it .

Immeasurable loss

I have had repeats of this as far back as I can recall and am currently closing this out .

I am moved , renting an all inclusive top floor of a house . Storage items will be reloaded this month and I’m comfortable .

Except for the afterburn of the Pisces’s eclipse.

Hit me hard , sleeping and listening to nature . Jets overhead , an occasional cow moo or voice …. natural , my norm. Very little traffic noise .

Paralyzed no more , loved .

My girl ( assistant ) brought me a yellow flower today when she came to work for me . She’s got my back ; and I have hers . ❤️💯🤩

And she’s only 19😳

A gummy later , lying in bed with my

Infar red lights on , my body pillow and my

box bed mattress; life is good 👍

Bob Dylan Extended/ Knocking on Heaven’s 🚪 Door

This popped into my head as I lay in my bed with a robe on and my hair in a Bonet with heavy of conditioner..

I’m Thankful to be done with things that weight me down or hold me back . It brings joy to some to challenge and to win over others . And must place me in that competition I didn’t sign up for .

I signed up for pulling Heaven to Earth and I’ve known that space exist .

Thus this song 🎶 came to mind and I was transported . It’s more than a dream😘👍💯

* headphones highly recommended and tissues

S

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Soul Audit 9-1/9-5

We are in the final hours of August, and what’s coming over the next few days is not just another energy wave it’s something much deeper. A Final Energetic Test is unfolding now (August 30–31), followed by the Soul Audit phase, beginning September 1–5.

You may have already felt it: tension, pressure, fatigue, restlessness or even strange moments of peace in the middle of global chaos. That’s because we are entering a checkpoint in our soul journey. Think of this as the Universe asking:

✨Have you really learned what you say you’ve learned?✨

You might be shown old wounds, triggering situations, or unexpected delays not to punish you, but to witness how you respond. Will you react from fear, or respond from truth? Will you spiral, or stay grounded? This is your moment to breathe through the discomfort to choose love over fear, trust over doubt.

And the key? It’s not about being perfect. It’s about being aware.

Then, beginning September 1, the Soul Audit begins. This is when the energy becomes very real, very fast because the ethers, your soul contracts, agreements, and energetic alignments are being reviewed. This is not symbolic it’s a multidimensional process, and your Higher Self is fully involved.

You may experience energetic checkpoints in your dreams vivid experiences that feel like meetings, reviews, or decisions being made. That’s because they are. You’re checking in with your soul team, your guides, or the Etheric Council.

You may also see misaligned relationships naturally fall away. Friendships, connections, and contracts that no longer align may begin to dissolve. Let them. This is your timeline purifying itself. Forced connections cannot move forward.

And behind the scenes, the Etheric Council is logging contracts your choices, your vibration, and your alignment are being witnessed and recorded. This isn’t about judgment. It’s about readiness. Your soul’s next steps depend on how you show up during this window.

So what can you do?

✨ Stay present

✨ Stop looking for external proof or validation

✨ Align within

✨ Rest

✨ Ground into nature

✨ Don’t chase

✨ Let what’s leaving, leave

✨ Keep your heart open and your words kind

✨ Observe your dreams they hold messages now more than ever

🌀 And remember: what’s unfolding now is not just personal it’s planetary. Humanity is shifting. The old systems are crumbling. The New Earth is anchoring.

You chose to be here for this moment not to fear it, but to lead through it with love. Keep going. As you move closer to your Higher Self during this transformation, much will begin to make sense.

We are crossing into the next phase.

And your soul? It knows exactly what to do But you must be willing to reach it and embrace the change.

Vero ✨💗

Born to be whole

The Cost of Being the Emotional Healer in a Dysfunctional Family.

When a family system is built on silence, suppression, or survival,

someone always gets assigned the unspoken role of the healer.

Not because they were ready —

but because they were willing.

Willing to listen.

Willing to soothe.

Willing to become emotionally available in a system that gave them nothing in return.

If this was you,

you became the stabilizer.

The peacekeeper.

The one who “understood.”

You decoded moods like a second language.

You anticipated everyone’s emotional needs — while yours became invisible.

And here’s the tragic psychology of it:

In many trauma-bonded families,

the child who senses the most becomes responsible for the most.

Not by force — but by emotional delegation.

You were praised for your maturity,

not realizing that “maturity” was code for self-abandonment.

Because what they called “wise beyond your years”

was really a child performing as a therapist.

According to Internal Family Systems (IFS),

a part of you became a manager —

tasked with keeping everyone else okay

so the system didn’t collapse.

But this comes at a cost:

The healer is rarely allowed to break.

The one who absorbs becomes the one who disappears.

And the more you regulated the chaos around you,

the less they noticed the storm INSIDE YOU.

Jungian theory would call this a fracture of individuation —

when your identity becomes fused with function.

You don’t know who you are without fixing someone.

But here’s the truth they never told you:

Healing isn’t your job.

Your nervous system was never meant to be the family’s emotional regulator.

You were meant to be a child.

Not a counsellor.

Not a mirror.

Not a bandage for generational wounds.

And now that you’re older,

you don’t owe anyone the version of you that kept them comfortable.

You can set it down.

The soothing.

The translating.

The pretending you’re fine.

You’re allowed to fall apart.

To be held.

To rebuild an identity that isn’t built on being useful.

Being the healer gave you survival.

But it’s not who you are.

You’re not their anchor.

You’re not their lifeboat.

You’re not the glue that holds the dysfunction in place.

You’re the one who gets to step out of the role.

Who gets to be more than what they needed from you.

Who gets to begin again — on your terms.

You were not born to be their solution.

You were born to be whole.