Paralyzed in time

Medicated for 13 very long years , I grieved for lost lime and unable to correct it .

Immeasurable loss

I have had repeats of this as far back as I can recall and am currently closing this out .

I am moved , renting an all inclusive top floor of a house . Storage items will be reloaded this month and I’m comfortable .

Except for the afterburn of the Pisces’s eclipse.

Hit me hard , sleeping and listening to nature . Jets overhead , an occasional cow moo or voice …. natural , my norm. Very little traffic noise .

Paralyzed no more , loved .

My girl ( assistant ) brought me a yellow flower today when she came to work for me . She’s got my back ; and I have hers . β€οΈπŸ’―πŸ€©

And she’s only 19😳

A gummy later , lying in bed with my

Infar red lights on , my body pillow and my

box bed mattress; life is good πŸ‘

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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