Medicated for 13 very long years , I grieved for lost lime and unable to correct it .
Immeasurable loss
I have had repeats of this as far back as I can recall and am currently closing this out .
I am moved , renting an all inclusive top floor of a house . Storage items will be reloaded this month and I’m comfortable .
Except for the afterburn of the Pisces’s eclipse.
Hit me hard , sleeping and listening to nature . Jets overhead , an occasional cow moo or voice …. natural , my norm. Very little traffic noise .
Paralyzed no more , loved .
My girl ( assistant ) brought me a yellow flower today when she came to work for me . She’s got my back ; and I have hers . β€οΈπ―π€©
And she’s only 19π³
A gummy later , lying in bed with my
Infar red lights on , my body pillow and my
box bed mattress; life is good π

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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