Category: Parential Alienation-Child Abuse
Excavation by David Seay
We are a culture that glorifies the explosion.
Consumption is our icon next to destruction and erosion,
And while the waters are still flowing,
addiction dips it’s toes in;
And adds to the pollution,
Which is why some of us are glowing.
Tuned to confusion through over stimulation of useless information,
As we are speaking about nothing while in communication,
We cling to opinions that hinder revelation.
Time for an excavation,
Not of the land,
But the inner world of man;
For all of our relations.
The rocket ships we take;
A symbol of exploration,
Or escape?
I must ask.
Why can’t we take care of what we have before we expand our destructive path?
Our new symbol is the mask,
Our old one was the flag;
Trading freedom for security,
And doing it quite fast.
This is a ground breaking,
Earth quaking,
Life shaking,
Quickening of our reality.
The warriors are awakening.
Focus on vitality.
Foundation for our families.
Everyday a celebration.
Fireworks of appreciation explode vocally through me without even littering or frightening anyone locally.
Implode on an inner world to cultivate a love so innate that there is no need to escape.
This is what we celebrate.
Discern, observe, manage, regulate.
Write a book,
Become an author.
Chop wood,
Carry water.
With a skip in the step,
And a song in the heart.
Dance to the stars.
Work harder and harder on something you love;
Then do something you don’t like for someone going through something tough.
Spread the laughter and sweep the heavy,
Not under the rug but off of the levee.
Fire works,
To burn up all that heavy burden that we carry,
So don’t freak out when things get scary.
There is a way to face the music,
And dance right through it;
Even the mess humans are cocreating,
Can be cleaned and made pristine if we worked together as a team instead of constantly debating.
I am praying,
But not just bargaining or asking God,
Nor constantly complaining;
They are yearnings of the heart and soul,
Told of what this life is needing~
My deepest prayers are not the words I say;
It is the act of my heart beating.
To keep us alive,
Our hearts are bleeding.
Pumping the love.
Delivering the message.
Passing on the truth of trust.
Carrying out the way for us all.
That’s a living prayer;
Listen for the call.
Let’s build another way,
Not another mall.
Implosion of Narcissistic Is Inevitable
This morning out side of my
room , I am blessed with no
one here at the moment ! The
basic deal yesterday and I
chose to do very little .
The birds are joy filled and
singing on high and there are
moments when there is no
traffic and the singing sounds
are pure ! Heaven on Earth
includes non disturbed nature
sight and sound ; and sound
will be at my discretion and
mostly my discernment 🙏🏡
As will be guest ie visitors
who notify me as to their
intention to see me .
I deserve the peace and I
have grasp the continued
attempts to alienate me
are they indeed war between
shadow and light that ends
the choke hold of behaviors
such as narcissistic for several
reasons to intend to expound
on .
So I was only present a few
times when my abuser , took
the low road , became the
victim who was entitled to
walk out on his family , and
his ” partner ” , quickly co
habitat with his new supply
and all the horrific abuses
targeting me in intensified
and I was not allowed to be
in her airspace . The times
I was she childishly had to
pointy place me far away
or behind her ( as with
3rd son’s high school
graduation)
I wasn’t allowed to attend his
college graduation , nor his
wedding , nor have I met his
2 sons .
I did not pay towards these life
events so I did not deserve to
attend .
So the wedding pictures have
the newer supply , who split
after almost same year span
and nearly dead .
She called as I visited , heard
my voice and I heard her
screaming !?!?!
So this is his life or was .,,
Not being a man of change
or communication with
honesty , I have noted the
signs of implosion .
I am not the example , I was
the warning ; it would not
serve me to make any
efforts towards helping him
as the last example I
experienced was the end of
any more test .
Legal business matters are
more urgent , for several
reasons and as usual he goes
silent and disconnected ;
not an ounce of cooperation
as our sons hold tight, the
past is present . I again can
do nor say anything .
I am resting a lot , mentally
holding peace and faith , but
my body has other
experiences.
A 1st partner , contractually
owned me through the laws
of a Common Wealth that up
holds the standard quo in
patriarchal abuses that’s
gained clarity as we
experience, the country of
men, not a country of law .
That paradigm is domestic
abuse and domestic terror
and has no place on New
Earth !
It’s way past time ; I
surrendered to the path both
the marital partnership and
the resent attempt to partner
while doing business as well
as my living space and
reducing my income income
as indicated this is his business
and his faith upholds these
acts !
Both feel chosen and enabled
to target me , attempting to
leave me very little . Age ,
health, and a conscious that
says this is wrong or illegal.
The repeated lessons of not
finding legal assistance , left
no doubts who did not have
an interest in my situation
and as such cost me the truth
towards getting charges ;
same repetitive lack of
concern and consciousness
that’s a red flag 🚩
Neither are interested in doing
the right thing . This is the
energy that sucked up our
sons , and we all know
we have free will… eventually.
Healing is supported , choices
are made , resolutions do
exist , and I’m quite sure I am
not responsible nor deserving
of being targeted by anyone
for any reason ; it does say
more about the other person
but for now I’m safe , seizing
the restorative aspects of
this fraudulent attempt at
divestment; while assured
I was invested and would
not know I was being taken
and that no one would care .
Excellent response by Deputies
magistrates and Agency on
Aging , as well as Austin
who has my back and for Spirit
who assures me , all is coming
together in true liberation
of any energies who do not
support me and I am grateful
to be closing out ancestral
trauma for both sides of my
family ; that our grandchildren
as well as we , never have to
have these abuses come up
for replay , repeating the
trauma .
Blood Lines are cleared and
new again for New Earth and
New Beginnings !
Blessings on this 4th
Let freedom / Liberation and
Unity rock & roll
Dona Luna
Narcissist are never happy
Blue Rays
BLUERAY STARSEEDS
The blue rays starseeds are a unique soul group that came through the blue ray of creation for benevolent purposes on this planet .
They have a strong connection to Source , the planet Sirius and have Christ consciousness encoding in their blueprint and embedded in their cellular structure and auric field.
Many of these experience very difficult childhoods because they purposely incarnate into certain family dynamics in order to transmute and heal that DNA lineage.
They are here to seed and create a new paradigm and template on the planet .
They are here to deliver the Christ consciousness blueprint to others through the merging of their energy fields with those of others.
Many of them will find that people either absolutely love them or feel uncomfortable to be around them.
This is because they embody truth and wisdom and many people aren’t ready to face the truth.
Blue ray beings are seekers of the truth themselves and have been searching for their own answers their whole lives.
The blueray starseeds are incredibly talented and easily learn new things.
This allows them to speed through life lessons and handle much more in life than others .
They seemingly make as many human mistakes as they can.
By doing this they rapidly learn lessons and bring themselves to the conclusion that there is way more to this human experience that meets the eye.
This results in awakening and they then can begin their divine work here on earth.
The bluerays have blue / purple auras and most have had ancient past lifetimes in Lemuria , Egypt and Atlantis just to name a few .
They all have a deep connection with esoteric knowledge and higher awareness
They are extremely intuitive, telepathic and strongly psychic.
They are Clairsentient , clairvoyant , with strong inner knowing
and feel the feelings of others even when they don’t try to .
This is because they are here to merge auric bodies with other light minded ones and share the Christ consciousness blueprint .
By Shari Mattson
Hearing Voices : Dr Dan
I have found that with psychoses we will often find a two trauma mechanism. An initial trauma often early in life, often before the age of 2. There becomes the growing abscess of the mind and later, often in late adolescence or early adulthood a subsequent trauma arises and everything is unleashed, the positive and negative symptoms. Voice hearing often takes on the form of the trauma one has experienced, the voices can be fragments of a shattered self, it may be words given to the pain, they may represent fears or actual persons who did harm. Just more recently a fellow told me he had been experiencing voices for many years and it was like shrieks and mumbling but he could not identify them. As he thought about this two trauma mechanism he stated he experienced parental separation in infancy and in later life was incarcerated where he was for a time in solitary confinement and heard voices, muttering and shrieks through the vents. He said whenever under alot of stress he would have voice hearing and he now knows from where they came. I have noticed that both the positive and negative symptoms lessen when there is created an environment of sanctuary where one can find solace and healthy connection.
Dan L. Edmunds, Ed.D.
Half Price Houses
This video was made in May
2022
In 2008 , in the aftermath of
the real estate boom ;facts
pointed to a Realtor induced
housing crisis .
Half Price Houses
CERN ; test may happen 7/5
Boundary Violation
Dr. Annie Kaszina has this to say about forgiveness of your abuser:
Notice, this is all about self-forgiveness. Those people who tell you that you need to forgive the people who hurt and abused you, might well not be considering your feelings in all of this.
Your feelings are what matter.
Toxic people who hurt you quite deliberately don’t need your forgiveness. They won’t do anything good with it. If and when you actually want to forgive them, feel free. But do think what that forgiveness means to you.
It can just mean cutting the cords of resentment – but still holding people accountable for their behavior. In your own mind, at least.
It doesn’t mean exposing yourself to further abuse.
The person who needs your forgiveness is you. Clearly, your life suffered as a result of choices you did or didn’t- could or couldn’t – make.
Even if the choices were wrong, your intention was likely honorable. So, forgive yourself for your mistakes and allow yourself to start to rebuild.
Lyme Info
I have failed 2 test for Lyme
A former friend tried to say
I had it , perhaps he wished
it so.
I do feel that there are
overlapping symptoms
few doctors are knowledgeable
I have been celibate by choice
for 12 years and have no
regrets if this is fact , about
sexual transmission .
I pray for an end to these
diseases that I feel are
engineered for profit and
economic growth for an
industry of medicine .
I’m into preventative , natural
alternatives , due to that harm
done by modern medicine
that omits mind, body & spirit .