Category: Parential Alienation-Child Abuse
Narcissist feeding off you
A narcissistic man doesn’t just show up out of nowhere. He’s built out of a wound. A boy who was either rejected by his mother or worshipped until it warped him. If he was rejected, he grew up starving for approval. If he was idolized, he grew up addicted to control. Either way, he never learned what real love feels like.
The golden child, the one placed on the pedestal, learns early that love has conditions. Loved when he performs. Praised when he pleases. Rewarded when he obeys. But underneath, he’s suffocated. He grows into a man who craves dominance but resents the very power that controls him.
So when you meet him, it feels like love. He adores you, idolizes you, calls you perfect. But it isn’t love—it’s recognition. You remind him of the comfort and the chaos he’s always known. And just like that, you’re no longer his partner. You become his mirror.
That’s when the shift happens. Tenderness becomes criticism. Affection becomes control. Vulnerability becomes rage. He punishes you, not because you failed him, but because your presence forces him to feel the pain he’s been running from all his life. To him, love is a trap. Affection is weakness. Connection is danger.
This is why you end up walking on eggshells. This is why you keep trying to fix him. This is how you slip into the cycle—caretaker, healer, mother figure—while he turns cold, dismissive, and cruel. And the rage he’s carried toward her? It lands on you.
Here’s the part you need to hear. His pain might explain him, but it doesn’t excuse him. You cannot love the little boy inside a grown man who refuses to face himself. You can’t fix it. You can’t save him. That healing doesn’t come from your devotion. It only comes from his own self-awareness.
Until he confronts that wound, he will keep wounding women who try to love him. And if you’ve been there, you know exactly how true this is.
So remember this—he doesn’t love women, he feeds on them.

Current Energy 💯😉
I’ve been noticing something in my own body the past few days.
A kind of low-grade internal buzzing, especially in the circulatory system.
Some moments I feel completely wired, other moments I feel completely drained.
Sleep has been light and interrupted, and my nervous system doesn’t feel quite like it’s “landing.”
I thought it was just me…
but then the messages started coming in from many of you, sharing:
▪️“I feel like I’m vibrating from the inside out.”
▪️“I’m exhausted, but I can’t stop thinking.”
▪️“My chest feels heavy. My body’s buzzing. What is happening?”
So if you’re feeling off in ways you can’t fully explain you’re not imagining it.
You’re likely responding to the incoming solar codes being activated by what’s happening in space right now.
🟠What’s Going On: 3I/ATLAS and the Solar Chain Reaction🟠
Right now, the interstellar object 3I/ATLAS is moving closer to the Sun.
And its presence is doing more than just passing through.
It’s interacting with the solar field, triggering magnetic changes and subtle plasma instability.
This isn’t a metaphor, astronomers are watching real physical shifts in the Sun’s activity.
But energetically, something deeper is happening.
As 3I Atlas nears, it’s infusing the Sun with new information: frequencies, light codes, and quantum-level activations not native to this solar system.
And our Sun doesn’t just hold those.
It transmits them through light, heat, solar wind, and geomagnetic storms.
That means: Earth is now receiving those frequencies through the solar plasma.
And we, as highly sensitive beings, are feeling it in real time.
🔵What You Might Be Feeling🔵
As these solar codes move through your system, you may experience:
▪️Fatigue and overstimulation at the same time (wired-but-tired)
▪️Sleep disruption (waking at odd hours, light dreaming, not feeling rested)
▪️Circulatory buzzing or heart pulsing
▪️Head pressure, third eye activation, or chest tension
▪️Emotional flatness, irritability, or waves of sadness that don’t make logical sense
▪️Overwhelm from tech, noise, or stimulation you normally handle well
These aren’t symptoms of failure, they’re signs of recalibration.
Your body is adapting to high-frequency light data, and it’s doing its best to integrate.
🔴How to Support Yourself Right Now🔴
These next few days are especially important — because we’re likely to see another wave of solar flare activity in response to 3I Atlas and other cosmic alignments. If you’re sensitive, it’s time to ground and support your system proactively.
Here’s what I recommend:
💙1. Hydration + Mineral Support
When light codes move through the body, they rely on fluid conductivity to transmit clearly.
🔸Add a pinch of sea salt or electrolyte powder to your water
🔸Include high-water foods like cucumber, watermelon, or lemon
🔸Take cell salt Nat Mur 6X if you feel fluid imbalance, bloating, or dryness
❤️2. Move Excess Charge Through the Body
You don’t need to do a full workout, just enough to move energy.
🔸Walk outside barefoot if possible
🔸Gently bounce on your feet for 2 minutes (or use a rebounder)
🔸Shake out your hands, arms, and legs for 30 seconds at a time
🔸Stretch your neck and shoulders to open solar flow through the spine
💚3. Create a ‘Solar Quiet Time’
Even just 10 minutes of intentional stillness can help reset your nervous system.
🔸Sit or lie down with your hand over your heart. Close your eyes and breathe slowly .
Say: “I allow what serves. I release what I do not need.”
Let the energy settle, don’t rush it
💜4. Avoid Overstimulating Your Field
Reduce or buffer things like:
🔸Back-to-back screen time
🔸News/media scrolling
🔸High-voltage conversations or multitasking
🔸Too much caffeine, sugar, or EMF exposure
Your system needs simplicity to integrate the codes that are coming in.
💞5. Vibrational Support: Gentle Allies for Solar Integration💞
To soften the edges of this transformation and support your energy body as it calibrates, here are three vibrational tools I often recommend:
🔸Homeopathic: Gelsemium 30C: Ideal for those feeling drained, foggy, or emotionally numb during intense solar waves. Gelsemium offers a gentle unwinding, helpful for that sensation of “moving through molasses” or emotional heaviness that hits without reason.
🔸Flower Essence: Walnut (Bach or similar): A classic protector during energetic transition. Walnut shields your field from external interference, helps you let go of outdated patterns, and provides grounding as your system attunes to new solar frequencies.
🔸Cell Salt: Kali Phos (Potassium Phosphate): The go-to for mental and emotional overstimulation. Kali Phos calms frazzled nerves, reduces sensory overwhelm, and strengthens the interface between your emotional and electrical systems.
Taken together, these allies offer a subtle cocoon of support… not to block the codes, but to help you receive them more fluidly, without tipping into overwhelm.
And If You’re Feeling Overwhelmed…
These solar shifts aren’t just planetary… they’re personal.
They stir up old patterns, amplify subtle imbalances, and bring to the surface things we’ve been holding in the background for years.
If you’re feeling like this wave is “too much,” or if your body and energy field need deeper recalibration, I offer remote healing sessions.
Together, we work to:
🔹Clear energetic static, overload, and solar interference
🔹Help your system integrate incoming light codes without burnout
🔹Recalibrate your aura and reconnect you to your soul’s clarity
🔹Anchor deep nervous system support emotionally and energetically
🔹Release karmic, ancestral, or multidimensional entanglements that keep looping during flare activity
🔹And after your session, you’ll receive a beautifully detailed 20+ page healing report, sharing what was seen, what was cleared, and how to support your body and spirit going forward.
This is not a one-size-fits-all protocol.
It’s a personal restoration, a quiet homecoming to the version of you who is ready now to live more freely, more fully, and more aligned with the light already arriving.
We’re in the middle of a highly active cosmic window.
3I Atlas is catalyzing the Sun. The Sun is releasing plasma.
And you, a being of love and light, are part of that chain of transmission.
You don’t need to be disheartened.
You just need to listen, adjust, and honor what your body is asking for.
Sending you lots of love and high vibrations, 💜 @followers @highlight
~Anna Merkaba – Distant Energy Healer- Channeler – Lightworker. To book a Healing Session with Anna and for more channeled messages to help you on your journey to self discovery visit : Sacred Ascension – Key of Life – DISCOVER YOUR TRUE SELF THROUGH THE VIBRATIONAL MESSAGES FROM BEHIND THE VEIL– https://annamerkabahealing.com/

Pregnancy Fact
Scientific research on the limits of human endurance confirms that pregnancy is one of the most demanding metabolic feats possible, as the sustained energy required to grow a baby over nine months forces the mother’s body to operate at an elevated rate of approximately 2.2 times her resting metabolic rate—a level nearly equivalent to the physical ceiling sustained by elite endurance athletes, such as those running a marathon per day for several weeks. This comparison underscores the sheer, continuous intensity of pregnancy, highlighting it as the longest and one of the highest energy-expenditure events the human body can endure. #fblifestyletyle

Narcissist always blamed you
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
“Death by a thousand paper cuts ”
